Saturday, January 8, 2011

Jan 8th 2011

1st program of the year 2011 - Money and You MasterKey Program. My role: Music Master. Good! I can focus, listen, feel and be present with class and room energy. Been a long time since I am involve and today will set the pace for training and PRESENT.

Right now I have so many things to do or who and what am I comparing to? To me may be alot, to some may just be only the pre requisite. To me maybe intense, to Carlos Slim, Bill Gates or Warren Buffett, that is not even a percentage of their challenge. So what is my reality? What is my truth? They may be true but not the TRUTH. Rewire my mind and go for EXCELLENCE! Do my BEST, Commit, focus and act!

Today I have already started my sales and marketing for 90 Degree vision and mission. Just need to structure and systemize it thoroughly. I need this! I need this opportunity ti ETR and really shine my way out to deliver massive results that will change my life and my family life! I can do this with the support of technology, team and my resources. Just take continuous action and consistent flow of energy. Keep myself fit and healthy, focus and patience. Breathe and be happy. Smile and snap out of it and PEAK STATE! Yeah! Okie! Great! Hmm....lets see! Ok!!!! Whoosh!

Debrief of 2010.

It was a year of growth right from the very beginning of 2010, where 'drama' happened between dad and mum at home, relationship with good friends and working with my ex-boss.

Lets examine my family part as they are the most important factors in my life. My dad, a great honest man with gracious heart and steel of gold. He is very generous and has created certain strategy in his working life that results in a certain behavior which leads t his actions and results in his life in finances, relationships and health. His constant behavior with money has absolutely created a huge gap between him and mum. Mum has been supporting but not aware of the consequences. Dad misused again and again resulting in many quarrel and argument over house and money. Why? He is a risk taker! He takes risk with money just like gambling. He always thinks there was a back-up and did not calculate the risk until millions are lost and not recovered. He turns to mum again and yet never repented until recently he went for ops to remove the cancer part that have shooken him quite a little to get back up again but still certain habits area inevitable and patterns will still come out. However who to say he is wrong or imperfect. We and me too. Our family has been relying on one another for support, constantly inter-dependent on one another and expect each to perform and bring results. What is this? Why? Family structure and brought up. In the last quarter of 2010 I was faced with the TRUTH about me and my behavior. Since ITP, ULC, mastermind group, teammates and family.

I was too pampered, too dependent on family and team that I just sit back and overlook! It sucks and that brought my energy down alot. Confident and self-esteem was very low and small suddenly. Feeling very very sad and pessimist about life. Listened to AR audio, read books but still could not get high up.

But the only person who was with me till the end is Cindy Yap, my lover my partner, my best friend, my everything in life! She is the love and darling of my life.

She brought me to church and have so much faith in God Jesus and me that I will turn around. God never give up on me and so is Cindy. All I have now is my life and time and living in this planet earth is a bonus and gift. I have been 'Thinking" alot, so much so that I did not ACT! I believe that I am here for a purpose and the purpose is strong for me to live on in this planet to Serve, Lead and Inspire the world and humanities. I can do this and I will succeed. I will always practice MASTERY every seconds of my live in ALL Areas - Finances, Body, Career - Sales, Leadership, Relationships, Time, Hobbies - Aikido, Photography, Guitar and Education to improve to Excellence each and every step of my way upwards. I Can Do this! I AM!

Year 2011 is a year of Miracle and I am walking into this year with FAITH and GLORY. I CAN DO ANYTHING IN THE NAME OF GOD WHO STRENGTHEN ME. I will overcome and conquer all odds and obstacles. Business opportunities will flow in abundantly and deals will be close confidently with cash flows into our companies with unlimited amount and values will be created relentlessly to the clients, man-kind and the world.

All this will happen and I believe in myself, teammates and family and GOD above. Lets make 2011 my year where SUCCESS is BREED and failure is tarnished. I will make this year my year of SUCCESS, HAPPINESS and MIRACLES. Thank you Blog, thank You GOD and THANK YOU DENNIS for your COURAGE. I LOVE ME!!! : )

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

What I feel like saying is....

Where and how should i start? Feeling at ease now after many battles - emotional battles. Family, business and most importantly is myself. I was down and I lost the battles but that doesn't mean I have lost the war! I was lost now am found. The courage to make a comeback determines my drive and action towards success and fulfillment. There will be results I believe and not ordinary but extraordinary results! I am humbled by the recent experiences I have encountered two days ago at New Creation Church. I received infinite blessings and unlimited from God. I could feel his presence, his words, his strength and his trust that I will prosper and stand up again receiving abundance of wealth and richness. I am strong, tough, assertive, charming and am meant to do great work and great things. I shall not deny you, only you can do that - Great Spirit and I am here for a reason for a purpose to deliver my mission to this planet earth and humanities.

I shall move forward with certainty and love that God shall do all things and all I need was to take the first step with him and conquer all obstacles and achieve miracles. I Can Do Anything Through GOD who strengthens me! Amen!

Great, thats what I feel like saying....

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Mum

Mum is back from SZ and I missed her so much. Seeing her melts my heart and brought tears to my eyes. She has been a great lover, care taker, a responsible mum and a loving woman. Never has she complained about me nor my family. The most she did is to talk to me about her feelings and whoosh of within 5 mins. She understand M&Y and in fact she is the only one that truly practices M&Y principles in our family even though she did not go through the course. She understand NO DRAMA HOOK and and that is the biggest take away in this family! She stand strong and firm as a woman and as a mother. I love her so much to see going through this and yet I need time and FUCKING HARD WORK to see results. I wish I could give her more at this point of time and I MUST! What AM I GOING TO DO ABOUT IT DENNIS TAN? 

BELIEVE COMMIT DISCIPLINE PERSEVERE EXCELLENCE ACTION FOCUS -> RESULTS

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Warrior Comback

Holly Molly Mother Son of The Gun!!!! What on earth is happening? I have been away for 1 year 4 months 1 week. I am back? This evening Clive showed me my blog that I last wrote on 31st Dec 2007! It was sooooo long ago and it gives me a refreshing feeling of connection with myself. Man that feels fricking good.  I am all smiling now! Where to I start? Ok, lets start with what I feel like saying is......HOLLY MOTHER FRICK! I am back. I feel energy, feel joy, feel excited, feel great! Dun know why and what the hack! Dun Think Dun Think Dun Think!!! - Number 1 secret to LIFE! I am very blessed with so many happenings in my life! My family, my love Cindy, my great friends, my brothers - All have superb car now (Dun play play) and getting married soon too. AIya..everyone is evolving man! Somehow I have so much to say and I am feeling sleepy now. Be back another day with more profound stuff. This time I am coming back with a storm, gush of vibrant energy and a rush of excitement! Till I am back again, AHO!

Monday, December 31, 2007

Youcan Ice-cream

This December has been a great long month. I have came a long way to this moment that right now I can finally pen down my thoughts and feelings. Over the weeks I have been busy with my business with Joe and Clive, selling ice-cream and receive lots of market feedback and perturbation. Understanding what is business, what is leveraging, what is it like to work under the 'heat'(mental and physical), what is it like to feel discourage, the government sectors, the consumers, the competitors, the top management and many many others. Being able to be in a business is no joke. It sounds easy yet when I am on the ground, I felt like stopping and take an easy way out - to be an employee and not an entrepreneur. This is what I am made of, to serve and conquer, now feeling challenged and am with this feeling for a week since Christmas, very very perturbated.

Correcting without invaliding myself is the key. I have made self correction and yet the core root its not just about the business but myself and my leadership qualities. I have doubt, feeling skeptical and something just tell me to 'Chiong' and never give up! I look forward to tomorrow to make the CHANGE and a turn in my business and the sales will flow in like the Hudson River with cash cash cash! Thats WILFS for now.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Whats In Me that I MUST CHANGE?

Many of times this pattern has come repeatedly and I know that I still have changes that need to be unfold. Everything in my life happens for a reason and I must find that 'ME', that Dennis I am looking for! The Champion, the leadership, the follower, the power that I always have all this while! Unleash the Warrior Within!