Dennis' Universe

Jan 8th 2011

2011-01-08T11:24:00.002+08:00

1st program of the year 2011 - Money and You MasterKey Program. My role: Music Master. Good! I can focus, listen, feel and be present with class and room energy. Been a long time since I am involve and today will set the pace for training and PRESENT.

Right now I have so many things to do or who and what am I comparing to? To me may be alot, to some may just be only the pre requisite. To me maybe intense, to Carlos Slim, Bill Gates or Warren Buffett, that is not even a percentage of their challenge. So what is my reality? What is my truth? They may be true but not the TRUTH. Rewire my mind and go for EXCELLENCE! Do my BEST, Commit, focus and act!

Today I have already started my sales and marketing for 90 Degree vision and mission. Just need to structure and systemize it thoroughly. I need this! I need this opportunity ti ETR and really shine my way out to deliver massive results that will change my life and my family life! I can do this with the support of technology, team and my resources. Just take continuous action and consistent flow of energy. Keep myself fit and healthy, focus and patience. Breathe and be happy. Smile and snap out of it and PEAK STATE! Yeah! Okie! Great! Hmm....lets see! Ok!!!! Whoosh!

Debrief of 2010.

2011-01-08T10:47:00.002+08:00

It was a year of growth right from the very beginning of 2010, where 'drama' happened between dad and mum at home, relationship with good friends and working with my ex-boss.

Lets examine my family part as they are the most important factors in my life. My dad, a great honest man with gracious heart and steel of gold. He is very generous and has created certain strategy in his working life that results in a certain behavior which leads t his actions and results in his life in finances, relationships and health. His constant behavior with money has absolutely created a huge gap between him and mum. Mum has been supporting but not aware of the consequences. Dad misused again and again resulting in many quarrel and argument over house and money. Why? He is a risk taker! He takes risk with money just like gambling. He always thinks there was a back-up and did not calculate the risk until millions are lost and not recovered. He turns to mum again and yet never repented until recently he went for ops to remove the cancer part that have shooken him quite a little to get back up again but still certain habits area inevitable and patterns will still come out. However who to say he is wrong or imperfect. We and me too. Our family has been relying on one another for support, constantly inter-dependent on one another and expect each to perform and bring results. What is this? Why? Family structure and brought up. In the last quarter of 2010 I was faced with the TRUTH about me and my behavior. Since ITP, ULC, mastermind group, teammates and family.

I was too pampered, too dependent on family and team that I just sit back and overlook! It sucks and that brought my energy down alot. Confident and self-esteem was very low and small suddenly. Feeling very very sad and pessimist about life. Listened to AR audio, read books but still could not get high up.

But the only person who was with me till the end is Cindy Yap, my lover my partner, my best friend, my everything in life! She is the love and darling of my life.

She brought me to church and have so much faith in God Jesus and me that I will turn around. God never give up on me and so is Cindy. All I have now is my life and time and living in this planet earth is a bonus and gift. I have been 'Thinking" alot, so much so that I did not ACT! I believe that I am here for a purpose and the purpose is strong for me to live on in this planet to Serve, Lead and Inspire the world and humanities. I can do this and I will succeed. I will always practice MASTERY every seconds of my live in ALL Areas - Finances, Body, Career - Sales, Leadership, Relationships, Time, Hobbies - Aikido, Photography, Guitar and Education to improve to Excellence each and every step of my way upwards. I Can Do this! I AM!

Year 2011 is a year of Miracle and I am walking into this year with FAITH and GLORY. I CAN DO ANYTHING IN THE NAME OF GOD WHO STRENGTHEN ME. I will overcome and conquer all odds and obstacles. Business opportunities will flow in abundantly and deals will be close confidently with cash flows into our companies with unlimited amount and values will be created relentlessly to the clients, man-kind and the world.

All this will happen and I believe in myself, teammates and family and GOD above. Lets make 2011 my year where SUCCESS is BREED and failure is tarnished. I will make this year my year of SUCCESS, HAPPINESS and MIRACLES. Thank you Blog, thank You GOD and THANK YOU DENNIS for your COURAGE. I LOVE ME!!! : )

What I feel like saying is....

2010-12-14T12:26:00.002+08:00

Where and how should i start? Feeling at ease now after many battles - emotional battles. Family, business and most importantly is myself. I was down and I lost the battles but that doesn't mean I have lost the war! I was lost now am found. The courage to make a comeback determines my drive and action towards success and fulfillment. There will be results I believe and not ordinary but extraordinary results! I am humbled by the recent experiences I have encountered two days ago at New Creation Church. I received infinite blessings and unlimited from God. I could feel his presence, his words, his strength and his trust that I will prosper and stand up again receiving abundance of wealth and richness. I am strong, tough, assertive, charming and am meant to do great work and great things. I shall not deny you, only you can do that - Great Spirit and I am here for a reason for a purpose to deliver my mission to this planet earth and humanities.

I shall move forward with certainty and love that God shall do all things and all I need was to take the first step with him and conquer all obstacles and achieve miracles. I Can Do Anything Through GOD who strengthens me! Amen!

Great, thats what I feel like saying....

Mum

2009-04-12T02:08:00.002+08:00

Mum is back from SZ and I missed her so much. Seeing her melts my heart and brought tears to my eyes. She has been a great lover, care taker, a responsible mum and a loving woman. Never has she complained about me nor my family. The most she did is to talk to me about her feelings and whoosh of within 5 mins. She understand M&Y and in fact she is the only one that truly practices M&Y principles in our family even though she did not go through the course. She understand NO DRAMA HOOK and and that is the biggest take away in this family! She stand strong and firm as a woman and as a mother. I love her so much to see going through this and yet I need time and FUCKING HARD WORK to see results. I wish I could give her more at this point of time and I MUST! What AM I GOING TO DO ABOUT IT DENNIS TAN?

BELIEVE COMMIT DISCIPLINE PERSEVERE EXCELLENCE ACTION FOCUS -> RESULTS

Warrior Comback

2009-04-08T01:47:00.003+08:00

Holly Molly Mother Son of The Gun!!!! What on earth is happening? I have been away for 1 year 4 months 1 week. I am back? This evening Clive showed me my blog that I last wrote on 31st Dec 2007! It was sooooo long ago and it gives me a refreshing feeling of connection with myself. Man that feels fricking good. I am all smiling now! Where to I start? Ok, lets start with what I feel like saying is......HOLLY MOTHER FRICK! I am back. I feel energy, feel joy, feel excited, feel great! Dun know why and what the hack! Dun Think Dun Think Dun Think!!! - Number 1 secret to LIFE! I am very blessed with so many happenings in my life! My family, my love Cindy, my great friends, my brothers - All have superb car now (Dun play play) and getting married soon too. AIya..everyone is evolving man! Somehow I have so much to say and I am feeling sleepy now. Be back another day with more profound stuff. This time I am coming back with a storm, gush of vibrant energy and a rush of excitement! Till I am back again, AHO!

Youcan Ice-cream

2007-12-31T11:29:00.000+08:00

This December has been a great long month. I have came a long way to this moment that right now I can finally pen down my thoughts and feelings. Over the weeks I have been busy with my business with Joe and Clive, selling ice-cream and receive lots of market feedback and perturbation. Understanding what is business, what is leveraging, what is it like to work under the 'heat'(mental and physical), what is it like to feel discourage, the government sectors, the consumers, the competitors, the top management and many many others. Being able to be in a business is no joke. It sounds easy yet when I am on the ground, I felt like stopping and take an easy way out - to be an employee and not an entrepreneur. This is what I am made of, to serve and conquer, now feeling challenged and am with this feeling for a week since Christmas, very very perturbated.

Correcting without invaliding myself is the key. I have made self correction and yet the core root its not just about the business but myself and my leadership qualities. I have doubt, feeling skeptical and something just tell me to 'Chiong' and never give up! I look forward to tomorrow to make the CHANGE and a turn in my business and the sales will flow in like the Hudson River with cash cash cash! Thats WILFS for now.

Whats In Me that I MUST CHANGE?

2007-11-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

Many of times this pattern has come repeatedly and I know that I still have changes that need to be unfold. Everything in my life happens for a reason and I must find that 'ME', that Dennis I am looking for! The Champion, the leadership, the follower, the power that I always have all this while! Unleash the Warrior Within!

Ocean 3 Mastermind

2007-11-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

This blog is specially for my another brother who I will never forget - Kok Leong. Brother, I know our mastermind is put on hold for quite a while and I have spoken to you about whats going on. I have great news for you and will share with you when we conduct our next mastermind. As of now, the next meeting will be in the month of Dec and will confirm the date again. Just want you to know that you have been patience and very sincere in this friendship and in this group. Though we may have somehow disconnect a little due to each of our commitment in work, I know we are still Ocean 3 when we come together. Lets set the context the next meeting and this time, we are going stronger, deeper and greater! I look forward to see you Kok Leong brother!

Value Investing Mastermind

2007-11-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today is my second meeting with the Value Investing Mastermind Group. I must say I am with a group of elite who are real smart investors on the way to becoming a multi millionaire in years(3 years) to come. I am honor to be one of them. With this rate we are going, we are going to create more values, more opportunities, more education and more miracles for the people interested in investing and the beautiful world. This is a very powerful dynamic and committed group of value investors. I joined this group last week under the influence of Clive and Ken who had demonstrated their true essence of value investor, considering their years of knowledges, experience and skills in the stock market, needless to say their portfolios, which they are on the way to financial freedom. The last meeting was very overwhelming for me as I am newly joined since they form this group in 2006 Dec. They are already a year into their studies and projects and now my role in this group is to keep the hype and energy going and lift to another level, thats my 'usage' for now : ) which Clive knows I am great at it. Thanks brother!

We came out with a partnership name V.I.G (Value Investing Group). A slogan (still revising) - 'With VIG, we grow your money BIG', sounds great isn't it We appointed a new Chairman as well today and she will be overlooking the team and the upcoming projects. Manz, I got to say I am really blessed to be surrounded by great people and I must contribute my part as well to this group molding it dynamic strong and bonded. Can't wait for the next meeting to come and focus on our multi-million dollar project. Thank you team, you investors rocks!!!

WIFLS

2007-11-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 weeks since I last update : ). I am back.

What I feel like saying is I just came back from Malacca after a corporate training with MISG dealing with insurance. I am very blessed to be invited by David and his company to help out in the logistics and of cos with the help of Joe who had requested from David to allow me to join in the logistics. Over the weekend I relived the feeling of attending seminar again. I must say that David Tan is a really great trainer. He is natural, humorous and sincere. I have learn a great deal of work from him. What can I say? He paid for all the transport, accommodation, food and he even drove me home personally to my door step. He is a man who will go all out to help any individuals who devoted time commitment and effort. I am really blessed to be in this community group of people and I am very looking forward to work with him closely in the near future. Thank you Master and Joe my brother!

Well over the 3 weeks, many many miracles happened and each happened for a reason. Firstly its the YOUCAN ice-cream project. We were held up because there were no stocks available due to some miscommunication between the top management and for that it results in extra payout of commission by Ken and the team to us. I must say he is a leader with full integrity and I hold high respect of him for his words and actions. He takes full responsibility. Thank you and I look forward to next week for the second launch. This time with a vengeance!!! : )

Besides the case, we took over another van because one team decided to back up. That results in doubling the target sales, the results and the turnover! The week before we were manifesting for more challenges because we want to learn more about franchising this business and learning to hire people and lead the team. One week later, our prayers were answered. We took up the challenge without considering the YADA YADA! Its only when we settled down in the night after the movie 'BROTHERS' and thought about the decision we made that created certain uncertainty in this take over.

However, Clive, Joe and myself pulled through and stick to our integrity. We are not taking the easy way out. If we are not able to handle this situations which is only additional of one van, what makes us think we can handle 5, 10 or even 20 vans in future? I am glad we had demonstrate courage with full integrity and with the help of PING PING to carry out this task! Thank you Champion Team!

Scary thing was when the decision was made, we attracted what we wanted! The next morning we went to Changi to take over the second van and stocks hand over. Had our breakfast and we took off. Within 3 hours, Joe and I managed to find the right people to work under us. I talked to a friend of mine who is out of job. Shared with him the brightness of future in this ice-cream project. Without second thought, he said YES! Next moment, Joe rang me and said he managed to find another 3 students who command very very low pay. Their purpose is to learn and money is secondary factor. In fact it was the teacher who assigned the student to us! Wow....high form of Leverage : ) Clive of cos with his C-ness, came out with detailed comm plan and structure that creates a great system to work on it. He is darn good at this! I just dun believe how the universe works. When you manifest, you will attract!

Another surprise happened in the evening! Wendy, the master trainer of EAP, gave me a pay check for the preview I did last week. I never expect her to pay me considering I did do a good job but still closed 2 sales that afternoon lah, however I was still rewarded. Its not a big amount but certainly has boost my morale and give me a sense of energy to be the best I can be! I am very grateful for her support and motivation. Thank you Wendy! I will continue this commitment, this time even more than 100%!!!

My issue with Informatics was settled, after 5 long years! I managed to get back my money which is quite a reasonable sum and this helps me alot too financially. Thank you the lady who was in charge-Devaki. I being to attract people, wealth and health as well. Recently I met this young dynamic trainer who also happened to be the one who introduced me up to the stage(It was her first time too) during my first ever preview speaking last week. She trained me and share with me her gym techniques and man she is darn fit. Can chin-up 7-10 reps easily. The amazing thing is she carried the same weight as me but only lesser reps. I was impressed and she is only 19!!! Very athletically strong and a determined young lady. Very glad to work with young people too, give me great energy and youth! Thank you Helena! You will go very far young lady, keep up the great work!

Last week, I had joined this dynamic group of Value Investors masterminding and we are called to meet once a month for discussing of any potential good listed company we can study and invest in. Man, my 1st ever meeting I was almost blown away. Their knowledge is so deep and all I could do is listen. I am determined to study hard in this value investing and contribute to this dynamic group. What I learned is 'What can I offer to this group rather than what I can get out of this group.' Its such a powerful statement when I learned this from BSE and the ITP-ers.

Well, I will like to thank Clive as well for the continuous believe and encouragement he has given me. We barely know each other few months back and now we are as close as brothers. He has shared with me alot of his knowledges in investing and speaking as well. Its through him that I have decided to joined his value investing mastermind group. He is also my business partner in YOUCAN and my classmates in BSE. I believed he appeared in my life for a reason and I thank him for who he is, a lovely, sincere and a very successful entrepreneur! Thank you brother.

Joe, another brother of mine who also attended BSE together with me and we ended up as business partner too in YOUCAN. For Joe, we have been through 'IN and OUT' (Bucky Term, for those who understand, No UP Or DOWN in this context), thick and thin, hills then mountains to be where we are. He has taught me alot as an entrepreneur, trainer and speaker. He call it on me many times with compassion when I demonstrated any YADA YADA. Never has he given up on me but persist with me till I made it! I know that my friendship with this gentleman is getting stronger and stronger each day because I see him more than I see my family!!!wahaha....Whatever the case, I thank you for showing up in my life! I love you bro!

Ok, thats What I feel like saying for now : ) thank you Universe!

Life is Beautiful and Great!!!

Learning Experience

2007-10-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

My so call 'boss' is behaving very cold towards me. Why is that so? I believe the team leader who was once my good friend had implanted poisonous venom about me to him which is not surprising. Its really amazing since she is indebt to me and now I am demanding for return and she said 'Sue me if you want'! Lol...initally I give her the benefits of adult because she may have her emotion up and intelligent down but well after numerous call to her husband who was once my great great buddy(Stab me before a few times) also decided to severe ties with me. A man with so much guts yet 'balls' controlled by wife. What a Man! Anyhow, they are the true masters who taught me about human behaviour of the universe. Many of times today when I am in this very office I was a little disturbed with the way they communicated and somehow I told myself not to be affected by them, not allowing them to control my emotion. Whoosh was what Wendy said in yesterday CNA and focus your energy in the present moment. I had immediate fine distinction! I do not know what I will do should I am not aware about excellerated education and holistic learning, I may 'kill' them. Thank you great spirit for your guidance, once again, you have lead me to another level : )

'Forgive what you need to forgive, forget what you need to forget'. Money and You Day 3.

101st Blog

2007-10-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

Yes, finally I have reached more than 100 posting of my personal blog : ) great work. Keep it up Dennis

Credit Suisse Private Banking

2007-10-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

Bu Zhi Bu Jue, I have been here for 8 months and 3 days to go before I leave this bank for good. To be honest, I love this bank. The product, system, management, branding, culture and people are so great except some I guess are not so hmm..... I am a little attached for now as I believe I may not step into a corporate working environment againwhich leaves me some sentimental value here. This bank has taught me professionalism, customer service, firmness with communication and many other valuable stuffs. I never would had got into this bank without my 100% attitude if I did not believe in me. Somehow or rather I thanks the 'people' of this environment that had referred me and ironically they turn into my opposition party! Now we are into a battle. Sabu sabu sabu....

I believe in Karma and I had my Karma returned upon me with physical, mental and emotion hurt and I know everything happened to me before and now has a reason behind it. Do great now and greatness will come back : )

A bit off track.... lets get back to bank story. One of the best thing I got out of this bank is friendship. These friends of mine are 'high end' people, meaning they are very smart, intelligent, rich and professional people/bankers. I must say they are the top 30% of the corporate world in Singapore and working alongside with them does enhanced my skills and interpersonal relationship. They are really nice people too-friendly, helpful and cheerful beings. I know that I will keep in touch with some of them even when I leave. I am really grateful and bless.

Well, I guess I will miss this place very much because its my first job in history of a graduated and I will always be grateful for all that had happen in this bank. Thank You Credit Suisse.

Moving forward...

2007-10-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

Team Champion is on the way now back to camp and reload bullets for our next deplotment. This time we are getting stronger, even better, even more powerful despite the weather is raining cats and dogs! People here we come....value value value.....$$$..... muacks.....

SOLD OUT!!!

2007-10-13T11:32:00.000+08:00

Just received a call from Joe and our ice-creams were sold out within 2 hours. Great Spirit answer to my prayers! A total of 24 cartons that comprise of 228 boxes(1368 sticks/pack) and 80 cups were all gone in a blink of an eye! Manz.....wow....wahahaha..so BLESSED!!! My earlier blog really really practised the Law- 'MONEY COMES IN EASIlY AND EFFORTLESSLY'....Thank you Universe for this wonder!
Sell sell sell and ALL WILL BE WELL!!!!!! Muacks....

BSE in the real world!

2007-10-13T09:27:00.000+08:00

Amazing start of our Day 1 Ice-cream business. In no time we are gonna be the ice-cream guru of Singapore. Not so much about the eating side but the business model of it.

Welcome to 'Youcan' Happyhour Campaign-We are the team named 'Champion' by myself, Joe and Clive. A team of recent BSE grads that were recurited by Ken Chee in launching the Ice-cream business. I am so blessed to be involved in this business reason being I love sales, marketing and working in a team-with the right people. Joe, Clive and myself were so align in this business that we hit off the sales so fast! Never thought that money comes so quick that my pocket were filled with lots of cash within an hour. We hit the right 'hot spot' and the winning strategy to capture the essence of the crowd. So much learning experiences and distinctions in day one of our business. Though we were sweaty, tired and hungry(me only I guess), we had so much fun and were smiling the whole day. I believe its one of my happiest day ever!

The only cha-ll-enge....we had was when our generator broke down. Our ice-creams melted and couldn't sell anymore. That was the time as well that the money came in fast and furious. We packed up and rang Ken and other team to deplot the van at the hot spot. With 2 hours, the Ice-cream sold out! This shows that the winning formula is working greatly. We were so glad that we had replacement and that added lotsa value to the crowd and to the team!

Day 2 today and my team of Champions are out there fighting the battle(Aunties, Kids, Da Jie, Missy and so on...), I wish them best of succss and I will see you two in 7 hours time! I am here with you!

Sell sell sell and all will be well!!! Money comes in easliy and effortlessly!!!

Give a Hi-5 to your partner and say 'I Love Sales and Marketing'. No partner? Clap your left hand and right hand! Haha....Love the world!!!!

BSE Transformed Me.

2007-10-11T06:02:00.000+08:00

A month since I lasted blog, where was I? What has been happeing?

WIFLS is I just woke up from my sleep in the office. Has been working the past 5 mid-night shift and never slept so well and smooth for the past 5 nights, guess this 5 nights I do not sleep with pressure but with a peace of mind in the office.

Just came back 3 weeks ago from this boot-camp name 'Business School for Entrepreneurs.' This course has changed my life tremendously! Words were beyond my ability to mark the changes I have made except actions were seen day after day into a transformational self where I m' loving it! Never felt so intense, so fulfill, so charge up, so awakening after going through the gurelling 8 days boot-camp with 59 other participants and a bunch of instructor. Never thought that I would be so'useful' and efficient until I participated a 1000% full full tilt in the class. Dom grilled me with question after question that sets me deep deep thinking of myself. I rememebered there was a session where he challenged me about my winning confidence with quality question that I was stunned for that couple of minutes before he revealed the answer- I was awaken. Now thinkng back those days laterally put me in a 'hype' mode now and I am so ready to take charge of my destiny with passion and fun.

If you ask me to name one thing that I bring home from BSE out of so many other distinctions, I would say LEADERSHIP. This particular topic was mind-blowing and not only the theory part, the day to day, moment to moment action involves this quality. I was an ACHIEVER and not a TEAM PLAYER. Always want to go upfront and achieve alone. I realised that this is not a team player mode. I tend to forget people behind me, achiving the victory alone and ends up pretty lonely. Always learn to 'look left and right' tapping on partners' shoulder and perform together. Be a team leader and not just a leader! Be sure to 'pull' them into the winning attitude and not 'pushing' factor because I learned 'pulling' factor will attract better quality of teammates.

After BSE, Clive, Joe and myself was stormed with a business opportunity. We were already on targeted on day 5 even before the boot-camp ends. The presentation lasted only 15 mins and YES was the answer, we are in as a team! This campaign is gonna launched tomorrow and I am very very excited about it. Stay tune for my success story because this is my first business project which I am very passionate about because it involve people, movement and sales and I could see the brightness of the future in it. Thank you team for electing me as the team leader and I will not disappoint you two. I look forward to tomorrow where we will kick tons of sales and sell sell sell!!! Thanks brothers!

This project is just the 1st and subsequently I was swamped with opportunities, so much that I have to oversee it and put it on hold because I do not have many 'split' -Dennis to handle. Some projects I will leverage on others' talent to work on it. Man, I can't wait to see the money flowing in easliy and effortlessly in to my account. I believe within a year I could meet my 6-figure sum target goal and achieved it legally, morally and ethically! Well...Will See...

Wow...with all the ra-ra stuffs, how could I forget the challenges that I am facing now? I am in the midst of losing my best buddy or I should say I have already lost him. He is still alive of cos and we may no longer be friends anymore. I was very disappointed by his wife action because of EGO issue. He could not control his wife and allow his wife to control him and the matter. Being so ignornace and heartless, I see no reason why I must take her nosense and swallow down, therefore I decided to take action! This action of mine is like a knife that cuts the ties of this friendship which I felt its necessary because I do not want to be 'X' anymore by anyone! I learned also that I had 'X' people unconsciously without even knowing it, this distinction happened when I was in BSE, its so unbelievable. Anwhow I must thanks R in BSE for highlighting this and I am very grateful to you my dear friend. So back to the earlier story, I learned to SPEAK UP and be firm in my word and decision. Learn not to go into reaction and stay composed when being challenge. Learn not to 'X' and allow others to 'X' and getting out of this cycle mode. To avoid drama and faced the brutal truth with compassion. This past 3 weeks my life was never the same again. Nevertheless I wish him and his wife a blissful endings.

Back to my family, my dad could see the changes in me and I must say I had speak up to him about my feeling. Life is never the same again with him. We communicated so much every other day with happy and exciting conversation. I constanly speak to him about businesses and opportunities. His advises are priceless as he bee through before many experiences too. I am so happy with the changes now between us. I am so grateful and blessed! I LOVE YOU DAD : )

Lynn, my most beloved sister is going through challenges and we are here to conquor together. I know I could only listen to you and the rest, I believe you will handle it well. Sometimes its better for me to stay out and you will find clarity and distinction outside. I have faith in you and will be behind you dearly. Jia you....

Mother, I will make sure you play manjong everyday without worry and have lotsa of fun in it. Just remember to cook good food for us can already, no need much effort. Oh ya, one more thing, keep yourself available when counting tons of money, I need your expertise to count. I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

To my so call 'SCG' friends out there, I miss each and everyone of you and I hope we will be able to catch up soon.

Alrightly, got to go now and I look forward to my first launch of my SUCCESS!!!

To the community and the world, God Bless!

Stay tune

2007-10-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

Dear All, stay stay tune, I will be back soon. Love to ALL!

BodyCombat,Lunch w RM,Donut Queue, Flu and Earthquake

2007-09-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

What a day today! Very fufilling and happy! This was how it started. Force myself to wake up by 8am just to have breakfast with my dad. Went out to buy our fav beehoon/kway tiao with our fav ingredients. Had a bit of chat and off I went to body combat at FF Paragon. As I am early, I decided to take my time and stroll slowly to the MRT station. As usual, the train is forever jam-pack with tons and tons of people, never ever will be able to squeeze through the door without 'pushing' the people 'in' further. I still manage to get my way in. However this time I am feeling different, instead of going work, I am going gym...wahaha... as I was listening to AR audio and seeing those people in the train, I could see that they need help - to get them out of their 'world'. Looking so gloomly and 'sian', seems like they can't wait till Friday before they can get drunk or something. Anyway, each day I am getting stronger and stronger.... hmm...whats the Link???

Finally, I reached paragon FF and my fav receptionist- Mr Muhammed let me sign in for free. Steady bro! We slapped a hi-5 and I proceed to the locker room to change. Got myself into my combat attire, feeling darn empowered and ready to fight. Did the new release today - BC33 and yes I agreeded with Lynn that this release seems strange and is not really that tiring like the earlier release, however, the move are fanciful and looks great too. My fav. track is #8, great music and great power. The class went well at the end and I did enjoyed my BC alot, as usual : )

Got showered, changed and ready to meet RM B for lunch. We went to the Japanese restaurant at Sun-Tec City. This time he made it clear that the lunch is on him, one time each : ) I ordered a mixture of pork and prawn with rice and miso soup. They are specialize in fried stuffs and of cos its yummy. We had quite a bit of sharings and of cos, knowing me, I asked questions from successful people to know successful strategies. I asked a few key questions and gotten very good response from him as well. In return, he asked me questions that empowered me too. Asking me when will he see me in newspaper with my business! I paused for a second and told him 5 years! In 5 years he will see me appearing in paper, of cos with good credential! To be honest,I have doubt when he shooted me that question as Mr yada yada appeared beside me but I shun if off and told him a straight 5 years time! I am so happy I did that because I BELIEVE in me : ) Lets wait and see where my faith lies ahead....

Since my shift is 4pm, I am 2 hours free. This time I felt 'time freedom', feel so relax : ) Went to 'times' bookstore and read some magazines about weights training, gain quite a bit of knowlegdes from the 'Men Health' magazine, clarity and pump! Read about an hour and decided to take a walk. This time I am 1 hour away to work.

While I was strolling down MS, the 'orange boxes' caught my eyes and I told myself 'why not'? Decided to walk to Raffles place shopping mall basement to get the donuts! As usual, the queue is forever snakey/dragony long and it seems a loooong way to the back! Determined to get the donuts by today, I decided to queue instead of ASK the front liners. Finally after 1 hour, I got my 24 donuts! Yum yum...walk briskly back to office as I was late. Finally step in, offered the pantry auntie first the donut as she was the 1st I saw. She treats me really good too. Give me her 3 in 1 coffee mix that she brought from home and always reserve 2 packets of ribena for me, knowing its my fav.drink. So she got the choc donut and I offered to the service and booking centre staffs including F, the guy who loves 'backfiring'. Today I went with full of 'love' and 'giving' to everyone without any judgement, past history dramas or anything. The 3 new booking centre stuffs, out of which 2 came from Zurich,told me they had never had such a tasty donut before in their life and thet thanked me profusely : ) the others of my team were happily eating away and can tell they are enjoyed the sweeten stuff. My boss was delighted as well : )

Then I was bestowed with a 'flu'. I already kana this morning whenI was awake but not as bad until I came to the office. I reckon I went in and out of the air-conditional malls and under the sun that caused my flu to worsen. Therefore during dinner, I decide to eat spicy food. Got myself a Kim Ci Korean spicy noodle soup. Manz...feels like heaven when I sweat it out. My nose is cleared now and looking forward to my bed at home : ) Then suddenly I saw two figures swaying side by side, the lights above me was shaking, my head was spinning and I thought it was just some construction work site drilling the concrete or something. Then later on, I learned that Sumatra had an earthquake that reached the reuter scale of 7.9. Manz...that was a huge one. I learned also all the buildings in Shenton Way have their people evacuated and here we were, sitting down happily doing our work...wahaha....Management better notice this!!! Bless the people in Indonesia. and really wishing them well and sound.

Well, I just manged to offer another lady a donut as she offered me her redoxon vitimin C for 'defense' again bacteria. She loves it from the way she ate it! wahahaha...thank you T for the 'medicine', very kind of you. Ok, now I am 2 hours away off work and will have to pack my luggage and prepared many stuffs before I am off to KL. Hooray... Look forward to Saturday. Alrighty, thank you for today and I am sure many many many more wonderful bright future great days are coming and I give thanks to each and every thing that happened to me today, tomorrow and future. I am blessed and I am truly grateful. Thank you , thank you, thank you.....

Detachment

2007-09-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

Thinking of what I learned in Buddhism, Buddha taught one to learn to detach from things, feelings, people, knowing that impermance is inevitable in one's live. I learned to understand about what attachment is and maybe because of certain expectations that may have acquire certain feelings I am feeling now. Learning to understand about emotions, friends, family and beings is a pretty hard thing to do but its only through understanding then I will learn more about them and eventually myself. I must change for my good, learning to detach even from happy feelings. Yes, remember them in the moment and revive them in memories in the moment but never be attach to it because its impermance. I must stand firm, focus and build myself up slowly and work towards my value. I am grateful I am feeling this way, very grateful....

Thinking of You

2007-09-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

5 months has passed so quickly before we last met and it seems like a term break from my uni days when I look forward to the day I am back in spore to see you again but now that feeling does not exist anymore. Although I am thinking of you every now and then, I know I am no longer in your heart. Each time when I think of you , I am in deep thoughts, thinking why two of us did not work out. Is it because of my ego or yours, maybe we both have? That does not matter anymore I guess. I believe you have someone in your heart now and that I sincerely wish you and your partner full of love, full of happiness. Yes I will move on and I know that 'dui de ren' will appear right before me. I am gonna to do what I MUST do and I will achieve whatever I have set and I will conquer. Lastly, I just want to tell you that I will as I always say to love and support you whenever you still need me. Take care Y. I Love You.

Outstanding Week!

2007-09-07T07:15:00.000+08:00

3 days had passed since AR 'Unlimited Power'. During the seminar, I had gained alot alot of tools and education to start my 'engine' going. Many a time I 'delay' my success towards my goals, always finding the easy ways to get it done and the best part was I did not even start! Like AR mentioned that beings are often in a 'spin' towards life and sometimes during the 'spin' I want to go towards the 'worst', to experience how far can I go but always in the nick of time, I 'steer' my wheels towards my destination. For example, I was faced with challenges couple of weeks back and along the way I received positive 'taps' to get back to reality and move toward. "Whatever I focus on, I get the 'feel'." Somehow AR 's description plays a part in my live the last few weeks, the experience I encountered, challenges I faced and people that I met. So many time I told myself to decide and decide and decide and yet, the decisions I made seems going seamlessly into thin air and before I knew it, it vanished into vapours. I learned that DECISION IS A PREFERENCE IF NO ACTIONS TAKEN!!! I have not been ACTING since I make decisions after decisions. I believe its TIME to focus.

Using the 'STATE of MIND' plays a big part in my destiny. To focus and capture the emotion when in motion while 'acting' on my goals, career, business, friends and family. Feel every moment of happiness when I am in the NOW. Its the NOW that keeps me alive and FOCUS on that. Believe strongly that life is created for me to give and value add to people. Never doubt or fear but using these ve- emotions and transform into empowering habits and success emotion muscles to get things done! It may not work immediately but having the faith and intention will keep me going on and on until the universe will reward me abundantly without questions ask. Things will flow eventually to my command.

This is gonna be a big month for me and like I shared with my buddy, each layer of onion is peeling off slowly but surely and that we are gonna have a big breakthrough and move towards life. I am happy for you that your decision you made. Am very excited to see you get started and that I wish you success and happiness!

This is indeed an Outstanding week and more and more layers will peel off to reveal my life destiny journey : ) I am so excited!!!

Nice Work

2007-08-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

Back to work again! Have been preparing the IB packages non stop till now, over 2 hours of 'C' ness and patience and I enjoyed it….not felt so efficient for a while : ) I believe I will miss this team of mine a lot. They are one of the most efficient and tedious workers I have come across. No doubt sometimes there are political acts among them but I do believe they do it for a reason and that I hold nothing against them but respect for their individual duties. Something I learn here which is teamwork. Observing and applying what I can learn here over the next couple of weeks is going to enhance me in my next job and business I am in. I am so looking forward to my next destination to add lotsa of values to the team, the company, the people, my business, my family and the universe.

'Ride the horse, hit the train, soar like an eagle!!!'

Friends and Buddies

2007-08-31T12:20:00.001+08:00

I realized that friends are just friends and it makes a lot of differences with the meaning BUDDY. When I say buddy, I mean its like probably one drop of blood away to related siblings and sometimes it might be even closer, but of cos with Ah Lynn, we are always very bonded : ) and I treasure my the other 2 buddies a lot. They at all time never fail to be there for me when I needed support, help and even to the extend of them sacrificing their sleep, time, energy and on top of their busy schedule in their job and businesses, they are willing to be there for me and show up! I believe you know who you 2 bugger are. I understand buddyship, I understand closeness, I understand no judgment and most important you 2 and my sister tell me the TTWC! I appreciate each and every of your words. I am never upset, angry, disappointed or disturbed by your words, Thank You in fact : ) Well, I am very grateful to 3 of you and I know that I am safe in this environment, this space to share, to communicate, to act, to play and many many more activities without invalidation.

To the 3 wonders, I strongly and truly believe that four of us will meet our Mr and Mrs Right and that now, we are focusing on our priorities, our life purpose and our family that we are patiently waiting : ) I can visualize that ONE DAY, given time, four of us will sit down 'somewhere' facing the sea, sky and mountains with each of our dream carz parking side by side, dress up with Gucci, Armani, Prada, Boss, holding the latest gadgets (Vertu Phone and H/p Mac notebook), designing our dream board or in fact adding on more stuffs in our dreamboard because we are living it and discussing our passive income biz with M&Y contexts and celebrate our victory! Then down the road 4 of our partners walk down the path and join us in the fun and chats. Wahaha…can see or not? I can even feel it now. I am looking forward to the day when we are 'up' there and rising. Lets push one another. Together we rise, oneness we soar!!!

What done in the past will only make me stronger and clearer. I understand why friends are really just friends (my dad had shared with me before but I refused to listen) and that we can only connect with each other on the surface only, not deep within EVEN though we were ONCE so-call best of brothers and sisters but well, when come to money, drama, crisis, things will turn out sour and major impact - WHY? Because I put in time, effort, energy and trust that turns out to be a disaster instead. Showing the loving, kind and vulnerable side of me only allows me to be 'attack' and m&y context 'X' by them and becos of the strong principles that I learned in m&y that I dun blame or justify but take responsible and that I am so hurt and swallow down the pain with sorrow. Guess what, I am really Happy because I know the truth about them and also precaution in future. At the end of the day, I AM ALIVE-Celine Dion and not only this, my family and I are getting stronger and stronger, my buddies and I are getting more and more connected, I am attracting many many light minded friends and am in a very positive environment. I am very bless and HAPPY at this moment. Can't wide the smile of me. There is always another side of the coin that I can look at and these are the positive reinforcement that drive me forward. I can't wait for every moment to come, because I am going to live it, play it and DO IT! Thank you!!!

Living Well

2007-08-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

I feel great after getting in touch with myself last night. It was magnificent. I am much more focus, align and present now, feeling very light and pleasant feeling. Since yesterday in fact I have been having great moments. My friends sms and called me who I thought they will not or at least for now : ) We spoke quite a bit, feels refreshing and reliving the good time again. Breakfast I had my house kopitiam bee hoon with authentic luncheon meat, egg and roast pork, cheap and delicious. Then met a friend of mine along the road whom she stayed just a stone throw away. We hugged and 'bye' as her bus had approached. Reached office on time, work was fruitful, lunch was yummy (jap noddle soup), Mum's dinner was delicious, herbs with chicken and steam fish…..drooling…...I could even 'smell' it now. Wah…what a Tuesday. Today is equally great as I will be going to EAP to do the intro soon and follow by weights training - Interesting becos I never train in the night before, so this is the first time experience. Well, will see what the future brings and focus on the NOW! Like AR said, 'Everyday I am getting stronger and stronger!' You bet I am!!!

Processing

2007-08-28T12:47:00.000+08:00

I am feeling more grounded, at ease and happy for now at least. Last 2 weeks I was down and really down right below. Never thought I can go till this level where pain, truth and enlightenment is revealed. I am a drama man I must admit, attracting all sorts of things into my life - Health, wealth, fitness, career, family, friends, backstabber, 'doubter' shooter, Xsss, trustees ect...Seems to have discover a much deeper self, very scary and very traumatize by all these. Could not sleep, could not eat, could not think, could not feel - NUMB is the word, motionless after emotions of EMOTIONS. Questions were put to me what is the common dominator to all these attractions? I am unsure, lost, confused, and at the same time healing, processing and may get the answer real soon if I make the correct guess. Is this a Mack Truck? How do you define Mack truck, to what ratio, to what scale? How big, how small, how intense, how heavy? Will I get recover after this or choose to beat myself up, immerse into more pain and sorrow? What is on the other side of the coin? - Distinctions, clarity, the truth, the understanding of life in every breath, beingness, power of present, happiness, peace, etc… Bottomline - I AM ALIVE! I am breathing, I am walking, I am thinking, I am healing, I am processing, I am sleeping, I am dreaming, etc…I am so grateful and bless till this moment I am typing.
WIFLS is - Great Spirit, I know deep inside me you are always around to go through with me each and every situation that I am traveling in my life journey. You guided me, perturbated me, ask more of me, watching over me, breaking me down, lifting me up, each and every action goes into reaction from the cause and effect syndrome that makes me realized ME. What can I say except gratification and love. Whatever that is happening right now I am attracting to it. This question was I who put to myself when ALL these happened but you sent an angel that question me and instead of questioning why I attracted all these, ask how to RESOLVE all these NOW! Its not a matter of right or wrong but SOLVE it. This question of attraction still bears at the back of mind and yes I attracted all these but THINK when I am in a more sober clearer mind. Not now! Resolution is the way not compromise. How far do I want the rubber band to stretch? Do I have to snap it to learn? Do I have to burn it, stick it to my skin to feel the intense pain then I will learn? Do I needed that in the first place? NO! Never! That’s why education plays a big part in my life, constantly! Each and every obstacle just makes me stronger and evolve. 'What doesn't kills me makes me stronger'. Now I am thinking and I know that I need that one moment to peel of the wounded onion and continuing peeling until I am 'born' again!
Like I always said - 'Its in the moment of decision that YOUR DESTINY is shaped!' I am shaping now!

That’s WIFLS

Another side of the world

2007-08-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

This Swiss -German relationship manager came to me and asked why am I so quiet, am I stress?. I always appear to be very positive and happy in the office and for me keeping quiet is pretty unusal (of cos lah, after such 'X' by LC and FF). I looked at him and said I am OK! He smiled and said thats good. Before he went off, he came and said 'Zai Jian t'o me! I said bye back : ) and he requested me to write him the' han yu pin yin' of good-bye. I wroted and he is really happy. Along the way two other RMs followed up and start using all the chinese words. One asked maybe he should learned how to say I Love You in mandrain. Of cos without further ado, I wrote him in han yu pin yin. He was delighted and they started saying to each other, damn funny man. They are going for a drinks now(as you know lah, ang mo) one of them said ok, I will say in tonight at the pub! I *pengz* and laughed all together with them! Well, at least at the end of the day I ended well with positive and happy rich people of our bank! Thank y0u gentlemen!!!

Mind Your Our Business

2007-08-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Breathing was all that I done. Arrows fly straight down to me via emails followed by hard copy. Instructions was to change the execution orders! WTF, I said I know how to do it and was not 100% sure. Got my team leader to assist of cos since the concept is ASK IF NOT SURE!!! She was leaving and stood back just for HER(the bower)! During the process, team leader's hubby kept calling. I wanted to ring him and inform him that she will be down shortly and this bower looked at me with a stern eyes and asked who am I calling as she saw the mobile number I was dialing. I paused and said its ok and her f***ing assumption was I am calling my friend!!! WTF, my intention was to help my team leader to explain her held back and on the other hand this bower was unhappy with me. I did not bother to explain and well why should I need to explain to her looking at her thick cunning brain!!! While amending she was again telling me I should not delay my team leader time as she was already late, pls dun use the phone in this crucial time and blah blah blah.....F***!!! Bower you should just start to do something about yourself first before complaining, nagging or arrowing! Do somereflections mate!!! At the end of the night, got the orders amended! Isnt that better to said it in your professionalism than brag about it! You will remain where you are! You LC (Bower) and FF (Backstabber) are the best best match in the booking center thats why you two were meant to be in the same team. BTW LC in hokkien and FF in English abbervations does not sound polite and of cos its just for this two!!! Wah....good release! At the end of the day, still bless them lah because they will be the one holding such characters and attitude towards life. No wonder they are in the coporate world!!!! Good Luck!!!

Thank you EAP and Friends!

2007-08-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

Another awesome day. Had lunch with Clive at Hans. Pretty good food and reasonable price as well. We had great sharings with each other on our side of stories and I guess I learned pretty much about him as a person too. A very soft spoken and shy gentleman and yet dynamically outstanding in the inside. He protrayed a very calm and composed self and glad we have the same frequency and in tune to our great minds.

Today is my first time working hand in hand with Clive. I did my 2nd intro in EAP, 1st was intro Wendy 1 month ago and today Clive. Manz....its so much better than the first time I did it. No doubt I was trembling a little on the stage and I managed to keep my position composed and instead having fun! It was a very very last minute decision from Wendy to command me to go up the stage and intro. I was not ready and caught by surprise, suddenly lost of words and I was given only 5 minutes to rehearse! Felt like I had just been wigged by Wendy! Thankfully SinYan was with me behind the curtain and hear me practising through the process. Thanks my friend :) Well, I did it and Clive acknowledged me on the stage and I received applauses from the audiences! Feels really really good and positive! Thanks buddy!

We taped record down from intro till the end of the preview, cannot wait to see the dvd and learn from it as much as possible. Looks like I really enjoyed each and every process of it : )
cool!!! Meant to be!!! On the final note before i leave, I look at them said 'I LOVE YOU ALL', wow....all the ladies were like smiling away and kisses were flying randomly from them to me. Sooo sooo blessed!!! Thank you !!!

LOVE

2007-08-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

Perhaps love is the ans. I dun why am I typing this, probably just feel LOVE, peaceful and harmony within. Many of times I am out of love in a relationship, realising that self love is in place with myself and me. I am never out of love, regardless what happened. Friends, family and the community are always by my side. Without loving them or them loving me, I dun think this will be a fun life to live anymore. Everyone or I should say I need love and strongly believe most of the beings as well. Such a powerful force when one is devoted 100% whole heartedly without any returns(uncondition), despite numerous time of arrows being bowed straight through the body and piercing even the solid heart. Yet, one stood strong, pulling out the injured wound and still love the person regardlessly! Ai shi yong hen!!! This sentence is for my good buddy. You rock and I admire you. I learn heaps of lesson from you and you have taught me what love is. So real, so unconditional, so much love, so forgiving, so EVERYTHING! I guess I have still a long journey to learn what LOVE is all about and you have demonstrate so dearly with full of essence and integrity. I think I am only 1/10 of your level only. Why 1 because at least I am being love, thats 1 point and the rest is learning still.
WIFLS is I am grateful at this moment now to love and being loved. Thank you each and everyone of you out there, be it my friend, stranger or even my 'enemy', I love you all and bless you with all good things. Thank you.

Friend's blog.

2007-08-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

Was reading my friend's blog and laugh really really hard! Her description is so damn original of her and I can picture the way she said it in person, super super funny. Thanks for the laughter!
Never had such a good laugh after a long time.

Great Tuesday - Part 2

2007-08-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

Rise and shine to a very beautiful Tuesday morning. Slept for merely 5 hours, I was awake and went to Toa Payoh for a swim. Under such circumstances, I usually will not drag myself out of bed and do such stuff and I did it! I left the house in a hurry becos I have quite a number of stuffs to do today. Reached my hse bus stop and forgot my goggles! I wasn't angry, instead felt funny about it! Walked home quickly, caught it and zoom....

Using the travelling time to read book is the best leverage of time! I finished almost 15 pages of Harv Eker book and its really productive! Happened to read the topic on not 'blaming' 'justifying' and 'complaining' which happened few minutes ago when I forgot my goggles and neithwer of the above falls on me. How nteresting is it! : )

Hopped into the chilling pool and target was to finish 13 laps slowly and effortlessly becos in the noon I will be heading gym again for weights training. Swam thr all 13 laps and feels really refreshing. Off the pool, went to my house area to buy lunch for my family and sorry mum for not getting yours, never thought you are already awake then, so 'early' for you! Had another round of chat with my parents and luncheon together, this time with essence of happiness.

Got changed and set myself in a warrior mode, getting ready to pump the hell out of my muscles today. Reached the gym hit the bars, pump the blood and crack the mirror. Haha..why crack, feels good mah after training and each time I looked in the mirror, it seems like its gonna crack. Buay tahan.... I had a great training today alone and together with my Harv Eker book to lead me throughout the process.

Well, finally I did some shopping. I bought my hugo boss belt alas. I have been delaying to buy until my friend told me I should change a belt, the skin is tearing off then I finally took action. Being 'C' in this case, the belt in paragon that I like has scratches on it and its the only one left. He ringed up Taka and DFS to check the avaliability. Taka sold out, DFS left 3 pieces and no gurantee they are unscratch as well as he said the plastic to the buckle is torn off. I decided to proceed to DFS. Long walk and its damn hot, esp I am in shirt and pant and an easily perspire man. Alas, I reached and yes the belts were thr and only one is in the best condition and I knew that was meant for me and worth the walk! I bought it and with great service as well, considering its DFS, the sales person were well trained and interesting they are not local and I realised that the foreign workers are always much more dilligent and patience which I give my hat to. Thank you.

Back to office, chat with my boss, done my work and now writing my blog. Feels really good and lively. I have decided to live every moment of my life like the last 2 days, to the fullest and to the max. Maximising every moment to the fullest potential and not waste any time doing nothing! Wow...really utilising and refreshing. Ok , whats next? Continue my 'live' journey!!! : )

Great Monday - Part 1

2007-08-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday slept at 10.30am, prior to my sleep,was doing some emailing and talking to my dad. Woke up at 4 plus and am prepared not to achieve any of the goals I set due to some happenings. Anyway, off to meet up with AY. We had dinner at the foodcourt and the soupy food melts my hunger with really yummy fish and vegies...mouth-watering indeed. After movie, we decided to get some tibits and drinks. We watched Rush Hour 3. Movie is humourous as usual with the two funny comedian who never fails to entertain the crowd- Jackie and Chris Tucker. Somehow I enjoyed the movie as we had real a good laugh : )

After movie, I decided to achieve at least one of my goal and yup I went in to Yamaha Music School! I always wanted to continue my guitar and could not find a proper music book to kick start and finally I got one! Goal - to play at least one full song this year. AY asked when as this year still got a long way to go. I replied by 31st Dec! She laughed and she said give me a chance to sing to her on her birthday! I pengz......however I will still achieve it!

After minutes of walking, guess what, HUNGRY AGAIN! We went for makan but this time I am eating alone. Walked about 10 mins to this particular street name 'Short street' and true enough, after AY and I jalan jalan, the street is really short haha.... She recommended the coffee shop where she used to dine. I had Chay Kway Tiao myself and AY just stood there watching me eat despite numerous offer to her. Very determined ok, dun pray pray. As usual, my perspiration was just like coming out of a hot sauna, could not stand the heat but shows very clearly one thing - I am FIT! We then proceed to 'Banquet' for a drink becos its air-conditioned. Had teh halia and man...worst halia ever drink, no taste! Considering the impressive stance by a 'chinese lady' tarak-ing' the tea so high and long from one mug to another and turn out to be a disappointement. Anw, acknowledge her for her skill lah!!! : )

We had a long chat or I should say I talked and AY listened. Seems like I am pouring out all my feelings and challenges. Although I already know the answer, I just needed someone to LISTEN and there AY was, listening and if you know how Mooshi Maro looks like? She looks just like one, with big cute eyes and attentive ears! : ) Thank you for listening : )

After hour of talking, we went to EAT AGAIN! This time lighter, we had rochor tau hua. I had soya drink with you tiao and AY had tau hua. She complained the Spore you tiao got one smell wor. Wah liew.... never heard this before. Only heard abt pork lah, lamb or beef got smell, never thought you tiao also got different from where you come from. Must go your hometown and try one day!

We contined our journey and decide to go bugis, one of the hotel lobby to sit and chat, however something caught my attention- MAC DONALD! opens 24 Hours!!! Yeah....I was delighted. WhY? Can eat again later when hungry! hahaha...AY almost pengsan... We went in and continued our sharings. We had a great fun time chatting all night and in between the hours there is this particular old lady in her 60s who caught our attention. She is very kind as I can see her preparing cans and cans of cat food for the stray cats outside the mac. She was opening up the cans inside the mac and ya, it fills the quater of the restaurant with cat food smell, not very pleasant indeed. Anw, after she was done with her work, she sat at her table and read her chinese paper. I was sitting facing her and AY back faced her. Suddenly, pooo....... I was like wat the heck! This old lady let out a loud FART!!! I was like am I hearing something. So I look at AY and asked her whether she heard it. She said Yes wor. We got shocked. I said she is courageous and AY she is disrespectful. Whoosh....

Finally the 'night' has come to an end and we decided to go home when suddenly a phone call came! I was like hmm...whats up this hour man. We chat and suddenly on AY phone another call! I was like ok, its planned. We four talked on speaker phone. So loud in the mac with our laughter and talkings. Never done this before and its really fun tho. Thanks ladies!!!

Reached home just before 3am and managed to send out a few emails. Getting ready to sleep and yup could not sleep! I was only awake for 11 hours plus cum I am still quite filling over the food I ate. Somehow I slept and it was not a good sleep, haha....

A great Monday thru to Tuesday morn.....Very grateful and happy!!!

My Sister - Lynn

2007-08-12T03:17:00.001+08:00

Dear Lynn,

One of the greatest gift I have in my entire life is to have you as my dearest sister. I wonder why the creator has put me and you together as one family and the answer is simple - NO ANSWER. We are meant to be together for this life, next life or whereever creator brings us to, we will never ever be apart life after life. I dun mind being Ah Lynn and you Nenni, that will be fun tho. You have grow so much, your feelings, your maturity, your ways of handling emotions and YOURSELF bottomline. I seen you through thick and thin from someone who is 'lonely' to someone who so many people out there love and care for. You have found friends and Yourself more importantly. Its you who makes a difference to so many people that you did not realized it because its unconditional love and support you give. Irespect you for your courage and your loving heart of being you and so dear to me, dad, mum and friends. I am very blessed to have you in my life and I treasure you alot. I want you to know that I am very very proud of you and your existence is a victory to dad, mum and my life. Continue with what you are doing and one day you will find directions to your life purpose. You will soar and fly high like an eagle. I Love You Lynn @>--

Always here for you,
Your Brother

My buddy....

2007-08-12T02:58:00.001+08:00

I met you since Monday night after work and this week we met 4 times!!! Record leh and each time we met, we get closer and closer and closer....shared so much of our experiences, disappoinment, happiness, anger, etc.... Each time we met we cannot stop communicating and when there are time of silence, we laterally enjoyed it and pondered over our thoughts at that point of time. There are times when music 'flow' out and we immersed into it with strong essence. Tears answer to our heart feelings. I am so glad to have you by my side and shared these magical moments. You are one friend I can play full out with and at a higher level despite the steep of the gradient, we know we can go through it even the brick wall!!, not with body but at least our sygnery !

I know that you are facing major challenges now, wondering should you do this or do that, whether is it right or wrong, whether should you let go or stay on. All these I can say is a test to you. I believe strongly in you that you will overcome it, not better but to the core of it. Your existence is already a winning and trust yourself that you already know the answer. You just need 'something' to get you out and soar which I reckon in two months time when you are back, you will TRANSFORM! I look forward to the day where you can smile from your heart again.

I give you my love and blessings and 100% support always. YOU CAN DO MAGIC!!!

Sincere Yours
Love and Hugs....

Another weekend...

2007-08-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

Wow...its another fast and furious passing week. WLFLS is this week has been a really fruitful week. I have done so much thing over 6 days. Had a real perturbation earlier this week from Mon thru Wed. Met a few key person over my decision I have made and how I can work with them closely.

1st it was Wendy. I had a round of 'WIFLS' to her and this is the first time I speak to her in this manner and I am very comfortable and safe to share with her my challenges and by just one sentence from her laterally brought a immediate decision from there and I will follow thru till the end. I felt really great then and could feel the instant connection. She is a great mentor to me and most importantly a great friend that I have found. I would give 190% and I am committed! Thank you Wendy!!!

2nd person - Clive! Never thought that he held high regards of me despite we had only few conversations. This gentlemen I must say is a real kind soul. He is honest, sincere, a real heart-feel person and most importantly loving. I know that we will do something great together and make this world a better place! Wow...sounds BIG and its true, we will make a difference! Thanks buddy!

3rd person - Mike Soh. This man is really determine and persistant. He is so spot on in his values and passion. I held high respect for what he is doing. So much passion and really feels good to be in this friendship with him. Thank you for your great help brother! You are simply awesome!

4th person - Ken! What can I say about this brother of mine. Today for the first time after sooooo looooong, we finally went gym together and workout! This gentleman is a great leader by nature. I model his perseverance and compassion very much. He is so him regardless he is on or off the stage. We caught a movie together and finally after a long time, we have a 'Boyz' outing! Brother, I know we can achieve our dreams and lets battle together. Thank you for your sharings.

Lastly - SCGssssss...wau kau....brothers and sisters....when was the last time we hang out as a WHOLE??? My birthday I guess or wait its Andi's birthday. August 9th, our Singapore national day, we celebrated independence day and on the note, we celebrated our Re-Union day and we had a great time dun we? Altivo was outstanding....not so much of the food but the ambience and of cos the company. We had so much fun and sharings. Vasu...steady brother! Your 'sway' song switched the crowd 'on' and the ladies were very sporting as well. Singing and clapping to accomodate the music. Thanks for the participation! FUN FUN FUN!!!

Well, to the SCGs....you gals and guys rock! I never thought we could still go an extra mile despite so much happenings between us and we still hold the group tight and even stronger. You all are so dear to me and I will always treasure this friendship forever and ever! Like I said, I am wiling to be there 100% and support every single one of you and THANK YOU ALL for this wonderful friendships....we rock!!!

Ok, as for me, I am going through lotsa of fun challenges and I welcome more because I love it! I am grateful for all that the Universe has bestow me and Great Spirit makes no mistake in putting me through all this. I face it, conquor it and celebrate my victory over it! I am in control of my Destiny and my Life. Thank you!!! Thats WIFLS...

Drama Rama...

2007-08-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

Interestingly how two person can get attract together and each having issue with me on different matter and yet they are both together now! Wow...power man. These two are mean to be as they are playing the same game in different form! The more I must go ahead and play along so that I can evolve more and once I cross this hurdle, I will GROW! Sis, help me ar as we agreeded to play full out and grow together! Steady! I know that I will not be alone beccause I have you to guide and support me through out. I am willing to combine with you and leveraging each other tools and sharings to execute this stage and all out!!! This is my first time doing this great so call good problems and I never thought it will be this fun and this positive to look at it. Hey sis thanks ar for affirmating this support and the gradient we going to play is gonna blast them away...so so far...!!! I am all ready from this moment on and also want to thank them appearing in my live too to learn and grow.

On th final note, I bless them with all my love and loving thoughts and really wish them succeed. Till we meet again.....Take care!!!

Lay Man Life sometimes is better....

2007-08-08T07:36:00.000+08:00

Why I made this statement? Its true and because I held the M&Y context and learning so tight that sometimes I feel really CHOAKED! WTF should I be compassionate or take responsible when sometimes others don't. Why should I not lay blame and why can't I justify when others are demonstrating right to my face somemore? WHY WHY WHY??? Why is intergrity the soo soo true essence and yet some betray this beliefs despite follow full tilt (tilt my ass ar)! Change, change what? In this part of the world, some not only change but worst still, turn bloody sour into a spolit stale fish! Why fish, I dun know! Just thought of that! Damn sianz sometimes and really wish to box the hell out of a sandbag or human bag even better,till it pin straight down flat on the floor and so flat that aligns with the earth! Haiz...wau kau this feeling is shity man and really feels good leh to talk this way. Like ah beng or seng with all the #*//@@ language and attitude, shiok! Sometimes just dress down, be a flop, let all out and be another side of myself with out the need to care how ppl think of me. Talk, eat, walk,feel anything I want, SONGZ!!! Broken mother english, mandrain cum hokkien mixing all together and form a sentence to give it all to anyone who wishes to hear. Aiya, see what I mean..dun know WTF am I talking too!!!

Anw, thanks for this blog and safe space. Its a good release....at least for once after sooooooooooo long, I blame, justify, irresponsible, angry(in blog) and many other mixture of emotions.

On the final note I now take responsibility of my life and I will live my life PROFOUNDLY(Lynn, hwee hwee.... this sim word, haha...) OK! Thank you Universe!!!

August 2007

2007-08-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

Another month arrived and there goes last month. This month we celebrate our independent day August 9th and thats the day where EVERYTHING in Singapore started. I am so proud to be a Singaporean tho. Anw, thats not the main thing I am getting across. Its 5 months away to end of 2007 and the next 5 months, I will use it for intense education and fitness before my work get started in 2 months. I am mentally and physically preparing myself for the projects that are going to take place and I know I will need lotsa of discipline and time management to follow through. Today, this morning was another 'yada yada' moment. I was affected but not for long and feels great because I am so clear. Wendy called me today and share her view with me about ME. I am uplifted by her spirits and encouragement and I know my intention is right spot on, aligning my beliefs and values. She is a great lady I must say, thanks Wendy : ) !

Well, each day is going to be a great learning experience and educational day for me. I will choose to take it positive and always at all time ready to conquer! Never be afraid to ASK and ASK-ing is so powerful that I am amazed whenever I asked and I received. Thank you Creator in helping me to build my Destiny in this Universe!

Month of July

2007-07-31T22:32:00.001+08:00

This has been the most incredible month so far. Many happenings took place and they are to me by far one of the most mind-blowing incidents. One after another come by like a storm and sometimes like a feather and just equally impactable. I cannot say that I have been through alot as this is just the beginning of my life long journey and I do to a certain point of time enjoyed the challenges that come like a 'mack truck'! I can laterally felt 'Pertubation', 'Tight brain' 'Sleepless night', 'Numbness' and other form of emotions. Despite all these, I still came up with a DECISION and that is something I acknowledge myself for the courage. Well, sad to say I also lost people who loves me but its because I have to move forward to the brightness of future that resulted in all these 'bad' things that happened. I hope whoever is reading this blog now truly understand me, my position and my desire to succeed. I have only one road in front of me and that is SUCCESS.

This month July 1st was my 2nd Mastermind meeting, followed by Money and You. After 5 days, I came home to face my family and my boss to decide my turning point of my career and behind all these challenges, I met friends who are there to encourage and support me, to standby me and fight through out. Light minded, positive and 'can do attitude' angels appeared and guide me through this tough time of my journey. Friends, brother, sisters and friends that I had not met for years showed up to give their 100% to me. I cannot thank them enough and I know that the only way is to show results and that result is to do my 190% best of the best. No hold back, no reverse, no execuses, no nothing and one way to the top of the mountain and achieve my Grand Dream Goals. Wow, can see myself there already : )

Lastly, to my dad, mum, sister and myself - I promise to be always at my best to carry out any missions towards Success and I will do our family proud and bonded. NO ONE willdare say NO to us and by we giving love and gratification that we can allow others to grow and evolve too. I now release all judgements to people who wants to see us suffer and I bless them with all my heart and wish them successful.

With Love, Gratitude and Compassion, thank you all my friends and my family for standing by me. Love you all.

What I Feel Like Saying...

2007-07-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

What I Feel Like Saying is I believe I have what it takes for a start to become a speaker, instructor and entrepreneur. This three identity requires COURAGE. There is DOUBT! COMMITMENT + ACTION which I have been demonstrating the last 10 days. There were DRAMAS as well, HUGE TIME. I have again went through another level of self-discovery. Many of time bad habits fall in place and when these habits happened, I will justify saying this is my DRAMA HOOK and in depth, its just another form of supressing, denying and escaping. Thick and thin I went through with my buddies, my family, myself to reasure my certainty again and yet it went off course that requires '3% correction' and without INVALIDATION to align myself again with the universe laws and the UNIVERSE. I know this may sound deep or maybe stupid but hack, this is my feel, my very emotion and thoughts I am feeling now. Immerse with strength, energy and beingness that I feel so great at this present moment. 29.07.07, I will remembered this day, this date and this year. I am very happy and grateful and I sure look forward to the day where I can 100% add value to being with all my mind, all my heart, all my soul without conditions! Thank you. Thats What I Feel Like Saying.

Power of Now

2007-07-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

Now I am changing. Now I am deciding. Now I am soaring. Now I am certain. Now I am powerful. Now I am empower. Now I am motivated. Now I am Inspire. Now I am professional. Now I am a people person. Now I am rich. Now I am healthy. Now I am wealthy. Now I am an instructor. Now I am a speaker. Now I am highly determine.Now I am highly persistant. Now I am confidence. Now I am discipline. Now I am fill with strength. Now I am fit. Now I am cheerful. Now I am happy. Now I am joyful. Now I am courageous. Now I am fill with integrity. Now I am firm. Now I am trust worthy. Now I am present. Now I am honest. Now I am kind. Now I am love. Now I am grateful. Now I am commit. Now I am taking action. Now I am an entrepreneur. Now I am a multi multi multi multi millionaire. Now I am knowledgeable. Now I am smart. Now I am faithful. Now I am unlimited.Now I am unconditional loving people. Now I am a master in communication. Now I am a believer. Now I am alert. Now I am observance. Now I am a great listener. Now I am awesome. Now I am a avid reader. Now I am focus. Now I am concentrating. Now I am unstoppable. Now I am abundance. Now I am handsome. Now I am charming. Now I am successful. Now I am cautious. Now I am sweet tendering. Now I ma devote. Now I am super duper charge. Now I am fill with energy. Now I am 1000%. Now I am a leader. Now I am systematic. Now I am tidy. Now I am neat. Now I am clean. Now I am clear. Now I am supported. Now I am smiling. Now I am enlighted. Now I am a great master. Now I am a great body combat instructor. Now I am peaceful. Now I am healing. Now I am a great son. Now I am a greta brother. Now I am a great friend. Now I am a devote buddhist. Now I am here for a purpose. Now I am adding value. Now I am a businessman. Now I am SURE. Now I am Dennis.

My Last...

2007-07-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today is my last...I promise to myself never to ever touch again. This is my word. I believe in myself and the universe in witnessing my promise. Now is the time! Thank you!

Decision

2007-07-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

I am finally speaking up and have again decided what I want to do it life! In 2003 I decided to join Ed to emark a journey of self discovery and I did it! In 2004, I have decided to continue my education in psychology and I did it! Now 2007, I have decided to step up and discover entrepreneurship and now my decision to that is in the process. This is the toughest decision I ever made because it will impact me. However, with the leap of faith and courage, I faced it and for the 1st time after so long, I felt really Great! Its not a difficult decision after all but because of self doubt and fear that procrastinate this final decision. I always remembered AR's quote - 'Its in the moment of decision that your destiny is shaped'. Its so true and I will NEVER experience it until I did it! Its only through doingness then I will know the results. Just like the last M&Y, I have again gain clarity. This 2 weeks had been one of the most amazing journey I had encountered so far and I know there will be more to come. I am ready for more! Bring it on...

17th July 2007 17.07.07

2007-07-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

WIFLS is I am damn sleepy now. Sitting in the office simply put me to sleep. I am tired and restless. Just feel like dropping my head on the desk and ZzZzzzzz....... : ) This few days I am just sooo tired. I am filled with lots of thoughts and think think think think.....keep thinking.....argggghhh..........

7 days later...

2007-07-16T05:21:00.000+08:00

Been a week since I am back from Money and You. During this one week, I am over whelmed by many tremendous happenings. I have so much to share and do not know where and how to start. I can't face my blog or anyone during that period of time. I was stucked, lost, supressed, uncertain, shock, surprised, fearful, and many many kind of mixed emotions. I have not felt this way before and these feelings were there to teach me something, things that I had never came across ever.

This Money and You was the best ever for myself to know so much about me, the truth, the hidden self, the doubt, the courage, the changes, the dramas, my mentors, my family, my love ones, my friends, my collegaues, my boss and human beings indeed! I am taken aback by many incidents that does not seems what it appears to be and the ending was somehow painful yet relief that I had witnessed the truth and the truth is true to my context and I am responsible for all these emotions and trigger. What had I done to ATTRACT all these? What was the cause? ME is the answer! I am the cause, I am the creator, I was the victim of my self. I am responsible for ME.

Within a short period time I was awaken! NOW I am making decisions that will lead me to doubt, fear, uncertainty and yes this is just one side of the coin and the other flip side, courage sinked in, determination, perseverance, faith, actions and power sinked in so deeply that it overrules all impossibilties and forward I charge! I can 'see' it and I believe I will achieve it!

I learned to shut up, stay grounded, channel my energy and enthusiasm in a firm and calm manner which no one need to know but feel. I have so much clarity and distinctions in M&Y for the first time after going back 7 times. This was the one that I really 'get it' after 4 years. I did not know that this program was more than just powerful and beyond this program there was another level, a level which no words and I mean no words can describe. A kind of feeling that you must be there to feel it and really FEEL it.

I am so tired now.....

Now its the time!

2007-07-04T06:07:00.000+08:00

Good Morning! I am off to KL now! Suddenly super duper charge!!! Anw I had a hair cut and I look super duper punk! I like it because my collegeaue said I looked younger and look very unquie for a job that I am working in now(my USP). YES!!!! Ok manz I am off and to those that I will miss in M&Y - Joe, Jean, Sylvia, Kok Leong, Lilian and Andi, take care buddies and I will have 'you' guys and gals with me in my heart. Look forward to work with you all in Nov M&Y. Have a great weekend ahead!!!

Love you lots,
Dennis

Feelings

2007-07-04T03:20:00.000+08:00

I am very super tired now as I only slept for 3.5 hours since yesterday morning. Right now I feel like a zombie and yet in 4 hours time I will depart to KL for Money and You. Wow...I am very excited and yes I need to sleep to recharge my energy and spirit again. This time I am going M&Y not just for the fun, the participants or others but to search for answers too, answers to my direction. Today I had a tough time with my dad and finally we had a completion. Dad, thank you for your understanding and support and I am glad I have open up to you and speak whats in my mind. You are indeed a very responsible father. I am very blessed to be your son. Thanks Pa! Going to M&Y is a place where I can totally surrender to the space given to me. The people, energy, environment totally support me in allowing my emotions to flow effortlessly. I had much more clarity and distinctions than anywhere else in the planet. That is also where I am committed to go back every round to learn more things and get more certainty with my life.

I am going with a total open mindset and I am willing to love and support everyone and myself. Right now, WIFLS is I am very peaceful and present in every letter that I am typing. I will miss writing my blog as I will be away for almost a week. Whatever the case, I will be back! Thank you to myself and to the universe in engaging this very moment of my life. I am truly BLESSED!
Thats WIFLS...

Thank you for the questions

2007-07-03T04:53:00.000+08:00

You are really amazing. I love the questions you asked because I have more clarity and more understanding about you. You have transformed quite a bit and I somehow like the way you are now. Power manz! Anyhow, thank you for sharings and I am happy with all these moments I had with you. Stay true and stay focus, together lets achieve our goals and dreams! Take care my friend. See you soon

Adelene...

2007-07-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

Adelene,

I first met you in Money and You 2003 July. You were the PD and Ken was ALS and promoted to LS because you fired someone. During that point of time, I did not know what were all those terms until I did log in July 2004. I do not know you and all I know then was you are a powerful lady so powerful that Dominique has to listen to your instructions at all time. That was then I held the upmost respect for you and today, the respect is still here in my heart. Oct 2003, my sister Lynn attended M&Y and I was there to support her. My first encounter with you was the 'Option' game. I was not in log but was up on the stage overlooking the 'animals'. I was about 8 feet away from you and you pointed your finger at me and from your essence without words, I can see that you want me to get off the stage! Manz, can you imagine how shock I was. In my mind, I was thinking 'Wau kau' make me 'Paisei' in front of so many people. A little angry la(hahaha...) Today after attending many logs, I understand why as you and I know how intensity and tense it can be during that final game.

Mar 2004, I flew from Brisbane to KL just to be in M&Y. This time I participatied as a reciever in the blocks game. Then, I still do not know you in person.
July 2004, Lynn and I decided to participate in M&Y logistics. I was then the flipchart master and Lynn games master. Wow wow wow... to me for such roles as masters were challenging yet fun! I really enjoyed the role with my teammates. Came the final day, I was shocked to be invited to your room together with Lynn. I thought what happened then and I realized that was the moment where our friendship begun! I was delighted and of cos 'high' la...

I came back with Lynn to be in log again in Oct M&Y and it was the most memorable because it followed up with ITP. Then and then Brendan Nicholas was the instructor who is very spiritually powerful. His approach was totally different from Dominique and I learned heaps of stuffs from him although same M&Y contexts! What more importantly next was my friendship with you rose to another level when I was in the music as assistant in M&Y and as a master in ITP. Thank you for picking me to be in ITP. That was one of the most unforgettable moments in my life. We were so connected and sygnergise in music station which brought us closer.

6 months later Mar 2005, we came back again from Brisbane to be in log. This time heavier responsbility - Music Master. Never did I think that I had survived through and not only that I had more connection with Dominque as we worked together closely. Thank you for the opportunity. During then, our friendship rose to another level again....

2 years later, 3 months ago, April M&Y, for the first time after missing the logs for 5 rounds, we were back! This time back with a vengance. Me as flipchart master again and Lynn as Dom's PA. WOW! We were impressed with ourselves : ) During then, never thought that my friendships with SinYan, Sylvia, Kok Leong, Lilian, Vasu, Andi and Joe had changed 360 degree and impacted my life tremendously. We became best-est of friends and not only just friends but friends who can align in FEELINGS and CONNECTIONS. Unbelieveable!!! The role that you put me in with Kok Leong had made us become best of brothers, SinYan and Sylvia as Love Nest angels had arise our friendship sky rocket high. My friendship with Joe and Vasu had turn around from earth to heaven. And of cos with you to a deeper level, then again need not describe in words but essence!

What I want to put across to you is that YOU have unconsciously planted many many many happiness in people that you have and have not came acrossed with. Example, me who have found leadership roles in log, great friends that I know I can counted on and many more. Lynn who has 'no' friends found friends just by showing up in M&Y and another level of friendship too with DOM. I believe SinYan, Sylvia, Kok Leong, Lilian, Vasu, Andi, Joe and many others felt the same way too. We found part of ourselves again by the certain positions you had allocated us for. Its your essence, feelings and clarity of power with no ego attached have make you who you really are. You are indeed a true PD with responsibility. Thank you for being YOU!

So Adel, I speak for myself is that no matter what happen to you, when you need a listener, I am willing to be your ears. You need a shoulder to cry on, I will be your shoulders. You need a chest to hit and vent your anger, I will be your chest (but let me train more first to develop muscles to 'tahan' your hit) for you to hit on. Sister, I will and promise you that I am ALWAYS ALWAYS here to love and support you till the end. I will never leave you in lurch and I am 100% in this friendship. You are my true friend and will always be. I will want to see you Shine again and look forward to the day where you become Asia Number 1 Arts Therapist! Jia You!

You are simply the Best!

Yours Sincerely,
Brother Tan

Past 4 days.

2007-07-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

My last update was 29th June and today July 3rd, 4days later, I am back to this world. What do I mean I am back? Where have I been?

First Healing
I want to thank Adelene for chatting with me on the phone on Friday (29th June) for almost two hours. Thank you for your patience in picking up my call time after time when I need to hang up due to clients call. Your shrings, love and support had helped me tremendously. I don't know but I felt really great after putting down the call. You are a great healer just by asking QUESTIONS and questions that led me to answer my feelings had been experiencing. You are powerful! Thank you for your great support sis.

Second Healing
Met up with a friend and had a great long chat. We discussed on goals and dreams and how I can achieve it. I am really blessed to be in that discussion with you. Thank you for your time and patience in guiding me through. You are a great friend!

Third Healing.
Brother Joe and KL, I have been looking forward to see you two for our second masterminding. I just want to air out whatever there is in me and I am glad that two of you had been there patiently listening and supporting me. I just want to say THANK YOU Oceans' 3 for the wonderful space that had created for me. I am grateful.

Fourth Healing.
MYSELF. Dennis, you have been through what you got to go through. You are a emotional man and you got to set it right. Find tune with yourself and adjust accordingly. No doubt you are sad, angry and disappointed but got to get over it! Move on brother. You can heal yourself. Love is awaiting you to give to others who will treasure more and appreciate more. Abundance of it out there : ) just outflow and believe you will receive it! Thank you Dennis, myself, for the past days of rollar coaster rides of emotions. You have done great and is a test to a greater strength developing within you. Well done!

In short, I am very excited and happy to be in this position now where new distinctions are discovered and decisions are made! I can't wait for the things I had set to happen! Lets wait and see. It won't be long. Stay tune!

Thought of Leaving

2007-06-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

Right this very MOMENT NOW, I want to leave my company. It has nothing to do with the environment, people or the product. I just suddenly felt that I want to detach from this part of the world. I am not feeling good right now. Really no good!

Venting

2007-06-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

Today when I woke up, I felt something heavy pressing on me. Could be the supression I am holding that result in such state of emotion. What happen next was when I had a dialogue with my dad and he was pouring out his worrisome stuffs onto me, about how he felt about Lynn and I going M&Y and how he will lose a great deal of stuffs. Worry worry worry and anger anger anger built up every single fucking day. I am damn fucking tired of all this. What the fuck! Everyone wants his/her way especailly in work! Fucking hell, I am sick and tired of all this fucking shit.Always have to think of others and yes its good but how about ME? Me me me? Why am I treating myself this way? Man, got to be fair to me man bro! Just 2 weeks ago, everything seems floating and overwhelming with so much happiness and love! And now 2 weeks later, also overwhelming but with anger, sadness, disappointment. Its so fucking contrast on how one person can have such state of emotion and feelings within such short period. Its pretty extreme too! Anyhow, I am still grateful to have such feelings because I experience it with acknowledgement and at least I know how to handle such feelings should I encounter it again.

I am tired of what I am facing in my company. I am not enjoying and yet letting people pushing me around with their knowledge. To me, their life is work and home! No education, no exercising, no self-empowerment. Only drinking, smoking, spending money, go holidaying and thats it! I have a different set of belief and I have a choice! I miss those days that I was up on the stage teaching participants BC and I am so proud of it. Could be a calling that I want to go back to that industry part time and at the same time brain storming other stuffs. I enjoyed myself when I did the intro in EAP and yes I am committed. I felt happy when I talked to people and asking their needs and challenges. I still remembered I sold my first NAC tickets in ED and that was one of the greatest feeling ever! Sales! I must push myself harder and that kind of support needs to be 100% from hmm.... maybe my dad. He is very concern and caring, yet I feel I need to 'go' ahead with my life and DECIDE for myself and not anyone else's expectation or hope. I must MAKE it!

A cycle repeat

2007-06-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

This feeling is intense but more present of awareness than before. The same thing happened to me 5 years ago. I then was young(in thinking), lifeless, visionless, down, spolit, no goal, no life, no nothing! Today I am entirely opposite and yet the cycle repeat. I am more conscious now of what I am going through and at least I acknowledge it. Yes I am sad, damn sad, infact fucking sad or should I say 'ego' is talking - Anger! For things to change 1st I must CHANGE. Yes, change what in me? What do I need to change? The size of the question determines the size of the result! The end result that I WANT to HAVE is achieveable and yet the things I am doing now may not be able to help me to achieve it. Who knows? Too early to say!Anw, lets get back to the first part of the story.

I was very upset when I first heard it. I thought to myself why is all these happening to me? What is wrong and what do I have to learn from it? That pain was a needle that stick to my heart and lasted moment that I will not forget. As the night fell through, I slept and yet the moment I woke up I was sad again. I pulled through till the night and guess what? Another emotion strike with my boss. WOW, holy mother cow. Whats in it for them!!! Two at one go, career and personal relationship and both came down hard on me like thunder and lightning striking me with electrifying velocity.

Then on the other side, I am blessed with friends around me that give me 100% support. They are like the bright sunny vibrant angels that appeared to shone the rain and storm from hurting me. SCG is definitely the ultimate 'die hard' beings and of cos my sister who is always there to be there for me. My other friend that I happened to meet on the road as well. Thank you for sharings and I believe we can build great friendship together.

WIFLS is I will not let this affect me too long and time will help me to heal my confusions of mixed feelings. Whatever the case, I Dennis Tan will shine and soar like an eagle that spread wings beneath my wings and nothing gonna to stop me from going where I want to go. Right now I am in the healing process and I thank Everyone and the great spirit for guiding me through this process. I am grateful and I am blessed. Love will keep me alive : )

Thats WIFLS

@>>---- this rose is for the SCGs. I love you.

Ease the Heart

2007-06-23T06:04:00.000+08:00

As I am reading my dharma book, I came across this passage:

When I have troubled in mind,
I try to recall Huike's encounter with Bodhidharma-
for he had trouble in mind too...

He asked the Master to ease his troubled heart.
And the Master asked that he find it for him to ease.
He could not find it...
And the Master exclaimed:
"There - I have just eased your heart!"

How fickle is this heart in reality!
It is mere attachment to this and that which troubles it.
And the troubles are formless, ever-changing.
Much of our inner torment is simply because we hang on,
giving the formless form.
Making "problems" concerete and brooding over them-
that could be the real problem!
Sometimes, we only have to let go to be free.

WIFLS

2007-06-23T05:15:00.000+08:00

WIFLS is I feel really great talking to you. Your unconditional safe supportive space has allow me to be myself 100% and allows me to be real without any judgement. I feel really good now. Hyper is the word I should say. Great pal, I appreicate you in my life and I look forward to our next meeting. Thank you for talking to me. Good night and I will see you soon.

Get Serious with Life and Life will get serious with you!

2007-06-22T02:50:00.001+08:00

Alot of things are easy to 'think', easy to 'write' and easy to 'say' because they are FREE! Putting into action.,you will need to pay and may not necessarily be money. It can make up of time, energy, sacrifice, commitment and many other stuffs to get what YOU WANT in life. Whatever you are doing now, is it going towards or helping you to achieve what you desire? Or maybe you are not able to see it yet but do you have the FAITH to keep yourself going?

Faith is the ability to see the invisible. Its about having to move forward despite challenges or obstacles. You must be able to see the outcome and follow through with all your heart and soul. Believing in oneself is more importantly than any other thing in this planet. Look fot the Hero that lies in you and unleash it. One life, One time and only This very time in this planet. Yes, we may come back into this planet after death but not in this form anymore. Maybe an animal, a lady, a plant etc. So whats stopping you now? NOTHING! This life, play full out 100% and live each day like its your last. Get serious with Life and life will get serious with you! Nothing is gonna to stop us! Lets charge...

Money and You Revisit

2007-06-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

Today is my first M&Y revisit. This is very interesting because it allows me to get in depth with what I have learned in M&Y outside M&Y environment. Today's flipchart is 'Orbit in Love'. Its very interesting to learn about this flipchart in a different manner other than M&Y term. 'Listening' from Masters is a skill which one has to be very present in it. Today I went with a open-mind, so open that I actually did not speak a single word during the discussion. I really enjoyed listening except some people, infact only one lah and that one I think you all(SCG) who is reading my blog know who I am talking about : ) hmm..... I think Tai-Chi is interesting(heehee...)

Joo Hock is a very knowledgable man. I have heard about him umpteen times and today finally get to see him in person and shook his hand. Its like shaking 'Singapore version Bucky's hand' wor, so honored! He shared and narrowed down his knowledge to simpler form, allowing everyone especially the first-timer to understand what his communiation is all about. I can see wisdom in him as he developed over the decade from his devotion to Bucky's philosophy. I respect him for his devotion and passion. A great man with intellgence.

The session ended well with WIFLS and I can see everyone enjoyed the session. I will attempt again to attend the next M&Y revisit. Hopefully this round I can communicate more with the Masters of the Universe. Thank you for today.

Its in the moment of decision that your Destiny is shaped!

2007-06-21T06:19:00.000+08:00

I decide to give 100% in everything that I am doing. I shall have no judgement in whatsoever that I am doing now. Just do it and giving my best shot. I feel I can give more than 100% than what I can give. Its about me and I have got to do it. Its my Destiny that I am shaping. I am in control of my life and my path towards my Grand Dreams Goals. I thank Universe for this 'tap' that I just received within this hour. Its creepy yet beliving.

Feeling PEAK again!

2007-06-21T04:13:00.001+08:00

Having my workout laterally perks my performance. I felt 100% again. I am fully recovered from my back ache and sickness. I am really blessed and lucky. I dun know why suddenly I felt a rush of confidence that lift me up again. In my work, although I have major challenges, I felt its not the end of the world. Like Kok Leong shared earlier when we were in the train, employee can be a great thing as well because after work, we can use our time for some other source of means to fulfill our goals or dreams or even business which I want to set up without worrying about no income because as we are focusing on our stuffs, monthly salary is still coming in, therefore NO WORRIES : ) WOW, that was one of the distinction that I brought home today. See I told you, Kok Leong is really different in looking things at a different angle. Thanks Bro! With that, I am somehow motivated to work again : ).

SinYan as well. She had shared wiith me her working experiences in her ex-company and how she has evolved. Her legendary work has last such a great impression that now the lady boss still employ her part time to run her business and yet at the same time she is focusing on her angelz wedding. Wow...what great example it is to inspire me. I am really really so bless!!! Thank you my friends for being there for me to share so much. I am grateful and I promise your sharings will not go to waste. I will practise it! : ) Thank you all!

Lastly to myself Dennis - Remember this. Whenever you are down or upset, think of someone who do not even has the opportunity to feel that way because either they are gone or physically/mentalyy ill. Be grateful for every emotion that comes along, acknowledge and learn from M&Y, WHOOSH OFF! Move forward and listen to the song 'Hero'. It will help you!!! Family and SCG has done so much for you, dun you think its time you do something to yourself and help others too? You are so love and bless and please share this happiness with others and the less fortunate so that they can be happy too. Be grateful and move towards Success. You can realize your Grand Dream Goals because you BELIEVE in yourself. Have FAITH and the Universe will back you up! Keep it up Dennis : ) I CAN DO IT!!!

Oceans' 3 Gym-ing

2007-06-21T03:51:00.000+08:00

Oceans' 3 met up today for a one hour power up gym session. After tonight workout, I believe Kok Leong 's chest and my chest has grow 0.5 inch (Sylvia, you can check it out with your hubby heehee...). Joe's shoulder was swelling up and for a moment he looked like incredible hulk! Manz...after each of our individual muscle part training, we did the final biceps curls together. Wow... you should see our eyes, it looks as if its gonna to pop out any moment. We squeeze and squeeze, pump and pump and kept 'wacking' till our arms dropped dead. Brothers, finally we did it!!! We really felt empowered and satifised when we walked out the gym. Kok Leong, I must acknowledge you for your great effort in training. Though this is your second time, I strongly believe you will look really great in shape if you train constantly. Keep up the good work bro! Joe, though you may not look as big, but I can see the pertruding muscles of yours shaping up clearly. Slowly but surely I can see the real incredible hulk growing. : ) All the way bro! As for myself, I must learn to balance my cardio and weights session. At the end of the day its all about fitness and keeping myself in good shape. I will continue to strive hard towards the dream body on my dream board. Jia You!!!

Oceans'3, thank you for today. I really enjoyed myself alot and lets strive towards success. See you soon brothers.

Thank you SCG!

2007-06-20T03:49:00.000+08:00

I cannot thank enough to every single one of you SCGs who had done this party and celebrated with me. This is truly my most unforgettable and most memorable birthday party I ever have.

WIFLS is

Joe - Your breath in every balloon (5 breath and 7 breath system) is truly treasured by me : )
Brother, I want to thank you for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to the most when I was down, upset, joyous and fun. You have never fail to stood right there for me. Your presence has brought alot of wonderful things to my life and I appreciated it alot. I am very happy and grateful to have you as my great friend. Thank you brother!

Jean - You are the angel that I knew 4 years ago and I know that whatever circumstances or challenges I have, you will always be there to guide and pray for me. I am really blessed to have someone like you in my life and I want to thank you for showing up. Words need no explain how close you are to me as a sister and I am grateful to have you. You are a great pal! Muacks.

Andi - This year since SCG is formed after M&Y, I get to know you much better. No doubt initally I could not get myself to speak to you because I have judgement. Now, I release all these judgement and allow myself to communicate with you and I know that we can be great buddies because we are meant to be. Thank you for being my friend Andi. Lets build this ever-lasting friendship!

Lilian - What can I say about this cutie little lady who never look like your age. Honestly speaking Lilian, I never thought I would be this close to you. Initially in M&Y, I thought we will not even keep in touch but little did I know that we have come this far that when I was in pain, you were the first to massage me in the room. Man, I was very happy and blessed to have a sister like you who care for me. Like you mentioned in my birthday message, I had made a wish and that is to have you as my great pal forever!

Joseph - We have yet to do much connection due to your busy overseas schedule, however I know that you are someone who I can definitely be great friends with because we are light minded people with full of energy and power! This is a saying in chinese ' Lai Re Fang Chang'. We will have plenty of time to catch up in future. In the meantime bro, lets keep this synery going. Thank you for the wishes and I will see you soon my friend. : )

Vasu - The man with lotsa of hyper energy and fun. Whenever I think of you I will laterally smile because you are a darn fun guy to be with. Your actions and speech is funny and entertaining. Yes, of course the other side of you had portray wisdom and intelligence too. I really enjoyed every outing with you. Thank you buddy for appearing in my life. You are a humourous man and my great buddy!

Sylvia - A sister who I am really happy to call you as my Sister. Never thought I can even start such a great friendship with you. Since then, many many happening stuffs took place - Cherating trip, EAP set up, Kallang sharings, my birthday party and many more! You are there for every single occasion. So fun to have you around and I want to thank you for booking the hotel room from your friend and being part of the organiser for this memorable party. Thank you Sylvia for being a great sister to me. I treasure this friendship!

Kok Leong - Brother, same thought as your wife, I never thought we can come this far to becoming such great pals and even form a mastermind group together. You are really a darn creative man. With you around, everything seems to have a different angle to look at it. You are very quick-witted. Thank you for appearing in my life and I know that we are great buddies forever and ever. Ocean 3 rocks!!!

SinYan - Thank you for the preparation of the video clip. That was a major blow. Like a 'Mack Truck' except this truck is in sponge version. The video laterally brought me to my inner child and the first thing that came to my mind was the visualization we had during day 3 in M&Y. I remembered the little child when I hugged tightly and saying 'yes' to support me in whatever things that I do. Thank you for all these preparations and sincere hardwork. I am truly grateful to the universe that brought you into my life, showing me what friendship is all about. You are a great lady and a great friend to me. Thank you Xiao Yan Zi. YOU can truly realize your dreams and lets work towards it. Jia You!

Adelene - Well well well. The Queen, the PD, the Fairy Godmother, the healer, what else??? EVERYTHING!!! Sister, your presence has brought lotsa of glow to every single SCGs. You are the light of the gang and I am really happy to have you back in Singapore. I know you are someone who is going to be a great leader in this world and someone who can heal any being from any challenges. Most importantly heal yourself slowly but surely, constantly to add lotsa of value to being in this universe. You are someone great and someone with a big heart. You are here in this planet for a reason and this reason is only you to know : ) Keep the faith going and I will always be there to love and support you. My Sister, thank you for appearing in my life and I appreciate every moment I have with you. You are a gem.

Lynn - My blood sister with me under one roof together for 23.5 years. Like you said, slient fart is from me and killer fart is from you. We had understand each other so well that we need not speak and we know what each of us is thinking about. You are a super attractive lady. Someone with brain, figure, gorgeous look and sexy appeal. Any guy will fall for you but before that they must 'fall' for me first(haha...take after from dad mah) before they can get pass to you. Your safety, my protection (hahaha...). You will be someone very very very very very Successful one day and that day is coming very near. I can see it! Keep up your great work in your career and I look forward to have a BIG holiday celebration with you, Dad and Mum! I Love You sister, FOREVR AND EVER!

Lastly to All of you the Sweetest Craziest Gang, I Love every single one of you and I will always be there for you! Have a great stunning wonderful life ahead and I wish you Success, Happiness, Great Health and Wealth!!!

Yours Truly
Dennis

Surprise 4

2007-06-20T03:24:00.000+08:00

I actually had a slight sprained on my back and I thought SinYan lead me to the door area to help me massge or give me something to apply on. She opened the door and standing right in front of me - ADELENE! I walked back as she walked forward. I could not believe or hold on to the surprises anymore. My blood was rushing to my brain like anytime it will explode, nerves and blood vessels seems to be bursting out, heart pumping like 200 beats per minute. Finally I hugged Adelene and tears flow again... I actually hit Adel on her back for LYING TO ME. Sounds hard but its not : ) I Just spoke to her 2 days before my birthday and she said she will be back on 22nd June. There she was, standing in front of me. Goosh..... One of my wish is to have her back on my birthday as I remembered I told her if she could come back to celebrate together with me and the gang : ) She showed up and honored her YES! Thank you sister. I respect that.

The night went well with many many phototakings and catching up with one another. Finally we slept at 4.30am dreaming off with uncountless number of snores from some of the SCG members including my good self. Thank you for the tolerance to those who did not sleep well : ), I promise you there will be more (hahaha).

Surprise 3

2007-06-20T03:17:00.000+08:00

The bedsheet that hung on the ceiling was pulled down and there it was - SinYan (supposed to be on the way back hor), Lilian, John Stamoulus, my boss and his wife, Pew and Fennel (we had beer couple of hours earlier), Sen Hui, my Aikido buddy, Alex and his friend Zoe, Vinod and Ah Yang! All my best-est friends were all there standing right infront of me. 1,2,3 together they sang another birthday song to me. Second cake and this time its really cake cutting. I was really really really surprise. I could not believe what they have done for me!

Guess what....MORE.......

Surprise 2

2007-06-20T03:06:00.000+08:00

The door opened, a boutique of flowers stand tall in front of me, music sung out from the room and the video clip cast through the bedsheet cloth that hung over the ceiling. A video clip of me from a new-borned baby to where I am now, showing progressive growth of me as a boy to a teenage and to adulthood. Every phase of my life was shown clearly by the photos they had put up and the music was the most intense part especially when it paired well with the timing of the photos shown. My tears flow again like a tap.....

But that was not it.......

Surprise 1

2007-06-20T02:38:00.001+08:00

Finally after 2 hours with my boss and family, I met up with Joe, Jean and my dear sister Lynn at cineleisure. Lynn had to go off last minute because her friend is in bad shape(base on past events, I trusted her!) and she will join us later in the hotel. Remaining just the three of us, we had dinner at the foodcourt and a drink at burger king which we get to know a American. Four of us had a nice chat together : )

I asked Joe whether SinYan is done with her father's day dinner? He called her on the mobile and they actually communicate so darn well, real and professional that I believed the conversation was genuine. Joe said she just finished and on the way back to Singapore where her dad's friend will fetch her to the hotel.

We then made our way there slowly, so slow that we waited for the train for almost 15 minutes as it was the last train. Upon reaching Tanjong Pagar train station as planned we are supposed to see Andi and Lynn at the station to go to the hotel together. As I walked up escalator leading us to the garden, I saw my name DENNIS decorated with light sticks on the grass patch. Above my name, it hanged 13 love notes in heart shape on the tree. Each SCG member wrote their best wishes to me. Then out of nowhere, Kok Leong and Sylvia popped out with a box of muffin birthday cakes and start singing birthday song to me! Goosh....I was not able to let my tears flow as I was shocked and surprise. Even though Joe said 'Let it go', I dun noe what to let go except joy and happiness. I made my birthday wishes and blow off the candle. As the cakes were muffins and tied up with ribbons, there isn't any cake cutting but ribbion cutting ceremony. I thought it was a very creative idea to have muffin cakes as a birthday cake : )

Before I took the love notes down from the tree, I read every single one of them and each note was so full of love and support. I could not help but cry as I read along. I was so so touched by what they had written on the cards. After the readings, I did one round of WIFLS to Kok Leong, Sylvia, Joe, Jean, Andi and Lynn. It was truly an unforgettable moment!

I thought that was it...............

The Beginning

2007-06-20T02:09:00.000+08:00

15th June Friday

I was supposed to meet up with Joe, Jean and Lynn for dinner 7.30pm at Newton Circus. A very last minute invitation from my boss, demanding to buy me a drink for my birthday celebration had caused me to delay the dinner appointment as I was not able to reject him. I felt bad then turning my buddies down but they are really 'understanding' : )

A few others could not made it to the initial planned dinner because SinYan was back in JB for 'father's day celebration' (ya right), Kok leong(true case) and Sylvia(haha....) in Taekwondo training, Andi was in work due to internal transfer to other department(ya ya ya...) and they will only join us later at 11.30pm. I TRUSTED THEM and most importantly I TRUSTED JOE! The genuine cases were only 3 - Vasu could not made it due to family commitment, Lilian in wedding dinner and Joseph was in China for business.

The plan was to have dinner together and later checked in to Amara hotel for a mini celebration and also SCG gathering. Actually for me is more on the gathering and birthday is part of the celebration.

I was shocked initally as well when SinYan shared with me they actually booked a room for me. I never thought they would do such a thing and to me that is already one BIG surprise but then I also thought it would be a great idea so that everyone can stayed back till late night without considering any mid-night cab charges.

My 26th Birthday, 16th June 2007.

2007-06-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days since my birthday on Saturday and till this moment now I am still over whelmed by the things SCG had done for me. I have never ever ever had such a party ever in my entire LIFE! The surprises were heart-pumping, aderaline rushing, high-blood rising, internal organs soften like jelly, every single goose bump arose from every single part of my entire body and heart core melting like a volacno lava. My tears flow like maybe 'Huang He' instead of the well know Bucky 'Hudson River' and I was in state of shock, joy, frozen moment and many many many more emotions. My wish was simple to have the SCGs gathering again after a long time since we last met and also my birthday as a bonus to celebrate. Instead.....well, go to the next blog to read on the SURPRISES these sweetest people had done for me....

Not 100%

2007-06-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

Yes, I may have found 'myself' and because of finding myself, I discovered the truth. The truth may sometimes be good as all upsets are opportunites to know the truth but what the heck! Whats the sadness about? Myself to know. Right now, I am feeling not 100%. Sometimes I felt very ironic because I really dun know what the F*** am I doing! What the heck and what the mother holy cow am I thinking!!! Goosh, this is perking me now. Man!!!! Fuck! Really!!! OK!!! Let me calm down first....

Back from Perth

2007-06-14T18:20:00.000+08:00

Finally I am back : ) its been a great holiday with my colleague and boss. Each has their partner/soulmate and mine was the little boy Luke (Boss' son) who is only 3 years of age. I have so much fun with him and his '1000 whysss' questions just keep my head rolling and thinking. Good on you son : )

I will keep this short. My most memorable time in Perth was when I ran up to the mountain, facing the big indian ocean, the limitless sky and the earth, making many affirmations to myself in living my life to the max. Having the Universe as my witnesses laterally perks me even more!I can still feel that power within me now when I think about it. Yes, its this moment only! I have so much to share and I will continue on my next blog.

Anyhow, I am grateful for this trip and I am truly happy because I have found something, MYSELF!

Adelene

2007-06-13T17:34:00.000+08:00

Sis, I could feel the pain in you after I read your blog since June 10th. As I am writing this blog, I could not help but controlling my flowing tears. I never read a blog that felt so hurting and I have never see you behaving this way when you are writing. There must be a reason to that and that reason is only for you to overcome. I could not do anything now but to send my love and support to you. I wish I can see see you now and be there for you in whatever emotions you are going through. I know its tough yet it makes you into a stronger person or you can say fuck the 'strong' part and be with the feelings. Yes, this is the feeling, feeling FUCK! I know because I can feel it. Now 3 days had passed, I hope you have recover from whatever pain or sadness you have gone through. Right now, the days are getting closer to you coming back and I damn look forward to see you! Whatever you are feeling now, feel it and BE with it! Take care my sister. I Love You.

Blogging at Budget Airport

2007-06-08T14:58:00.001+08:00

Cool!!! Right now in th budget airport terminal. Nice feeling especially when you know you will be flying in 1 hours time! haha...I am so blessed! Just bought a Armani Exchange perfume! Really nice! So ladies, sniff for me... you will be attracted!!! (haiz... self esteem always so high). Anw, to the SCGs and many of my lovely friends out there, I miss you all and I will always 'bring' all of you with me wherever I go! See you next week. To adel- Oei come back fast lah... stop blogging start flying back... heehee...! Waiting for you to party and drink up!!! Love you sis!

Your truly, sincerely, compassionately, faithfully and affectionally,

Success Coach
Dennis Tan

Perth

2007-06-08T08:45:00.000+08:00

In less than 7 hours, I will on the plane to Perth. No so much excitment maybe because its a different group of people I am going with. Nevertheless I will not judge and doubt and just go with the flow. I will enjoy to the MAX and enjoy the scenery and weather. Highest temperature should be 20 degree and lowest below 10. Shoik!!!

And on the other side of the world, part of SCGs are going sentosa!!! How can man! Bro Joe bless with 4 angels beauties in bikni swim wear running around the beach. I think I also not too bad la, considering 'Ang Mo' ladies in beach wear too at the beach.

I will miss you guys and gals again and I will be back next Wednesday. Keep in touch and next week we will celebrate my birthday together! Darn look forward!!!

Dealer offer.

2007-06-08T08:30:00.000+08:00

How blessed again can I be? How can great things happened in a row??? I was being offered to be a dealer with my bank, the team that monitored the US and European market. They are the most important execution desk I should say as they are the only US and European dealers in our bank. Therefore me my goodself was being offered to join them(considering I am only 3 months and inexperience) is a darn great thing that can ever happened! He came over and spoke to me briefly about how he felt about me if I were join their team. Mainly its not about experience but Attitude. I was approached twice by two different team for two different position on two different occassions. Its something they saw in me which they felt I can valued add to their team and clients. I am Honoured! Like Kok Leong shared, they are the two masters that appeared in my life to teach me somethng and that is already one of the most valuable asset I can find in this company. Thank you J. and R.

I am blessed with abundance ofopportunity and the ocean is out there to flow with me. Thank you Universe for sending me the people to work with me towards my dreams and goals. I am GRATEFUL, really GRATEFUL.

My Dad with Power!

2007-06-08T08:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Dad, I hold my upmost respect to you! You have did it! I am soooooooo happy that you have achieved it within ONLY ONE WEEK! Hello!!! How did you do it??? The....poured in like the Hudson River....Wow Wow Wow... : ) Great on you!

We are so blessed to have you. Your action and everything is for us! Thank you Dad : ) Yesterday when my sister and parents went shopping, they bought a U-Pilot Osim massage chair! Red colour ok! It will arrive next Tuesday. Can't wait to get my butt on that chair to feel the massaging on my back, thigh, butt and....thats it lah...where else : )

Feels really great and very very very very very very happy!!!!! Thank you to my family and thank you to my prayers. Love you my dearest Da, Mum and Sister.

Master Mind Group Formed!

2007-06-08T08:02:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days since I last updated and during this 3 days many dynamic things had happened..

Wednesday 6th June 2007 was the day where a Master Mind group was formed! Its always been my dream to find the right people to form this group and there the Universe answered my manifestations, sending two mighties into my life - Joe and Kok Leong. We had our first meeting held at WHATEVER and that will be the permanent place for our meetings. It a space where we we felt really comfortable and safe in to discuss and shared. We found a cosy corner and sat down brainstorming the topics and discussion that we are going to talk about, how we are going to push each other towards SUCCESS, accountable to each other growth, call it on each other with compassion and love. We had design a 'Methodology' to help us through this process : ) !The meeting lasted about 2 hours and ended with lots of clarity, bonding and energy. We are so excited towards the goals we had set! We proceeded for supper to complete the outing(Kok Leong resisted to eat as he set his goal that involve weight...haha, good luck bro, we will be watching!) Our goals started the moment we seperated and the sms start to flow to accountable for each other. Well done bros!

Dear Brothers, I just want to say I am very happy and grateful to have two of you in my life to form this group. I am committed to two of you in lifting one another to another level and I will always be at my 100% with the group to participate fully and play to win! Lets Do It! I look forward to the next fitness meeting and lets pump to the max! Have a great dynamic life ahead! See you soon.

My Dad.

2007-06-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

During the past two days, besides my intense training in gym I have also encountered intense emotion with my dad. It is the 'essence of anger'. My dad is a real 'hard' businessman. So hard that his brain juice is 100% used up to build his empire. He is facing many challenges with partners and still working on it. I can see he had done his part but the remaining team or I should say only one of them is delaying his part of the work which result in delaying of the whole business plan. It can be very frustrating especially when my dad participate 100% to WIN and the other only 'play not to lose'. We (Lynn and I) as his children could only support him in whatever ways we can to lightened up his tension. Mum also did her best by cooking great food to motivate him. Today, finally after 3 days, I see him smiling again and hugging my mum : ) It seems like there is progression and I hope everything will turn out great!

To my dad,

Pa, whatever the case, I know you are a 'D' and 'C' and you want to get things done immediately with super detail stuffs. You got to allow yourself to have fun and enjoy the journey as well and my only hope is that you are happy. Whatever you are doing, I know sincerely its for us, your family. Please take great care and we as one family will always stay strong and bonded. Nothing Gonna to Stop Us! We are behind you to break down any obstacles so long you are there to conquor. WE will always love and support you! All the best Pa. Success is within YOU! I LOVE YOU!

Your Son,
Dennis

Back to Gym!

2007-06-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

After 2 weeks of retreat, I am finally back to gym. The past two days of workout in gym was drilling and laterally pumped my muscles up!I feel really really great. To make it more intense I challenged myself to swim 20 laps in the pool. I DID IT. This time I felt even more sore but the results when I looked into the mirror, WOW...Juicy...I hope...haha... I have decided to stick to this resume and train as hard as I can to have the dream body that I want. For those that have seen my dream board, you will know what I mean. I am working towards it. Wish me Success!

Master Mind Group

2007-06-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

060607 is the day where 3 Masters will gather to form a MASTERMIND group. I am very excited and very happy to have come to this point of my life where I can finally find 2 other brothers to help each other evolve, grow, pertubate and share many many things that their wives (I am Single bro Joe : ) ) and maybe my future wife will not get to know. Our darkest secrets, our feelings, our emotions will all be safe to share in this space between us.....I am very looking foward! Thank you Joe and Kok Leong and I believe this group that we form does not come by accident and I strongly believe there is a purpose for us. What purpose? We will not know. Go with the flow and magic will begin to happen. Lets keep this energy, sygnery, power and faith going. See you Masters on Wednesday!

Yours Truly,
Master Dennis

........continue What I Feel Like Saying

2007-06-03T13:25:00.000+08:00

as my goose bump was developing, it came the next song- 'Remember me this way' and straight away my hand picked up the phone and here comes Adelene. I delicated this song to you because you were the one who introduced me this song. Its so meaningful : ) . We had quite a long chat dun we : ) and certainly I felt our friendship has evolve to another level. Like I said, thank you for your love and support in embarking this journey with me. As for you, I can see that you are going towards the spiritual path and I am sure you will be the next rebirther for Asia. Mark my word Folks, who are reading my blog now, Adelene is going to be Asia Number 1 Art Therapist in her work! While she is still developing herself towards this, you can email her or call her to send your testimonals and build up your relationship with her. By the time she is 'there', I can tell you this, you have to queue from Singapore to KL. Quick quick quick... Speed is the Essence! Good luck Sis!

I am feeling certain and positive now. I can feel the gust of energy rushing through me and the certainty that fills my space to keep me grounded firmly with myself and aligning with the Universe. Goosh, its so immerse present NOW! I have wrote down a few things that I allow myself to 'FEEL' what I want to achieve. I have confidence that all my goals and dreams are going to realise very soon by just taking Actions! My family, tools, mentors, SCGs and Universal Laws are all with me, just apply : )

So many happenings and energy going on NOW...'WOW' factor! (background music - Sing Hallelujah) Great distinction and realization!

Dennis - Unleash the Power within!!! Lets EVOLVE!!! (ending music - What A Feeling!!!) haha...nothing happens by accident!!!

What I Feel Like Saying.....

2007-06-03T08:01:00.000+08:00

What I Feel Like Saying Is...hmm...ok, I will let my fingers do the communication. Firstly, ADELENE.....Ho Sai La!!!! Your answer to my manifestation helps the prayers to the SCGs and of cos the M&Y July participants and Dom Dom! The participants may not know who you are but they will definitely surely want you to be their PD (without shadow of doubt). Dom as usual, would love the rainbow from the log lead by you and lastly - - - -SCGs, dying to see you! Btw SCG (Sweet Crazy Gang) this name is created by you when you were back then in Edmonton, so this round you must be there in person to'Complete' the gang! I look forward to see you my dear sister! Welcome back!

Now...what other feelings....hmm....oh YES! Brother Joe, last night was a heart felt session with you. I told myself I must meet up with you to share my joy and happiness and also to keep the connection going. I do not want to have a lag create. Thank you for the sharings yesterday. I can see you are facing challenges and yet allows this to make you grow and learn. Whatever the case, I am behind you till the end to conquor whatever obstacles you are encountering. Jia You!

Right now I am back to office on a comfortable quiet peaceful Sunday with no disturbance and hectic like the weekdays. So bless to have this lovely LCD screen and computer with me to communicate my feelings into words via typing. This computer has been with me helping hundreds of clients to trade millions of USD/EUR/GBP/CHF and many more other currency, therefore I can feel the 'millionaire' status with them and within myself. I am working towards it as well! Thank you to the clients for your investment and CS for accepting me into your bank, I am grateful!

Words are not able to describe my feelings now towards certain decision I have to make. Sometimes I felt decisions made may affect my environment, the love ones and even friends. But at the end of the day, I must be true to myself like my sister Sylvia shared with me in Kallang. Its only when I am true to myself then I can see myself moving towards where I want to be. Yesterday afternoon as I was on my way back home from work, I encountered a disabled man in his wheelchair, waiting to board the train. As the train arrived, he pushed himself in with his feet. He was not able to move any other part of the body accept his two feet. Upon boarding, my two hands landed up on his wheelchair, helping him to make some adjustment. I was in teary eyes. My emotion raise not because I was sad for him, but because I was enlightened by his action. I felt his will to live on in life despite how handicap he is. He demonstrates courage and of cos 'what you think of me is non of my business' attitude. I was very strongly motivated and grateful. A realization was awaken! He is TRUE TO HIMSELF!!! Thank you Sir. I wish you Happiness and Success!

As I am tying, the music at the background is playing ' heal the world'. I can feel so much love and happiness within now. Soo so much....my goose bump is developing now....

Thoughts

2007-06-02T13:21:00.000+08:00

Dennis, I know you have alot of thoughts in your mind. Just follow your heart and ask yourself which is the one that you want to achieve first. You want to achieve lotsa of things and you are not completing it and some not even started yet. Give your mind a break! Allows it to rest and let your heart feel what is it that you want first. Have faith in it and ACTION. Dun question much and at the end of the day no results. You got to be fair to YOU! Life is too short man brother! WAKE UP!!!

Retreat at Malaysia

2007-06-02T08:37:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone! Welcome me back! I was away to Malaysia for 3 days. Purpose - HOLIDAY! It was the best Malaysia Trip I have ever had. Most of my travel to Malaysia is for education purposes, never experience much of the holiday mood unlike this round, I enjoyed to the fullest! The group consist of me, Lynn, Sinyan, Sylvia and Kok Leong. We the Fantastic 5 fought our way down from places to places(actually restaurant to restaurant) with KL's 'Little red car'. Hey his car may be small but when it DRIFFFFT......it demonstrates the essence of 'Fast and Furious 3 - Tokyo Drift'. Really fun right ladies! Great teamwork bro :) !

Day one - 'Eye on Malaysia'.

Just like 'Sinngapore Flyer' but a little smaller. And do not misjudge the size of this ferris wheel. May look smaller but when you are up there, you will shrink! Its so high and you literally demonstrate the 'essence of fear' unconsciously - WOW! The best part in the cabin is this- 5 of us were put together in this little cabin and we have so much fun snapping pictures of one another. We tremble the whole cabin, swopping place left, right, center to capture the magnificent view of every angle(imagine the little space we had). And the flashes keep flicking like a mini 'thunder' within our space. I reckon we were the noisest and more 'shakable' group up there! Other cabins were like wondering what were we doing? After a few rounds of phototaking, we decided that we should just enjoyed the view and not forgetting our purpose for being up there.The ferris wheel went about 6 rounds and does stopped right up at the peak of the height for couple of minutes (will upload the picture once its ready) for sight seeing. Its really a magnificent and unforgettable experience. The night went off with indulgence of food and fun.

Day 2 - Cherating Beach

Setting off at 8.30am which took us 4 hours to arrive the destination. Long and fun ride. We dance, sing and play in the car through out the journey. Never have so much fun before in a car especially when you have 3 little girls behind...manz....can drive you nuts! But then when they settled down and sleep, they drove us nuts too. WHY? Too quiet and no much energy flowing. Kok Leong and I were so sleepy and dare not sleep wor! Of COS : ) For the women s' safety comes our responsibility...hehe....

Finally we were LOST! Haha...what a navigator I was and I take reposibility for that ok Ladies : ) We stopped by and ask a shop lady by the road for direction. We actually over shot and took a U-turn back. Still the journey lasted 30 mins as its deep right in. Finally we arrived at Hotel 'Impiana'. Beautiful resort! The room is huge and like those olden days of bed where they have net surrounded(if we choose to) and the furniture were teak wood. WoW! Settling down and out for lunch. We had our meal at this restaurant called 'Unforgettable Seafood'. Its really unforgettable - Firstly, the food took quite a long time to arrive considering we are the 3rd group of customers only as the 1st two groups were already finishing their meals. Secondly, the drink accidentally spill onto SinYan's clothes and bag that leaves a lasting moment. Thirdly, the food arrived and its REALLY REALLY REALLY GREAT food. The Asam fish, 'Druken'chicken and the Stuffed crabs were super duper delicious. We enjoyed to the max. Lastly the meal comes up to only S$7 each. With such abundance of food, we really enjoyed the value of it. They truly stick to their integrity and demonstration of 'Unforgettable Seafood' cos we cannot forget the process of this meal from the start to the end! Truly Unforgettable!!

We had a short nap and proceed to the beach. With great people comes great weather(haha...like spiderman phase)! Sunny, bright and fresh! We took many photos, posing every different kind of facial gesture and patterns. I never had so much fun capturing the happy moments of you ladies and brother. Thank you all for allowing me to practise my photographing skill : ) We laid by the beach communcating funs and laughter with one another. The best part I felt was when we were laying flat on the shore, totally immerse with the nature, the sea and our sight was only the big sky. At that moment I wished the time will freeze and stay put. I never felt so blissful and light for a long time. Thank you Mother Nature!

This part is funny. After we sat up, our hair were stuffed with sands! And Sylvia start laying blame 'Whose idea ar, to lie here?' We all started laughing! We had a washing hair session by the sea and the only lack is a bottle of shampoo that will complete the whole process. So much laughter and happiness. Then comes dinner we had Chinese food again and as usual -Superb food! I realized in Malaysia even you randomly pick a resaturant,the food turns out to be the best out of that town. Basically whatever you are eating, there is some greatness in that food. Amazing!

Day 3 - Farewell

Well everything has to come to an end so that we can welcome a greater future. We bid farewell to Cherating and drove our way back to KL. This trip is really fun and I must say because of this great company of friends that summed up the total happiness within us. Thank you.

Brother Kok Leong - You are truly a amazing man with a big heart. You have never failed to take care of us as a host in KL. Your kindness is limitless and I want to thank you for all that you have done. I am truly grateful to have you as my dear buddy. Thank you brother!

Sylvia - You are a fantastic organiser. Your C-ness is clear and detailed. I am so bless to have this wonderful trip organised by you without having to put in much planning. Thank you for your patience and effort. I appreciated your doing-ness. Thank you Sister!!!

SinYan - Your presence makes a different! Your energy keeps the group going and its so contagious. So much fun to have you around. Thank you for being you. You are simply the best! : )

Lynn- My dearest sister. You ar...very....very....very....FUNNY! Super duper cute! Although I always disturb you, we know this is 'our' fun and that keeps us going as who we are as brother and sister. I really enjoyed myself with you around. Reminds me of the days in Aussie...Thanks sis. I love you.

Lastly to Joe, Jean, Andi, Lilian, Joseph, Adelene and Vasu. I did not forget you guys and gals even though we were enjoying ourselves so much. I constantly always have you in my heart and I look forward to the next holiday with everyone of the SCG members.

To the SCGs, together we stand and lets value add to the world. I Love You All!

Photographer Amos - My Mentor

2007-05-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a very fruitful day. I had lunch with my boss and his wife at Boon Keng coffeeshop for the so call well known 'Bak Kuh Teh' but to be honest so so only la. Anyhow, we went to office and did some stuffs.

Later in the noon, I met my SCG sister Sylvia together with Amos for our first photographing session. My first instinct was we will get started by snapping photographs but according to Amos, we must know what is 'Photograhing' first before we even hands on the camera. He shared many insights and philosophy on the theory part. We spent more than an hour and wrote down notes as well. Never did I know this Art has so much insights to it. The best discussion was when he shared that we must have connection with the camera it self. The lens, body, ISO and etc all work as one unit together with our hands and fingers to capture the beautiful scene/people outside this little box. The most important thing in photography is none other than just 'light reflection' which is the most difficult concept you can master. I will share more when I reach that level. We then took off to Raffles place area and took a few pictures of buildings, moving cars and people. We really enjoyed the session alot as we walked and snapped. Will keep you posted on my skill : )

Dear Amos, I like to take this opportunity to thank you for your willingness and faith in me to teach and impact your skills without any charges or condition and in fact you even offered me to be your assistant. I promise I will put in effort and time in mastering this Art. On behalf on Sylvia as well, we thank you for time and patience. Look forward to the second session with you.

Visit Amos website @ http://www.reflection.sg/ for more details.

A moment wth Felicia Chin (Vitagen)

2007-05-27T08:32:00.000+08:00

It was a moment that requires courage. I went through a one min of 'rebirthing breathing' before I strolled down to the music junction CD shop. This was how it went...

Dennis: 'Hi, I am Dennis, you are?'
Felicia: 'Hi, I am Felicia.'
Dennis: 'Are you that TCS Felicia?'
Felicia: 'Yes, I am (nodding her head with the most beautiful and sweetest smile one can ever see).'
Dennis: 'WOW, ok.' Here comes the question - 'Can I invite you for lunch?'

Guess what??? No la.... hahaha

Felicia: 'Erm...giggling...saying NO very 'sorryingly' and thats the BEST NO ever I heard from a lady!!!!'
Dennis: 'Cool, thank you for saying NO and thank you for being in the conversation with me.'
(Felicia smiling happily and listening attentively) Guess what next? I told wher 'WHAT I FEEL LIKE SAYING wor' haha...of cos what I said I will only shared when you my brothers and sisters ask me in person la.

The ending part was the best....
Dennis: 'Felica, thank you for the REJECTION'
Felicia: 'No la...I dun mean to...sorry....'
Dennis: (Smiling la).....Its because of your rejection that allows this conversation to prolong longer. I am honor to speak to you in person and to be in your presence and I hope I will be able to invite you for lunch one day. Great meeting you Felicia (Stretch out my hand for a hand shake).
Felicia: 'Thank you Dennis (she doubled confirmed if my name is Dennis, haha..I planted a seed in her liao) great meeting you!'
Dennis: 'Take care and catch up soon.'
Felicia: (Sweetest bye one could ever imagine)....

Wow, that was the moment with Felicia Chin. I told myself this that this moment its either I go and tell her WIFLS or NEVER. I choose YES and I never regret. How many times in life when you knew that you should have done it but never and ends up feeling dejected and full of regret! I told myself that this will never ever happen to me again and there I was, fulfilling my honor. Thank you me!

The luncheon thingy is just a stepping stone but ultimately my goal was to have a short chat with her and I DID IT!!! haha...Thank you Felicia for that moment and indeed you are a beauty. I am bless and honor!I will meet up with you for lunch ONE DAY! Stay tune readers.... : )

Soar like an Eagle, Humble like a Butterfly!!!

2007-05-25T08:16:00.003+08:00

May 23rd, Wednesday. I am back to office after a day MC. As usual, have breakfast and checking mail at the same time. While enjoying and munching my meehoon in my mouth, my jaw dropped! What upz man....I was being approached by Singapore/Malaysia second person in charge to join their team as a Assistant Relationship Manager (ARM). Wow!!! What a big news after returning back from MC! This is the email she sent :

_____________________________________________
From: L. J.
Sent: 21 May 2007 17:15
To: Tan, Dennis
Subject: ARM opportunity
Hi Dennis
It was great to finally meet you and thanks for your kind help.
I briefly spoke about you to my boss - Ms J.K. that you may pose a potential candidate for ARM position in our SIN/Malaysia team.
She is keen to see you and explore.
So if you are keen, you may drop her an email to introduce yourself.
All the best.
Best regards
J.

This email serve as a booster and some certainly for me to stay on in this career with my bank. Never have I thought that I am approached by someone so reputable in the bank to join their team. I am honor. Like I shared with Joe and SinYan that this job for me is still in a 'experiencing mode' and I am still learning everyday. There were many challenges and obstacles everyday and to certain point of time I really feel like this job is not for me. Like I shared in my earlier blog on 'Clarity Leads to Power' which this sentence had contributed tremendously in my work and upon applying, everything falls in place. Now I am working towards it to 'Earn the Rights' to be a ARM. Ultimately I never know where I will end up and I believe everything happens for a reason at this point of time and I am definitely gonna 'Soar like an Eagle and stay Humble like a Butterfly'! Keep a look out for me and shall keep you posted!

Unwell yet Feeling Bless

2007-05-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

I have always been fit and this round, I am caught with flu,cough and fever. No lay blame or justification and I accepted that I am unwell. Staying at home really feels good. I have not been sleeping for such a long time. Slept almost 18 hours. Each time I am awake, I am blessed with cooked fish/meat porridge. This afternoon my maid cooked me meat porridge and as I was having my lunch half way, another container of fish porridge came delievered to me! My maid told me someone came by and passed to her and have her to pass to me. The mysterious person left without a word! I was shocked and yet surprised. NEVER ever someone has done that for me! I knew who that person is. If you are reading my blog now, I want to you to know that I am very grateful to have you as my friend. I want to thank you for being there for me and I am very blessed to have you in my life. I Love You my dear friend. Thank you.

After lunch, what else? Back to bed lah...the cough medicine made me drowsy... Upon waking up, its time for dinner and there it was, my mum's favourite cooking dish-FISH PORRIDGE!!! I am blessed with fish again ... She took care of me and kissed my hand, asked me to take good care of myself. I feel so love. Thank you Mummy, you are the BEST! Muacks...

Thank you to all who loves me so much. I LOVE YOU!!!

P.S : Remember this, even if you feel alone, you always have yourself to be with. You will never be alone as long as you are alive. Stay happy and positive- I AM ALIVE!!!

Joe's Big Day!

2007-05-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

It is Bro Joe's birthday. Happy Birthday bro!!Last night was one of Joe's biggest surprise ever. To start off, Joe and his team of helpers were in Pasir Ris secondary school running his actionpreneur program. Part of the SCGs were there and others M&Y grad as well. Only a handful of them were awared that we are gonna throw a party for him and only two were informed last min. One of them said he went 'Jalan Jalan' haha... SinYan and Sylvia were at his place earlier in the noon to start preparing the decoration of his room (Blowing ballons, preparing lightsticks, etc...). Manz, you cannot believe what this two angelz had did for him and for us the SCGs as well. They prepared a gift for Joe, a gift that Joe had always wanted for himself and that is to write a book. They complied what Joe had written over his blog and bind them together to create a real book! How amazing rite? Then the best part is at the back of the book, it printed out our SCGs' testimonals and allowed us to promote and manifest our dreams as well to writing a book. 'Win-Win' for everyone. So I must say this gift is not only to Joe but to everyone fo us! Thank you!!! Second surprise- Andi gave him a bouquet of sunflowers! He reckoned that Joe as a MAN has never ever in his life receive flowers before and there you are Brother Andi. You presented the flowers with love and support! You broke his 'first time'!!!Haha...

The whole plot was well planned and I must acknowledged everyone for their great acting skill, so good that we can smoke through this process for Brother Joe. The best drama part was when Vasu asked Lynn and the rest want to go for dinner and Joe heard it! Saying ok lor, lets ALL go eat together! Wau lau...I believed that part must be damned funny and everyone must be 'rolling eyes with each other'(although I was not there). Second best drama part-They actually took a bus from Bedok to Woodlands...after 3o mins, Vasu asked, 'Are we there yet?' This kept going until 1.5 hours and they finally got a tap to get off the bus and took a cab! Eventually they reached on time before Joe and Jean arrived. Jean also did a great job by delaying Joe from reaching home on time(want to go popular la, supermarket and blag balg..) Great job sis!!!

Joe, finally let it go and have his tears flowed out like the'hudson river' and that moment laterally made me cried too. Its not about the gift or flower or even the cake, its the LOVE and SUPPORT in this group of friends that we had found for one another. Its a great beginning of this amazing journey and will last forever and ever! Never and I dare to say that anyone of us can ever find such a gang of friends outside this SCGs. This group is so synergise and complete together as a whole and we built this together as ONE!

Thank you SinYan, Sylvia, Lynn, Jean, Yvonne, Lilian and Adelene (Overseas),Auntie(for contributing the WOW), Uncle, Vasu, Bryon,Andi, Andrew,Kok Leong, Joseph for being there. You ladies and gentlemen rock! Love you lots! Thank you and thannk you!!!

With abundance of love and support!!!!

Sharings at kallang.

2007-05-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

I am very blessed to have two angelz with me at Kallang last night. We spent our night together sitting along the calm and quiet river. Its a very peaceful environment (except the opposite cosy bay soccer fans who shout' goallllll', anw, Chelsea 1 Man U 0, YES) and we had many sharings. The night drag for about an hour plus before I actually started what I really felt like saying. I shared with them what I had been through over the past one week. They listened attentively and I went on and on and on. The whole process was amazing as they witnessed many sides of me. They knew that I am not 100% 'Letting Go' and YES its true. Like one of the angelz said,"Do not purposely create an environment just to complete because its a 'force' situation and the end results does not help to complete and all'. The other angelz said ' Be True to Yourself, its ok to feel what you are feeling'. That lifted me up. I realized I had been denying and finding replacement happiness to avoid my sadness. She then said 'Its worst when you go back home, alone and still feeling sad even though I had just completed a very happy outing, that kind of feeling is very scary and suffering'. Thats what I had felt before. This two angelz really went through and experienced it, therefore shared with me deeply this process and how they felt then. Thank you for this awareness.

As they said, I am a natural leader and I got to find my passion and people will ultimately follow. I am very motivated when you said that. You brought me to another level of awareness again. Thank you! : ) 'Be true to yourself' is the one sentence I brought home with me till this moment now I am still very attached to this sentence. Isn't it true for one to be true to oneself? I believe happiness lies within us and if we can't find happiness within, then how can we give happiness?
Thank you Sylvia and SinYan. I Love you both : )

Yours Sincerely,
Dennis

Completion of EAP 24

2007-05-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

What a day it was in the business opportunity trade fair! The booth, the energy, the entrepreneurs and participants, they were all amazing! This is my first time ever involved in such environment. I must say that it was truly well-done!!! Never did I know I had missed out so much in this part of the world, witnessing many wonders and joy. Thank you EAP, you are Dynamically Awesome!

SinYan and Sylvia, well done in the logistics! You gals are tough yet fun to be. Without your commitment and passion to make this a successful trade fair, it will never be as great as it is. For that, please give yourself a hand!(Applause leh....real one ok, I am clapping!!!!)

Thank you the creator of this EAP, Jerome and Wendy. You two rockssss! Words is never enough to thank you two, my mentors. I am committed to come back every EAP to give what I can give to value add the participants. Rest assure I will play full out 100% to help in your upcoming seminars! One last thing to Wendy, THANK YOU for allowing me end the business trade with this announcement.,"Good evening ladies and gentlemen, the business trade fair is now offically over. We want to thank you for coming and we are looking forward to seeing you again in the future" Saying that now is easy BUT when you are saying it in such an environment, man...you got to do it to believe it! Its a amazing process and distinction that I had learned!!! Thank you Wendy! Also, thank you for allowing me to participate in the last game of EAP. I really really learned alot from that one game. Thank you.Muacks...

Well done EAP! See you in July 21st and 22nd (weekend). To know more, log on to www.exec-directions.com
Yours truly....

Clarity leads to POWER!!! Part 3

2007-05-19T01:57:00.001+08:00

Today 18th May, I met up with Joe. We had lunch together at PS food court and the meal was really awesome and yummy. Thank you auntie for the great grilling skills. We then proceeded to Starbucks for coffee and we love Starbucks because that was where we first started our first meeting and our goal is to set up a business that is as booming like Starbucks! So, way to go!!! Ordering drinks at the counter was really damn funny. As you know, Starbucks has three sizes, namely 'Tall' 'Grande' and forgot the third size. Anw, cashier asked, "What size you want?" I said 'Tallest' (Where got tallest one). She was stunned for a second and Joe was smiling to himself. So I placed my order 'Grande'. Second qn, "With or without whip cream?" I answered "Give me five mins to think" (Behind long queue crowd was getting pertubated). Of cos, I said no whip cream within 10 seconds la. Third qn, this time by me, "Any discount?" and again she stunned for that 10 seconds, in a state where she cannot made decision and was lost(hahaha...). She finally said no discount BUT next time I go find her for second round of coffee she will give me discount(hahaha...). So sweet right!!! Fourth and final qn, 'What is your name ar?" She smiled so happily and told me her name(hahaha..)!!! Joe and I walked off saying Thank you very much and went to collect our drinks. As you know there is 'Dormant precessional effect' (new distinction term by SinYan), the drinks maker lady also stunned. First she make the wrong drink for us and second she put the whip cream on top. Joe then blame me for disturbing the first lady who is the cashier and that leads the team into a state of blurness...(hahaha..) fun fun fun!!! Thank you Starbucks for all this wonder short and fun drama! Will see you soon again!!!

Sharing with Joe is a wonderful experience for me. I shared with him the happenings over the past week. He listened attentively and he knows when you are telling story, justifying or even laying blame. After 45 mins of my sharings, he began to speak. The best thing in this communication is this- he will lead you slowly with the M&Y flipcharts that we learned and start sharng about it. Then slowly we move towards to the MAIN flipchart that he wants me to realize and take home before we go our own way. We chat and chat, discuss and discuss. Finally I said 'CLARITY'! Thats it! "Clarity leads to...??? POWER!!!!" This clarity in me has not been idenfied. Been denying and under power! Wow, that really answers everything to my queries in my work place. Clarity leads to Power. As long as yoo are sure of what you are doing, the power will always be there. Keeping ASKING and DOING and that leads to POWER!!!! Tonight is a great Distinction for me. Brother, Thank You for your sharing. I will keep in mind this distinctive flipchart you had shared with me today. Will keep you posted on my Power!!!

After the session with Joe, YiMing came and joined him as they have an appoinment. I execused myself and join the lovely three angelzzz. I missed them so much and finally can see them. Helped them up with the setting of the EAP business fair. I must say you three ladies had done a fantastic job! Well done girls!

Along the night I had many fun with them. Disturbing SinYan's hair la, resting my arms on their shoulders la, suan-ing Jean and etc...Then Sylvia asked me "Dennis, are you releasing to us? Followed by What you feel like saying?" Wau lau...laugh like mad. Today they saw a different side of me. Naughty and yet fun. Thank you angelzzz for tolerating my nonsense. I am just merely having fun and I believed you gals had enjoying too right? hahaha...Anyhow, thank you for being there for me. Look forward to see you all tomorrow.

After setting up we went to meet up with Joe and YiMing again. We went to Long John Sliver and had another sharings of jokes. This time, meaner jokes as Joe was there to share more nasty stories. Thank you Joe. You have opened up more now! So much fun, laughter and happiness!!! The night ends well and each of us went seperate ways. I took the same train with Sylvia as we are moving towards northeast side.

Wow, what a night it is till this moment now I am still very joyful! Great distinctions, great company of friends and great Universe! I am Complete!!! Thank you!

Thats What I feel Like Saying........

Back to my Sharings, part 2

2007-05-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

Continue from the last blog, WIFLS is --- As the weekend came (12th May Saturday), I met up with her. We went to a quiet yet beautiful place for dinner. We shared many happenings over the week while enjoying the dinner as well. We just did not go to the 'Topic' as I thought this will be the best time to 'COMPLETE' and little did I know that it turns out to be just another normal date. I dropped her home and I felt so incomplete and lost. That was the night that starts my first emotion-confusion. Hold it, did not share and carry this feelings with me everywhere I went. As I was in such a state, I was not in present moment many times and had a few 'drama' in my work place. It begins to build up anger and self disappointment. Why this , why that? I was very unhappy with myself. I was in a state of almost bursting into tears and yet another side of me keep me going. Two voices, basically I choose the voice that helps me and you can call it the Angel's voice or whatsoever. I stay on and on. Yet,still, it came more and worse. I begin to realized I am really 'losing' her and deep in me,I felt really upset because I felt this is not the way to end it. This emotion-sadness, drag me even 'lower'. The next day, my team leader call me up for a meeting. 'Dennis, what happened to you? Where is your spirit, focus and concentration? Where was that Dennis?' 'What happen!!!'??? She clamins. no justification or lay blame. I admitted defeatedly and yet knowing what I have to do next. For this I want to acknowledged my Team Leader for waking me up! Like I learned in M&Y, she is demonstrating provocability and I appreciated that. She knows that I have a 'CAN DO' attitude and she wants to see me evolve. Thank you sis!

That night I went home (16th May Wednesday) and did some soul searching. I thanked my sister for being there to listen what I had shared and she had contributed her sharings to me as well that had also woke me up from that moment on. Thanks sis. I Love YOU. Also another dear friend of mine who had been with me in this journey. That you and you know who you are. I am grateful for your time and beingness with me. Thank you. Love you too.

The following day, I started work at 9am and it was the BEST day so far in my work place after working for almost 3 months. I had performed well enough for myself to know that I have the right attitude and mindset towards work. Thank you Dennis!!! I need no explain to everyone how I felt about my performance and I know deep in me, I did it : )

Its a wake up call for me and along the journey, there bound to be challenges and obstacles. Its not the number of times you fall but its the number of time you climb up. Learn from mistakes and EVOLVE to soar like en Eagle!

To be continue...

I am Back! Part 1

2007-05-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

What I Feel Like Saying is THANK YOU ALL who have been viewing my blog continously and have been waiting patiently and supporting me despite no updates from me. Now that I am back, I promise I will give a full detail of WIFLS and shall continue my journey with you and my dear blog. Thank you for embarking this journey with me. ALright, lets go...........

Its been more than a week since I last update my blog and during this one week plus, I have been through many emotions ride, love, disappoinment, sad, anger, pertubate, all sort and you name it I got it! Why? Maybe its some blockage that has been building up and holding me. I will talk more about this later.

First thing first, lets go as far back as 10th May, last Thursday which was our SCG 4th gathering! Whats the occassion? We were there to celebrated our Queen's birthday Adelene Bek!!! Wow...how??? Thanks to ALL the SCGs who had plan this session 2 weeks before the actual day. Along the journey of 'smoking' Adelene's constant questioning (due to my carelessness in putting the title on my MSN that there is a gathering on May 10th that prompt her excitement to ask us whats going on), Joe and I had been telling her 'Story' to avoid her qns. Its really fun to keep her in the loop and yet we have so much happenings and fun over our side preparing such a big suprise for her! The moment came when we gathered at cineleisure K-Box to call her using Joe's mobile and view cam over SinYan's laptop for her to see us( btw, she is in Canda). Goosh, she was shocked and surprised. And wait, you think this was it? She received a bigger suprise from us and that is the “Drama Kingdom of Singapore” (DKSG). If you had seen Adelene's blog, you would have discover the story of the 'Godmother' and the fairy tale. Dear Adelene, Happy Birthday again after so long ar.... She bursted into tears as she could not hold back (haha..we make her weep again, SUCCESS!!!). My Dear Adelene, we miss you dearly and look forward to seeing you in July : )

We continued chatting with her over MSN and at the meantime, the SCG singers present themselves. Andi, great vocal and thank you for your entertaining of songs. Lilian, after being part of 'S.H.E.' (Singapore version) she has retired to assume the role as a 'ejector'. Thanks Lilian!!! Lynn, out of comfort zone, too comfortable that she sings some hokkien version..wau lau sis, I didn't know you can singggggggggg soooooooo welllllllllll arrrrrr..........(You know what I mean), anyway a great breakthrough for you, congrats!!! Joe and Sylvia, wau lau....your 'Ni Zhui Zhen Gu'i....Super xia....but not complete as the last part of the song, their eye contact desperse as Sylvia was rolling her eyes 45 degreee left side upwards visualizing Kok Leong la of cos....that sight ar..wau lau we laugh like mad. Thanks for that! I must say Sylvia you are really a good singer and must keep up your "HIGH V"(Voice) our 6th DISCBV profile and adding on... As for 'B' I think you all should know la har haha... Jean, thank you for your breakthrough as well as you sang quite a number of songs. Very smoothing and nice. Thank you. SinYan, a very sincere and lovley voice. I really enjoyed your singing session. Thank you. As for brother Vasu, what can I say??? Super sporting and super on the ball. Thank you for being there to listen to us despite you can only feel the essence of the love songs we sing. Oh ya, the Jacky Cheung song..remembered? Have you manage to sianz any cantonese chicks?hahaha...

The night falls and we had our completion dinner 'Korean food' finally at Le Meriden hotel at Somerset. Its really great authentic Korean food and even the cashier auntie and chefs are all Korean. Power man. Its was really a great outing! Thank you SinYan and Sylvia for designing the card and taking out time and effort for decorating it. You gals are the Best! Love you two and of cos the SCGs, I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!! Muacks..........

Stay Tune!

2007-05-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

I will be back with a vengence!

Stay Tune!

Love you all!

Super Hyper Charge Up!!!

2007-05-10T03:17:00.000+08:00

Time now 3.18am in my quiet yet noisy office. Why quiet? Beause I am in the mid night shift and basically there is no one! Noisy? Of cos, I and me having a really fun time. Why? Hearing to these money and you song brought me great hyper memories. Also I will meeting up the SCG later. Wau lau...cannot wait man!!! Super charge now. Better slow down my energy and get some nap first before charging later.

Putting that aside, I herby pray that my mum heal quickly as she is not feeling well since she was back from Japan. Lets' heal her together and I strongly believe my friends who read this now is already in the process of healing her especially those who believe strongly in angels. You had influenced me greatly and I believe they are there to guide and heal when in need. Thank you my friends. Mum, you will be back to your manjong, dancing, KTV when you are awake! So lets go earn some passive income through manjong... Haha...Whoosshhh........Love You Mum! Muacks...

Empower, Inspire, Motivate

2007-05-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

Feeling Pump? You are damn right I AM! Empower, Inspire, Motivate is what I AM FEELING NOW. Looks like I am ALL- READY to Move!!! Enough of whining or justifying. Moving on UP!!! Yes! Can feel the gust of energy filling me now! What am I waiting for, Lets GO!!!

Decision

2007-05-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

You know we love each other deeply! We had many challenges being together and the cycle kept repeating. At this point of time there is no ego attach, no MCP, no right or wrong and no nothing. ALL FEELINGAS ARE EQUAL. Perhaps LOVE is too big of a word to understand or even feel. I dun know or maybe I already know the answer? A decision which has to be make and whats next after this decision is make? Does it mean its complete? Are we willing to give ourselves another chance to move on? For things to change, 1st I MUST CHANGE! Are we changing or finding resolution? Am I empowering you and vice versa? Are we willing to support each other 100%? Thinking........

Anthony Robbins- "Its in the moment of decision that your destiny is shaped"

WIFLS

2007-05-06T09:05:00.000+08:00

Why am I always in teary eyes? Is it because of the love that I felt so strongly within? I am truly blessed from moments to moments, meeting friends and masters who are out there to share with me their joy, love, happiness, their million dollar ideas, experience and challenges. I am constantly put in such an environment weekly despite the heavy work load and shift schedule that I am allocate to. I believe in self help, development and empowerment to oneself first before one EARNS the RIGHTS to share and educate others. Constantly surround yourself with successful people because you will learn to be like them. Choose your friends wisely and you wouldn't want to waste any more precious time as time waits no man(base on many past experience). Spend your time wisely because its irreversable.........

Brother Ken I like to acknowledge you for being so dynamic speaking up there. You have so much in you that you want to give and I believe you can add so much value to your participants! Well done and yes, you are truly bless. I wish you and your family loving, happiness and great health. Take care brother.

'Burner to share'

2007-05-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

As I was flipping the paper while preparing the package, I came across one of the client year of birth -1931. Now he is 76 years old. At this age , he stills apply for IB with our bank and think about this, what will you be doing when you reach this age? Where will you be? Is your dream fufilled? Have you live your life to the fullest and exactly the way you want to be? Answer is dun know of cos. Who knows whether will we be still alive after this day forward. What will it be like to open up your eyes each day you wake up to a brand new day? Gratitude of cos! I mean how many people wish to live a life they truly want, not many and what do they do? Lay blame, justifying, reasoning all sort of stuffs that can defence their strong point. They forget that living life is already the best thing that could ever happen! Tell yourself 'I AM ALIVE' and thats the way it is. Live every moment as if its your last and tell me what are you gonna to do if today is your last day? What are the things that you have not done and go do it! If not NOW then WHEN? Never live with regret and JUST DO IT!!! Action beats inaction! Live your dreams because dreams do come true if you truly believe in it! One last thing, 'Sleep is for dreaming and being awake is for LIVING YOUR DREAMS!!!' Start waking up now to a brand new day!!!

With abundance of love to everyone...

Pertubation!

2007-05-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

Whoosh........Thank You CIF 4432. You have been a good master to me. Also thank you for allowing me to speak up (If You do that one more time, I WILL BREAK BOTH YOUR LEGS!!!)! The following call became so much better. I guess in life, one must learn to Speak Up before the others climb over your head. Thank you again Master. Great Learning experience...