It was a year of growth right from the very beginning of 2010, where 'drama' happened between dad and mum at home, relationship with good friends and working with my ex-boss.
Lets examine my family part as they are the most important factors in my life. My dad, a great honest man with gracious heart and steel of gold. He is very generous and has created certain strategy in his working life that results in a certain behavior which leads t his actions and results in his life in finances, relationships and health. His constant behavior with money has absolutely created a huge gap between him and mum. Mum has been supporting but not aware of the consequences. Dad misused again and again resulting in many quarrel and argument over house and money. Why? He is a risk taker! He takes risk with money just like gambling. He always thinks there was a back-up and did not calculate the risk until millions are lost and not recovered. He turns to mum again and yet never repented until recently he went for ops to remove the cancer part that have shooken him quite a little to get back up again but still certain habits area inevitable and patterns will still come out. However who to say he is wrong or imperfect. We and me too. Our family has been relying on one another for support, constantly inter-dependent on one another and expect each to perform and bring results. What is this? Why? Family structure and brought up. In the last quarter of 2010 I was faced with the TRUTH about me and my behavior. Since ITP, ULC, mastermind group, teammates and family.
I was too pampered, too dependent on family and team that I just sit back and overlook! It sucks and that brought my energy down alot. Confident and self-esteem was very low and small suddenly. Feeling very very sad and pessimist about life. Listened to AR audio, read books but still could not get high up.
But the only person who was with me till the end is Cindy Yap, my lover my partner, my best friend, my everything in life! She is the love and darling of my life.
She brought me to church and have so much faith in God Jesus and me that I will turn around. God never give up on me and so is Cindy. All I have now is my life and time and living in this planet earth is a bonus and gift. I have been 'Thinking" alot, so much so that I did not ACT! I believe that I am here for a purpose and the purpose is strong for me to live on in this planet to Serve, Lead and Inspire the world and humanities. I can do this and I will succeed. I will always practice MASTERY every seconds of my live in ALL Areas - Finances, Body, Career - Sales, Leadership, Relationships, Time, Hobbies - Aikido, Photography, Guitar and Education to improve to Excellence each and every step of my way upwards. I Can Do this! I AM!
Year 2011 is a year of Miracle and I am walking into this year with FAITH and GLORY. I CAN DO ANYTHING IN THE NAME OF GOD WHO STRENGTHEN ME. I will overcome and conquer all odds and obstacles. Business opportunities will flow in abundantly and deals will be close confidently with cash flows into our companies with unlimited amount and values will be created relentlessly to the clients, man-kind and the world.
All this will happen and I believe in myself, teammates and family and GOD above. Lets make 2011 my year where SUCCESS is BREED and failure is tarnished. I will make this year my year of SUCCESS, HAPPINESS and MIRACLES. Thank you Blog, thank You GOD and THANK YOU DENNIS for your COURAGE. I LOVE ME!!! : )
