Photographer Amos - My Mentor

Yesterday was a very fruitful day. I had lunch with my boss and his wife at Boon Keng coffeeshop for the so call well known 'Bak Kuh Teh' but to be honest so so only la. Anyhow, we went to office and did some stuffs.

Later in the noon, I met my SCG sister Sylvia together with Amos for our first photographing session. My first instinct was we will get started by snapping photographs but according to Amos, we must know what is 'Photograhing' first before we even hands on the camera. He shared many insights and philosophy on the theory part. We spent more than an hour and wrote down notes as well. Never did I know this Art has so much insights to it. The best discussion was when he shared that we must have connection with the camera it self. The lens, body, ISO and etc all work as one unit together with our hands and fingers to capture the beautiful scene/people outside this little box. The most important thing in photography is none other than just 'light reflection' which is the most difficult concept you can master. I will share more when I reach that level. We then took off to Raffles place area and took a few pictures of buildings, moving cars and people. We really enjoyed the session alot as we walked and snapped. Will keep you posted on my skill : )

Dear Amos, I like to take this opportunity to thank you for your willingness and faith in me to teach and impact your skills without any charges or condition and in fact you even offered me to be your assistant. I promise I will put in effort and time in mastering this Art. On behalf on Sylvia as well, we thank you for time and patience. Look forward to the second session with you.

Visit Amos website @ http://www.reflection.sg/ for more details.

A moment wth Felicia Chin (Vitagen)

It was a moment that requires courage. I went through a one min of 'rebirthing breathing' before I strolled down to the music junction CD shop. This was how it went...

Dennis: 'Hi, I am Dennis, you are?'
Felicia: 'Hi, I am Felicia.'
Dennis: 'Are you that TCS Felicia?'
Felicia: 'Yes, I am (nodding her head with the most beautiful and sweetest smile one can ever see).'
Dennis: 'WOW, ok.' Here comes the question - 'Can I invite you for lunch?'

Guess what??? No la.... hahaha

Felicia: 'Erm...giggling...saying NO very 'sorryingly' and thats the BEST NO ever I heard from a lady!!!!'
Dennis: 'Cool, thank you for saying NO and thank you for being in the conversation with me.'
(Felicia smiling happily and listening attentively) Guess what next? I told wher 'WHAT I FEEL LIKE SAYING wor' haha...of cos what I said I will only shared when you my brothers and sisters ask me in person la.

The ending part was the best....
Dennis: 'Felica, thank you for the REJECTION'
Felicia: 'No la...I dun mean to...sorry....'
Dennis: (Smiling la).....Its because of your rejection that allows this conversation to prolong longer. I am honor to speak to you in person and to be in your presence and I hope I will be able to invite you for lunch one day. Great meeting you Felicia (Stretch out my hand for a hand shake).
Felicia: 'Thank you Dennis (she doubled confirmed if my name is Dennis, haha..I planted a seed in her liao) great meeting you!'
Dennis: 'Take care and catch up soon.'
Felicia: (Sweetest bye one could ever imagine)....

Wow, that was the moment with Felicia Chin. I told myself this that this moment its either I go and tell her WIFLS or NEVER. I choose YES and I never regret. How many times in life when you knew that you should have done it but never and ends up feeling dejected and full of regret! I told myself that this will never ever happen to me again and there I was, fulfilling my honor. Thank you me!

The luncheon thingy is just a stepping stone but ultimately my goal was to have a short chat with her and I DID IT!!! haha...Thank you Felicia for that moment and indeed you are a beauty. I am bless and honor!I will meet up with you for lunch ONE DAY! Stay tune readers.... : )

Soar like an Eagle, Humble like a Butterfly!!!

May 23rd, Wednesday. I am back to office after a day MC. As usual, have breakfast and checking mail at the same time. While enjoying and munching my meehoon in my mouth, my jaw dropped! What upz man....I was being approached by Singapore/Malaysia second person in charge to join their team as a Assistant Relationship Manager (ARM). Wow!!! What a big news after returning back from MC! This is the email she sent :

_____________________________________________
From: L. J.
Sent: 21 May 2007 17:15
To: Tan, Dennis
Subject: ARM opportunity
Hi Dennis
It was great to finally meet you and thanks for your kind help.
I briefly spoke about you to my boss - Ms J.K. that you may pose a potential candidate for ARM position in our SIN/Malaysia team.
She is keen to see you and explore.
So if you are keen, you may drop her an email to introduce yourself.
All the best.
Best regards
J.

This email serve as a booster and some certainly for me to stay on in this career with my bank. Never have I thought that I am approached by someone so reputable in the bank to join their team. I am honor. Like I shared with Joe and SinYan that this job for me is still in a 'experiencing mode' and I am still learning everyday. There were many challenges and obstacles everyday and to certain point of time I really feel like this job is not for me. Like I shared in my earlier blog on 'Clarity Leads to Power' which this sentence had contributed tremendously in my work and upon applying, everything falls in place. Now I am working towards it to 'Earn the Rights' to be a ARM. Ultimately I never know where I will end up and I believe everything happens for a reason at this point of time and I am definitely gonna 'Soar like an Eagle and stay Humble like a Butterfly'! Keep a look out for me and shall keep you posted!

Unwell yet Feeling Bless

I have always been fit and this round, I am caught with flu,cough and fever. No lay blame or justification and I accepted that I am unwell. Staying at home really feels good. I have not been sleeping for such a long time. Slept almost 18 hours. Each time I am awake, I am blessed with cooked fish/meat porridge. This afternoon my maid cooked me meat porridge and as I was having my lunch half way, another container of fish porridge came delievered to me! My maid told me someone came by and passed to her and have her to pass to me. The mysterious person left without a word! I was shocked and yet surprised. NEVER ever someone has done that for me! I knew who that person is. If you are reading my blog now, I want to you to know that I am very grateful to have you as my friend. I want to thank you for being there for me and I am very blessed to have you in my life. I Love You my dear friend. Thank you.

After lunch, what else? Back to bed lah...the cough medicine made me drowsy... Upon waking up, its time for dinner and there it was, my mum's favourite cooking dish-FISH PORRIDGE!!! I am blessed with fish again ... She took care of me and kissed my hand, asked me to take good care of myself. I feel so love. Thank you Mummy, you are the BEST! Muacks...

Thank you to all who loves me so much. I LOVE YOU!!!

P.S : Remember this, even if you feel alone, you always have yourself to be with. You will never be alone as long as you are alive. Stay happy and positive- I AM ALIVE!!!

Joe's Big Day!

It is Bro Joe's birthday. Happy Birthday bro!!Last night was one of Joe's biggest surprise ever. To start off, Joe and his team of helpers were in Pasir Ris secondary school running his actionpreneur program. Part of the SCGs were there and others M&Y grad as well. Only a handful of them were awared that we are gonna throw a party for him and only two were informed last min. One of them said he went 'Jalan Jalan' haha... SinYan and Sylvia were at his place earlier in the noon to start preparing the decoration of his room (Blowing ballons, preparing lightsticks, etc...). Manz, you cannot believe what this two angelz had did for him and for us the SCGs as well. They prepared a gift for Joe, a gift that Joe had always wanted for himself and that is to write a book. They complied what Joe had written over his blog and bind them together to create a real book! How amazing rite? Then the best part is at the back of the book, it printed out our SCGs' testimonals and allowed us to promote and manifest our dreams as well to writing a book. 'Win-Win' for everyone. So I must say this gift is not only to Joe but to everyone fo us! Thank you!!! Second surprise- Andi gave him a bouquet of sunflowers! He reckoned that Joe as a MAN has never ever in his life receive flowers before and there you are Brother Andi. You presented the flowers with love and support! You broke his 'first time'!!!Haha...

The whole plot was well planned and I must acknowledged everyone for their great acting skill, so good that we can smoke through this process for Brother Joe. The best drama part was when Vasu asked Lynn and the rest want to go for dinner and Joe heard it! Saying ok lor, lets ALL go eat together! Wau lau...I believed that part must be damned funny and everyone must be 'rolling eyes with each other'(although I was not there). Second best drama part-They actually took a bus from Bedok to Woodlands...after 3o mins, Vasu asked, 'Are we there yet?' This kept going until 1.5 hours and they finally got a tap to get off the bus and took a cab! Eventually they reached on time before Joe and Jean arrived. Jean also did a great job by delaying Joe from reaching home on time(want to go popular la, supermarket and blag balg..) Great job sis!!!

Joe, finally let it go and have his tears flowed out like the'hudson river' and that moment laterally made me cried too. Its not about the gift or flower or even the cake, its the LOVE and SUPPORT in this group of friends that we had found for one another. Its a great beginning of this amazing journey and will last forever and ever! Never and I dare to say that anyone of us can ever find such a gang of friends outside this SCGs. This group is so synergise and complete together as a whole and we built this together as ONE!

Thank you SinYan, Sylvia, Lynn, Jean, Yvonne, Lilian and Adelene (Overseas),Auntie(for contributing the WOW), Uncle, Vasu, Bryon,Andi, Andrew,Kok Leong, Joseph for being there. You ladies and gentlemen rock! Love you lots! Thank you and thannk you!!!

With abundance of love and support!!!!

Sharings at kallang.

I am very blessed to have two angelz with me at Kallang last night. We spent our night together sitting along the calm and quiet river. Its a very peaceful environment (except the opposite cosy bay soccer fans who shout' goallllll', anw, Chelsea 1 Man U 0, YES) and we had many sharings. The night drag for about an hour plus before I actually started what I really felt like saying. I shared with them what I had been through over the past one week. They listened attentively and I went on and on and on. The whole process was amazing as they witnessed many sides of me. They knew that I am not 100% 'Letting Go' and YES its true. Like one of the angelz said,"Do not purposely create an environment just to complete because its a 'force' situation and the end results does not help to complete and all'. The other angelz said ' Be True to Yourself, its ok to feel what you are feeling'. That lifted me up. I realized I had been denying and finding replacement happiness to avoid my sadness. She then said 'Its worst when you go back home, alone and still feeling sad even though I had just completed a very happy outing, that kind of feeling is very scary and suffering'. Thats what I had felt before. This two angelz really went through and experienced it, therefore shared with me deeply this process and how they felt then. Thank you for this awareness.

As they said, I am a natural leader and I got to find my passion and people will ultimately follow. I am very motivated when you said that. You brought me to another level of awareness again. Thank you! : ) 'Be true to yourself' is the one sentence I brought home with me till this moment now I am still very attached to this sentence. Isn't it true for one to be true to oneself? I believe happiness lies within us and if we can't find happiness within, then how can we give happiness?
Thank you Sylvia and SinYan. I Love you both : )

Yours Sincerely,
Dennis

Completion of EAP 24

What a day it was in the business opportunity trade fair! The booth, the energy, the entrepreneurs and participants, they were all amazing! This is my first time ever involved in such environment. I must say that it was truly well-done!!! Never did I know I had missed out so much in this part of the world, witnessing many wonders and joy. Thank you EAP, you are Dynamically Awesome!

SinYan and Sylvia, well done in the logistics! You gals are tough yet fun to be. Without your commitment and passion to make this a successful trade fair, it will never be as great as it is. For that, please give yourself a hand!(Applause leh....real one ok, I am clapping!!!!)

Thank you the creator of this EAP, Jerome and Wendy. You two rockssss! Words is never enough to thank you two, my mentors. I am committed to come back every EAP to give what I can give to value add the participants. Rest assure I will play full out 100% to help in your upcoming seminars! One last thing to Wendy, THANK YOU for allowing me end the business trade with this announcement.,"Good evening ladies and gentlemen, the business trade fair is now offically over. We want to thank you for coming and we are looking forward to seeing you again in the future" Saying that now is easy BUT when you are saying it in such an environment, man...you got to do it to believe it! Its a amazing process and distinction that I had learned!!! Thank you Wendy! Also, thank you for allowing me to participate in the last game of EAP. I really really learned alot from that one game. Thank you.Muacks...

Well done EAP! See you in July 21st and 22nd (weekend). To know more, log on to www.exec-directions.com
Yours truly....

Clarity leads to POWER!!! Part 3

Today 18th May, I met up with Joe. We had lunch together at PS food court and the meal was really awesome and yummy. Thank you auntie for the great grilling skills. We then proceeded to Starbucks for coffee and we love Starbucks because that was where we first started our first meeting and our goal is to set up a business that is as booming like Starbucks! So, way to go!!! Ordering drinks at the counter was really damn funny. As you know, Starbucks has three sizes, namely 'Tall' 'Grande' and forgot the third size. Anw, cashier asked, "What size you want?" I said 'Tallest' (Where got tallest one). She was stunned for a second and Joe was smiling to himself. So I placed my order 'Grande'. Second qn, "With or without whip cream?" I answered "Give me five mins to think" (Behind long queue crowd was getting pertubated). Of cos, I said no whip cream within 10 seconds la. Third qn, this time by me, "Any discount?" and again she stunned for that 10 seconds, in a state where she cannot made decision and was lost(hahaha...). She finally said no discount BUT next time I go find her for second round of coffee she will give me discount(hahaha...). So sweet right!!! Fourth and final qn, 'What is your name ar?" She smiled so happily and told me her name(hahaha..)!!! Joe and I walked off saying Thank you very much and went to collect our drinks. As you know there is 'Dormant precessional effect' (new distinction term by SinYan), the drinks maker lady also stunned. First she make the wrong drink for us and second she put the whip cream on top. Joe then blame me for disturbing the first lady who is the cashier and that leads the team into a state of blurness...(hahaha..) fun fun fun!!! Thank you Starbucks for all this wonder short and fun drama! Will see you soon again!!!

Sharing with Joe is a wonderful experience for me. I shared with him the happenings over the past week. He listened attentively and he knows when you are telling story, justifying or even laying blame. After 45 mins of my sharings, he began to speak. The best thing in this communication is this- he will lead you slowly with the M&Y flipcharts that we learned and start sharng about it. Then slowly we move towards to the MAIN flipchart that he wants me to realize and take home before we go our own way. We chat and chat, discuss and discuss. Finally I said 'CLARITY'! Thats it! "Clarity leads to...??? POWER!!!!" This clarity in me has not been idenfied. Been denying and under power! Wow, that really answers everything to my queries in my work place. Clarity leads to Power. As long as yoo are sure of what you are doing, the power will always be there. Keeping ASKING and DOING and that leads to POWER!!!! Tonight is a great Distinction for me. Brother, Thank You for your sharing. I will keep in mind this distinctive flipchart you had shared with me today. Will keep you posted on my Power!!!

After the session with Joe, YiMing came and joined him as they have an appoinment. I execused myself and join the lovely three angelzzz. I missed them so much and finally can see them. Helped them up with the setting of the EAP business fair. I must say you three ladies had done a fantastic job! Well done girls!

Along the night I had many fun with them. Disturbing SinYan's hair la, resting my arms on their shoulders la, suan-ing Jean and etc...Then Sylvia asked me "Dennis, are you releasing to us? Followed by What you feel like saying?" Wau lau...laugh like mad. Today they saw a different side of me. Naughty and yet fun. Thank you angelzzz for tolerating my nonsense. I am just merely having fun and I believed you gals had enjoying too right? hahaha...Anyhow, thank you for being there for me. Look forward to see you all tomorrow.

After setting up we went to meet up with Joe and YiMing again. We went to Long John Sliver and had another sharings of jokes. This time, meaner jokes as Joe was there to share more nasty stories. Thank you Joe. You have opened up more now! So much fun, laughter and happiness!!! The night ends well and each of us went seperate ways. I took the same train with Sylvia as we are moving towards northeast side.

Wow, what a night it is till this moment now I am still very joyful! Great distinctions, great company of friends and great Universe! I am Complete!!! Thank you!

Thats What I feel Like Saying........

Back to my Sharings, part 2

Continue from the last blog, WIFLS is --- As the weekend came (12th May Saturday), I met up with her. We went to a quiet yet beautiful place for dinner. We shared many happenings over the week while enjoying the dinner as well. We just did not go to the 'Topic' as I thought this will be the best time to 'COMPLETE' and little did I know that it turns out to be just another normal date. I dropped her home and I felt so incomplete and lost. That was the night that starts my first emotion-confusion. Hold it, did not share and carry this feelings with me everywhere I went. As I was in such a state, I was not in present moment many times and had a few 'drama' in my work place. It begins to build up anger and self disappointment. Why this , why that? I was very unhappy with myself. I was in a state of almost bursting into tears and yet another side of me keep me going. Two voices, basically I choose the voice that helps me and you can call it the Angel's voice or whatsoever. I stay on and on. Yet,still, it came more and worse. I begin to realized I am really 'losing' her and deep in me,I felt really upset because I felt this is not the way to end it. This emotion-sadness, drag me even 'lower'. The next day, my team leader call me up for a meeting. 'Dennis, what happened to you? Where is your spirit, focus and concentration? Where was that Dennis?' 'What happen!!!'??? She clamins. no justification or lay blame. I admitted defeatedly and yet knowing what I have to do next. For this I want to acknowledged my Team Leader for waking me up! Like I learned in M&Y, she is demonstrating provocability and I appreciated that. She knows that I have a 'CAN DO' attitude and she wants to see me evolve. Thank you sis!

That night I went home (16th May Wednesday) and did some soul searching. I thanked my sister for being there to listen what I had shared and she had contributed her sharings to me as well that had also woke me up from that moment on. Thanks sis. I Love YOU. Also another dear friend of mine who had been with me in this journey. That you and you know who you are. I am grateful for your time and beingness with me. Thank you. Love you too.

The following day, I started work at 9am and it was the BEST day so far in my work place after working for almost 3 months. I had performed well enough for myself to know that I have the right attitude and mindset towards work. Thank you Dennis!!! I need no explain to everyone how I felt about my performance and I know deep in me, I did it : )

Its a wake up call for me and along the journey, there bound to be challenges and obstacles. Its not the number of times you fall but its the number of time you climb up. Learn from mistakes and EVOLVE to soar like en Eagle!

To be continue...

I am Back! Part 1

What I Feel Like Saying is THANK YOU ALL who have been viewing my blog continously and have been waiting patiently and supporting me despite no updates from me. Now that I am back, I promise I will give a full detail of WIFLS and shall continue my journey with you and my dear blog. Thank you for embarking this journey with me. ALright, lets go...........

Its been more than a week since I last update my blog and during this one week plus, I have been through many emotions ride, love, disappoinment, sad, anger, pertubate, all sort and you name it I got it! Why? Maybe its some blockage that has been building up and holding me. I will talk more about this later.

First thing first, lets go as far back as 10th May, last Thursday which was our SCG 4th gathering! Whats the occassion? We were there to celebrated our Queen's birthday Adelene Bek!!! Wow...how??? Thanks to ALL the SCGs who had plan this session 2 weeks before the actual day. Along the journey of 'smoking' Adelene's constant questioning (due to my carelessness in putting the title on my MSN that there is a gathering on May 10th that prompt her excitement to ask us whats going on), Joe and I had been telling her 'Story' to avoid her qns. Its really fun to keep her in the loop and yet we have so much happenings and fun over our side preparing such a big suprise for her! The moment came when we gathered at cineleisure K-Box to call her using Joe's mobile and view cam over SinYan's laptop for her to see us( btw, she is in Canda). Goosh, she was shocked and surprised. And wait, you think this was it? She received a bigger suprise from us and that is the “Drama Kingdom of Singapore” (DKSG). If you had seen Adelene's blog, you would have discover the story of the 'Godmother' and the fairy tale. Dear Adelene, Happy Birthday again after so long ar.... She bursted into tears as she could not hold back (haha..we make her weep again, SUCCESS!!!). My Dear Adelene, we miss you dearly and look forward to seeing you in July : )

We continued chatting with her over MSN and at the meantime, the SCG singers present themselves. Andi, great vocal and thank you for your entertaining of songs. Lilian, after being part of 'S.H.E.' (Singapore version) she has retired to assume the role as a 'ejector'. Thanks Lilian!!! Lynn, out of comfort zone, too comfortable that she sings some hokkien version..wau lau sis, I didn't know you can singggggggggg soooooooo welllllllllll arrrrrr..........(You know what I mean), anyway a great breakthrough for you, congrats!!! Joe and Sylvia, wau lau....your 'Ni Zhui Zhen Gu'i....Super xia....but not complete as the last part of the song, their eye contact desperse as Sylvia was rolling her eyes 45 degreee left side upwards visualizing Kok Leong la of cos....that sight ar..wau lau we laugh like mad. Thanks for that! I must say Sylvia you are really a good singer and must keep up your "HIGH V"(Voice) our 6th DISCBV profile and adding on... As for 'B' I think you all should know la har haha... Jean, thank you for your breakthrough as well as you sang quite a number of songs. Very smoothing and nice. Thank you. SinYan, a very sincere and lovley voice. I really enjoyed your singing session. Thank you. As for brother Vasu, what can I say??? Super sporting and super on the ball. Thank you for being there to listen to us despite you can only feel the essence of the love songs we sing. Oh ya, the Jacky Cheung song..remembered? Have you manage to sianz any cantonese chicks?hahaha...

The night falls and we had our completion dinner 'Korean food' finally at Le Meriden hotel at Somerset. Its really great authentic Korean food and even the cashier auntie and chefs are all Korean. Power man. Its was really a great outing! Thank you SinYan and Sylvia for designing the card and taking out time and effort for decorating it. You gals are the Best! Love you two and of cos the SCGs, I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!! Muacks..........

Stay Tune!

I will be back with a vengence!

Stay Tune!

Love you all!

Super Hyper Charge Up!!!

Time now 3.18am in my quiet yet noisy office. Why quiet? Beause I am in the mid night shift and basically there is no one! Noisy? Of cos, I and me having a really fun time. Why? Hearing to these money and you song brought me great hyper memories. Also I will meeting up the SCG later. Wau lau...cannot wait man!!! Super charge now. Better slow down my energy and get some nap first before charging later.

Putting that aside, I herby pray that my mum heal quickly as she is not feeling well since she was back from Japan. Lets' heal her together and I strongly believe my friends who read this now is already in the process of healing her especially those who believe strongly in angels. You had influenced me greatly and I believe they are there to guide and heal when in need. Thank you my friends. Mum, you will be back to your manjong, dancing, KTV when you are awake! So lets go earn some passive income through manjong... Haha...Whoosshhh........Love You Mum! Muacks...

Empower, Inspire, Motivate

Feeling Pump? You are damn right I AM! Empower, Inspire, Motivate is what I AM FEELING NOW. Looks like I am ALL- READY to Move!!! Enough of whining or justifying. Moving on UP!!! Yes! Can feel the gust of energy filling me now! What am I waiting for, Lets GO!!!

Decision

You know we love each other deeply! We had many challenges being together and the cycle kept repeating. At this point of time there is no ego attach, no MCP, no right or wrong and no nothing. ALL FEELINGAS ARE EQUAL. Perhaps LOVE is too big of a word to understand or even feel. I dun know or maybe I already know the answer? A decision which has to be make and whats next after this decision is make? Does it mean its complete? Are we willing to give ourselves another chance to move on? For things to change, 1st I MUST CHANGE! Are we changing or finding resolution? Am I empowering you and vice versa? Are we willing to support each other 100%? Thinking........

Anthony Robbins- "Its in the moment of decision that your destiny is shaped"

WIFLS

Why am I always in teary eyes? Is it because of the love that I felt so strongly within? I am truly blessed from moments to moments, meeting friends and masters who are out there to share with me their joy, love, happiness, their million dollar ideas, experience and challenges. I am constantly put in such an environment weekly despite the heavy work load and shift schedule that I am allocate to. I believe in self help, development and empowerment to oneself first before one EARNS the RIGHTS to share and educate others. Constantly surround yourself with successful people because you will learn to be like them. Choose your friends wisely and you wouldn't want to waste any more precious time as time waits no man(base on many past experience). Spend your time wisely because its irreversable.........

Brother Ken I like to acknowledge you for being so dynamic speaking up there. You have so much in you that you want to give and I believe you can add so much value to your participants! Well done and yes, you are truly bless. I wish you and your family loving, happiness and great health. Take care brother.

'Burner to share'

As I was flipping the paper while preparing the package, I came across one of the client year of birth -1931. Now he is 76 years old. At this age , he stills apply for IB with our bank and think about this, what will you be doing when you reach this age? Where will you be? Is your dream fufilled? Have you live your life to the fullest and exactly the way you want to be? Answer is dun know of cos. Who knows whether will we be still alive after this day forward. What will it be like to open up your eyes each day you wake up to a brand new day? Gratitude of cos! I mean how many people wish to live a life they truly want, not many and what do they do? Lay blame, justifying, reasoning all sort of stuffs that can defence their strong point. They forget that living life is already the best thing that could ever happen! Tell yourself 'I AM ALIVE' and thats the way it is. Live every moment as if its your last and tell me what are you gonna to do if today is your last day? What are the things that you have not done and go do it! If not NOW then WHEN? Never live with regret and JUST DO IT!!! Action beats inaction! Live your dreams because dreams do come true if you truly believe in it! One last thing, 'Sleep is for dreaming and being awake is for LIVING YOUR DREAMS!!!' Start waking up now to a brand new day!!!

With abundance of love to everyone...

Pertubation!

Whoosh........Thank You CIF 4432. You have been a good master to me. Also thank you for allowing me to speak up (If You do that one more time, I WILL BREAK BOTH YOUR LEGS!!!)! The following call became so much better. I guess in life, one must learn to Speak Up before the others climb over your head. Thank you again Master. Great Learning experience...

Awesome Wednesday!!!

Thank You my dear friend for being there for me. You have out perform anyone that I have met and you really honored your words and loyalty to our friendship. I am very lucky and very bless to have you. Thank you for being there and I believe its another level of friendship for us now : ) Great completion!!! Hurray........

Ok, WIFLS is....Its been a real real great awesome day. Had lunch with my friend at IP (Jap food). The food is alright, most importantly is the company. After lunch, we went up to ED office and the sight, essence, environment and people brought me back to where I was in 2003 April. That was where I am out of my past and began to step forward into LIFE. I was so lift up and soooooo happy when I was up in the office. Met many good friends and got to know two frens, Richelle and Aaron(A new hired employee today May 3rd). Richelle, I must acknowledge you for such a great introduction of the speaker to the stage, well done and you are really humble! Aaron, a young chap and well kept clean look. According to Sylvia, he is that kind 'Man no bad, woman no love' category (Direct translation from Chinese : ) So I asked, 'are you that kind of woman then?' She replied 'NO LAH, LOOK AT MY HUBBY KOK LEONG!!!' Haha...thats the distinction : ) I must say that Aaron, you are like a caterpillar being planted in the ED 'grilling' environment (Key in database la, arrow la and others tekan-ing but these are the starting platform to a successful man and dun forget all ED staffs are WOMAN...haha...you bring LIFE to them and of cos not forgetting every successful man has a supporting woman behind and in this case you do not have one but plenty and abudance of women, so BLESS RIGHT!!!) and just waiting to transform into a butterfly. I see myself in you when I was at your age. And trust me, you can 'go there', and now only time and faith can bring you to that point. Congratulations Aaron in choosing this path. Nothing happen by accident and that you have a reason to be here in ED. Keep the faith going buddy!

The next distinction is when Wendy was speaking on the stage. She said this "How long will it take for an employee to be a millionaire?" That struck me. Yes, how long? Many individuals has different ans to that. As for myself, I know the answer to the question base on my opinion. Do you? Am I feeling comfortable where I am now? Feeling safe becos of the monthly paycheck? Scarcity of not being able to 'live' in the 'real world'? Think think think think think........

Think is the hardest thing, thats why few people engage in it. Thats the distinction for today. Keep Thinking : ) !

Thank you. Thats WIFLS.

God bless!!!

'Heavy'

WIFLS is I am feeling 'heavy'. I do not know how to describe this feeling. Many things came to my mind and I am not my 100%. Its a mirror image I could see. I am very tired and yet want to keep going. I do not know why am I here and what am I doing! I just need someone to talk to now! ok...whooooshhhh.......

The SCG night!

Again and again and again we demonstrate the essence of JOY, LOVE and TRUST. We are the SCG (Sweet Crazy Gang). Thanks to Adelene who named us this sweet name. Last night or in fact this morning (midnight) was our fourth gathering. We met and gather at Machperson Kopitiam for some food followed by purchasing some snacks from 7-11 and back to my house. We had so much laughter after audio call with Adelene on MSN. Can feel that she really misses us and we miss you too : ) The night then started with 'Kung Fu Hustle' dvd and that even sink in deeper joy and laughter. We laughed so hard and even Vasu, the only non-Chinese can feel the essence from the movie. So much fun and laughter. End of movie, back to chatting and once again in a room with safe people and safe space, we can say anything out of us safely in this loving environment, we keep going and going and going.......chat and chat until its time for Roti Prata. Left my home to Bendemer and stayed till an hour or so. After dropping a few of my buddies back home, we went back to my place and continued the fun with playstation 2! And finally we slept and I was told that after 'rebirthing', my breathing became even "louder and clearer"....really blessed to have frens who tell me the total truth with COMPASSION. Thank you ar...

To All SCG, I Love you guys and gals and lets keep this energy going around. Thank you for everything!

Well done buddy!!!

I must acknowledge my brother Kevin for his action. You done it brother! After years of not on the track, you actually ran almost 4km. Wow... : ) We will jog more often. Look forward to the next session.

~COURAGE= Doubt+Commitment+Action~

Take any mistake as a learning experience and whoosh off without clinging on it. It does not help you in the next "NOW" moment towards your next objective or goal. Use every learning experiene as an opportunity and as a reminder to improve oneself. My boss mentioned the word doubt and that reminds me of the flipchart ~COURAGE= Doubt+Commitment+Action~. I respect his courage decision and he will be assure that this doubt is a positive reinforcement because he will see more than what he wish to see. Without SHADOW of A DOUBT, ~PERTUBATION~ is born and so does ~FOR THINGS TO CHANGE FIRST I MUST CHANGE~ came along the picture. Watch out for the changes boss!!! Have a great trip to Dubai!!!

Acknowlegdement

My friend, thank you for starting to return my money. This is a good start and I must acknowledge you for keeping your words despite many disappoinment and rejection. This shows that you still value this friendship of ours. I had some doubt initially as you know you have kept me in the loop many many times until today I see a diiferent you. I know you are facing the ultimate challenges of your life and you got to keep the faith going. As long as you never give up, I will never give up on you as I still honored my words when I first spoke to you. So keep going 100% and I believe you will make it! Take care and keep in touch.

A great start of the day...

The day started when I first opened my eyes. Could hear the drizzling and cosy rain showering outside my window with love and peace. Walking towards the train station could feel the gust of wind running through my face...Whao....life is so peaceful. Stuffing the ipod into my ears and the song just played 'What a feeling' by flashdance. Memories and sight of M&Y kept flashing through my mind. Manz can't wait to return in July!!! Although the past two days I slept only 8 hours in total, I am still filled with strength and energy and I constantly tell myself that this is the preparation for BSE and well....we shall see. Tonight is the fouth meeting of the SCG and location MY HOUSE...hahaha...luckily my family is already on the way to Japan...leaving the house to my care(hopefully). Very look forward to tonight meeting : ) and to the world, have a most awesome day!!!

Love always...