Back to work again! Have been preparing the IB packages non stop till now, over 2 hours of 'C' ness and patience and I enjoyed it….not felt so efficient for a while : ) I believe I will miss this team of mine a lot. They are one of the most efficient and tedious workers I have come across. No doubt sometimes there are political acts among them but I do believe they do it for a reason and that I hold nothing against them but respect for their individual duties. Something I learn here which is teamwork. Observing and applying what I can learn here over the next couple of weeks is going to enhance me in my next job and business I am in. I am so looking forward to my next destination to add lotsa of values to the team, the company, the people, my business, my family and the universe.
'Ride the horse, hit the train, soar like an eagle!!!'
Friday, August 31, 2007
Friends and Buddies
I realized that friends are just friends and it makes a lot of differences with the meaning BUDDY. When I say buddy, I mean its like probably one drop of blood away to related siblings and sometimes it might be even closer, but of cos with Ah Lynn, we are always very bonded : ) and I treasure my the other 2 buddies a lot. They at all time never fail to be there for me when I needed support, help and even to the extend of them sacrificing their sleep, time, energy and on top of their busy schedule in their job and businesses, they are willing to be there for me and show up! I believe you know who you 2 bugger are. I understand buddyship, I understand closeness, I understand no judgment and most important you 2 and my sister tell me the TTWC! I appreciate each and every of your words. I am never upset, angry, disappointed or disturbed by your words, Thank You in fact : ) Well, I am very grateful to 3 of you and I know that I am safe in this environment, this space to share, to communicate, to act, to play and many many more activities without invalidation.
To the 3 wonders, I strongly and truly believe that four of us will meet our Mr and Mrs Right and that now, we are focusing on our priorities, our life purpose and our family that we are patiently waiting : ) I can visualize that ONE DAY, given time, four of us will sit down 'somewhere' facing the sea, sky and mountains with each of our dream carz parking side by side, dress up with Gucci, Armani, Prada, Boss, holding the latest gadgets (Vertu Phone and H/p Mac notebook), designing our dream board or in fact adding on more stuffs in our dreamboard because we are living it and discussing our passive income biz with M&Y contexts and celebrate our victory! Then down the road 4 of our partners walk down the path and join us in the fun and chats. Wahaha…can see or not? I can even feel it now. I am looking forward to the day when we are 'up' there and rising. Lets push one another. Together we rise, oneness we soar!!!
What done in the past will only make me stronger and clearer. I understand why friends are really just friends (my dad had shared with me before but I refused to listen) and that we can only connect with each other on the surface only, not deep within EVEN though we were ONCE so-call best of brothers and sisters but well, when come to money, drama, crisis, things will turn out sour and major impact - WHY? Because I put in time, effort, energy and trust that turns out to be a disaster instead. Showing the loving, kind and vulnerable side of me only allows me to be 'attack' and m&y context 'X' by them and becos of the strong principles that I learned in m&y that I dun blame or justify but take responsible and that I am so hurt and swallow down the pain with sorrow. Guess what, I am really Happy because I know the truth about them and also precaution in future. At the end of the day, I AM ALIVE-Celine Dion and not only this, my family and I are getting stronger and stronger, my buddies and I are getting more and more connected, I am attracting many many light minded friends and am in a very positive environment. I am very bless and HAPPY at this moment. Can't wide the smile of me. There is always another side of the coin that I can look at and these are the positive reinforcement that drive me forward. I can't wait for every moment to come, because I am going to live it, play it and DO IT! Thank you!!!
To the 3 wonders, I strongly and truly believe that four of us will meet our Mr and Mrs Right and that now, we are focusing on our priorities, our life purpose and our family that we are patiently waiting : ) I can visualize that ONE DAY, given time, four of us will sit down 'somewhere' facing the sea, sky and mountains with each of our dream carz parking side by side, dress up with Gucci, Armani, Prada, Boss, holding the latest gadgets (Vertu Phone and H/p Mac notebook), designing our dream board or in fact adding on more stuffs in our dreamboard because we are living it and discussing our passive income biz with M&Y contexts and celebrate our victory! Then down the road 4 of our partners walk down the path and join us in the fun and chats. Wahaha…can see or not? I can even feel it now. I am looking forward to the day when we are 'up' there and rising. Lets push one another. Together we rise, oneness we soar!!!
What done in the past will only make me stronger and clearer. I understand why friends are really just friends (my dad had shared with me before but I refused to listen) and that we can only connect with each other on the surface only, not deep within EVEN though we were ONCE so-call best of brothers and sisters but well, when come to money, drama, crisis, things will turn out sour and major impact - WHY? Because I put in time, effort, energy and trust that turns out to be a disaster instead. Showing the loving, kind and vulnerable side of me only allows me to be 'attack' and m&y context 'X' by them and becos of the strong principles that I learned in m&y that I dun blame or justify but take responsible and that I am so hurt and swallow down the pain with sorrow. Guess what, I am really Happy because I know the truth about them and also precaution in future. At the end of the day, I AM ALIVE-Celine Dion and not only this, my family and I are getting stronger and stronger, my buddies and I are getting more and more connected, I am attracting many many light minded friends and am in a very positive environment. I am very bless and HAPPY at this moment. Can't wide the smile of me. There is always another side of the coin that I can look at and these are the positive reinforcement that drive me forward. I can't wait for every moment to come, because I am going to live it, play it and DO IT! Thank you!!!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Living Well
I feel great after getting in touch with myself last night. It was magnificent. I am much more focus, align and present now, feeling very light and pleasant feeling. Since yesterday in fact I have been having great moments. My friends sms and called me who I thought they will not or at least for now : ) We spoke quite a bit, feels refreshing and reliving the good time again. Breakfast I had my house kopitiam bee hoon with authentic luncheon meat, egg and roast pork, cheap and delicious. Then met a friend of mine along the road whom she stayed just a stone throw away. We hugged and 'bye' as her bus had approached. Reached office on time, work was fruitful, lunch was yummy (jap noddle soup), Mum's dinner was delicious, herbs with chicken and steam fish…..drooling…...I could even 'smell' it now. Wah…what a Tuesday. Today is equally great as I will be going to EAP to do the intro soon and follow by weights training - Interesting becos I never train in the night before, so this is the first time experience. Well, will see what the future brings and focus on the NOW! Like AR said, 'Everyday I am getting stronger and stronger!' You bet I am!!!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Processing
I am feeling more grounded, at ease and happy for now at least. Last 2 weeks I was down and really down right below. Never thought I can go till this level where pain, truth and enlightenment is revealed. I am a drama man I must admit, attracting all sorts of things into my life - Health, wealth, fitness, career, family, friends, backstabber, 'doubter' shooter, Xsss, trustees ect...Seems to have discover a much deeper self, very scary and very traumatize by all these. Could not sleep, could not eat, could not think, could not feel - NUMB is the word, motionless after emotions of EMOTIONS. Questions were put to me what is the common dominator to all these attractions? I am unsure, lost, confused, and at the same time healing, processing and may get the answer real soon if I make the correct guess. Is this a Mack Truck? How do you define Mack truck, to what ratio, to what scale? How big, how small, how intense, how heavy? Will I get recover after this or choose to beat myself up, immerse into more pain and sorrow? What is on the other side of the coin? - Distinctions, clarity, the truth, the understanding of life in every breath, beingness, power of present, happiness, peace, etc… Bottomline - I AM ALIVE! I am breathing, I am walking, I am thinking, I am healing, I am processing, I am sleeping, I am dreaming, etc…I am so grateful and bless till this moment I am typing.
WIFLS is - Great Spirit, I know deep inside me you are always around to go through with me each and every situation that I am traveling in my life journey. You guided me, perturbated me, ask more of me, watching over me, breaking me down, lifting me up, each and every action goes into reaction from the cause and effect syndrome that makes me realized ME. What can I say except gratification and love. Whatever that is happening right now I am attracting to it. This question was I who put to myself when ALL these happened but you sent an angel that question me and instead of questioning why I attracted all these, ask how to RESOLVE all these NOW! Its not a matter of right or wrong but SOLVE it. This question of attraction still bears at the back of mind and yes I attracted all these but THINK when I am in a more sober clearer mind. Not now! Resolution is the way not compromise. How far do I want the rubber band to stretch? Do I have to snap it to learn? Do I have to burn it, stick it to my skin to feel the intense pain then I will learn? Do I needed that in the first place? NO! Never! That’s why education plays a big part in my life, constantly! Each and every obstacle just makes me stronger and evolve. 'What doesn't kills me makes me stronger'. Now I am thinking and I know that I need that one moment to peel of the wounded onion and continuing peeling until I am 'born' again!
Like I always said - 'Its in the moment of decision that YOUR DESTINY is shaped!' I am shaping now!
That’s WIFLS
WIFLS is - Great Spirit, I know deep inside me you are always around to go through with me each and every situation that I am traveling in my life journey. You guided me, perturbated me, ask more of me, watching over me, breaking me down, lifting me up, each and every action goes into reaction from the cause and effect syndrome that makes me realized ME. What can I say except gratification and love. Whatever that is happening right now I am attracting to it. This question was I who put to myself when ALL these happened but you sent an angel that question me and instead of questioning why I attracted all these, ask how to RESOLVE all these NOW! Its not a matter of right or wrong but SOLVE it. This question of attraction still bears at the back of mind and yes I attracted all these but THINK when I am in a more sober clearer mind. Not now! Resolution is the way not compromise. How far do I want the rubber band to stretch? Do I have to snap it to learn? Do I have to burn it, stick it to my skin to feel the intense pain then I will learn? Do I needed that in the first place? NO! Never! That’s why education plays a big part in my life, constantly! Each and every obstacle just makes me stronger and evolve. 'What doesn't kills me makes me stronger'. Now I am thinking and I know that I need that one moment to peel of the wounded onion and continuing peeling until I am 'born' again!
Like I always said - 'Its in the moment of decision that YOUR DESTINY is shaped!' I am shaping now!
That’s WIFLS
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Another side of the world
This Swiss -German relationship manager came to me and asked why am I so quiet, am I stress?. I always appear to be very positive and happy in the office and for me keeping quiet is pretty unusal (of cos lah, after such 'X' by LC and FF). I looked at him and said I am OK! He smiled and said thats good. Before he went off, he came and said 'Zai Jian t'o me! I said bye back : ) and he requested me to write him the' han yu pin yin' of good-bye. I wroted and he is really happy. Along the way two other RMs followed up and start using all the chinese words. One asked maybe he should learned how to say I Love You in mandrain. Of cos without further ado, I wrote him in han yu pin yin. He was delighted and they started saying to each other, damn funny man. They are going for a drinks now(as you know lah, ang mo) one of them said ok, I will say in tonight at the pub! I *pengz* and laughed all together with them! Well, at least at the end of the day I ended well with positive and happy rich people of our bank! Thank y0u gentlemen!!!
Mind Your Our Business
Breathing was all that I done. Arrows fly straight down to me via emails followed by hard copy. Instructions was to change the execution orders! WTF, I said I know how to do it and was not 100% sure. Got my team leader to assist of cos since the concept is ASK IF NOT SURE!!! She was leaving and stood back just for HER(the bower)! During the process, team leader's hubby kept calling. I wanted to ring him and inform him that she will be down shortly and this bower looked at me with a stern eyes and asked who am I calling as she saw the mobile number I was dialing. I paused and said its ok and her f***ing assumption was I am calling my friend!!! WTF, my intention was to help my team leader to explain her held back and on the other hand this bower was unhappy with me. I did not bother to explain and well why should I need to explain to her looking at her thick cunning brain!!! While amending she was again telling me I should not delay my team leader time as she was already late, pls dun use the phone in this crucial time and blah blah blah.....F***!!! Bower you should just start to do something about yourself first before complaining, nagging or arrowing! Do somereflections mate!!! At the end of the night, got the orders amended! Isnt that better to said it in your professionalism than brag about it! You will remain where you are! You LC (Bower) and FF (Backstabber) are the best best match in the booking center thats why you two were meant to be in the same team. BTW LC in hokkien and FF in English abbervations does not sound polite and of cos its just for this two!!! Wah....good release! At the end of the day, still bless them lah because they will be the one holding such characters and attitude towards life. No wonder they are in the coporate world!!!! Good Luck!!!
Thank you EAP and Friends!
Another awesome day. Had lunch with Clive at Hans. Pretty good food and reasonable price as well. We had great sharings with each other on our side of stories and I guess I learned pretty much about him as a person too. A very soft spoken and shy gentleman and yet dynamically outstanding in the inside. He protrayed a very calm and composed self and glad we have the same frequency and in tune to our great minds.
Today is my first time working hand in hand with Clive. I did my 2nd intro in EAP, 1st was intro Wendy 1 month ago and today Clive. Manz....its so much better than the first time I did it. No doubt I was trembling a little on the stage and I managed to keep my position composed and instead having fun! It was a very very last minute decision from Wendy to command me to go up the stage and intro. I was not ready and caught by surprise, suddenly lost of words and I was given only 5 minutes to rehearse! Felt like I had just been wigged by Wendy! Thankfully SinYan was with me behind the curtain and hear me practising through the process. Thanks my friend :) Well, I did it and Clive acknowledged me on the stage and I received applauses from the audiences! Feels really really good and positive! Thanks buddy!
We taped record down from intro till the end of the preview, cannot wait to see the dvd and learn from it as much as possible. Looks like I really enjoyed each and every process of it : )
cool!!! Meant to be!!! On the final note before i leave, I look at them said 'I LOVE YOU ALL', wow....all the ladies were like smiling away and kisses were flying randomly from them to me. Sooo sooo blessed!!! Thank you !!!
Today is my first time working hand in hand with Clive. I did my 2nd intro in EAP, 1st was intro Wendy 1 month ago and today Clive. Manz....its so much better than the first time I did it. No doubt I was trembling a little on the stage and I managed to keep my position composed and instead having fun! It was a very very last minute decision from Wendy to command me to go up the stage and intro. I was not ready and caught by surprise, suddenly lost of words and I was given only 5 minutes to rehearse! Felt like I had just been wigged by Wendy! Thankfully SinYan was with me behind the curtain and hear me practising through the process. Thanks my friend :) Well, I did it and Clive acknowledged me on the stage and I received applauses from the audiences! Feels really really good and positive! Thanks buddy!
We taped record down from intro till the end of the preview, cannot wait to see the dvd and learn from it as much as possible. Looks like I really enjoyed each and every process of it : )
cool!!! Meant to be!!! On the final note before i leave, I look at them said 'I LOVE YOU ALL', wow....all the ladies were like smiling away and kisses were flying randomly from them to me. Sooo sooo blessed!!! Thank you !!!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
LOVE
Perhaps love is the ans. I dun why am I typing this, probably just feel LOVE, peaceful and harmony within. Many of times I am out of love in a relationship, realising that self love is in place with myself and me. I am never out of love, regardless what happened. Friends, family and the community are always by my side. Without loving them or them loving me, I dun think this will be a fun life to live anymore. Everyone or I should say I need love and strongly believe most of the beings as well. Such a powerful force when one is devoted 100% whole heartedly without any returns(uncondition), despite numerous time of arrows being bowed straight through the body and piercing even the solid heart. Yet, one stood strong, pulling out the injured wound and still love the person regardlessly! Ai shi yong hen!!! This sentence is for my good buddy. You rock and I admire you. I learn heaps of lesson from you and you have taught me what love is. So real, so unconditional, so much love, so forgiving, so EVERYTHING! I guess I have still a long journey to learn what LOVE is all about and you have demonstrate so dearly with full of essence and integrity. I think I am only 1/10 of your level only. Why 1 because at least I am being love, thats 1 point and the rest is learning still.
WIFLS is I am grateful at this moment now to love and being loved. Thank you each and everyone of you out there, be it my friend, stranger or even my 'enemy', I love you all and bless you with all good things. Thank you.
WIFLS is I am grateful at this moment now to love and being loved. Thank you each and everyone of you out there, be it my friend, stranger or even my 'enemy', I love you all and bless you with all good things. Thank you.
Friend's blog.
Was reading my friend's blog and laugh really really hard! Her description is so damn original of her and I can picture the way she said it in person, super super funny. Thanks for the laughter!
Never had such a good laugh after a long time.
Never had such a good laugh after a long time.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Great Tuesday - Part 2
Rise and shine to a very beautiful Tuesday morning. Slept for merely 5 hours, I was awake and went to Toa Payoh for a swim. Under such circumstances, I usually will not drag myself out of bed and do such stuff and I did it! I left the house in a hurry becos I have quite a number of stuffs to do today. Reached my hse bus stop and forgot my goggles! I wasn't angry, instead felt funny about it! Walked home quickly, caught it and zoom....
Using the travelling time to read book is the best leverage of time! I finished almost 15 pages of Harv Eker book and its really productive! Happened to read the topic on not 'blaming' 'justifying' and 'complaining' which happened few minutes ago when I forgot my goggles and neithwer of the above falls on me. How nteresting is it! : )
Hopped into the chilling pool and target was to finish 13 laps slowly and effortlessly becos in the noon I will be heading gym again for weights training. Swam thr all 13 laps and feels really refreshing. Off the pool, went to my house area to buy lunch for my family and sorry mum for not getting yours, never thought you are already awake then, so 'early' for you! Had another round of chat with my parents and luncheon together, this time with essence of happiness.
Got changed and set myself in a warrior mode, getting ready to pump the hell out of my muscles today. Reached the gym hit the bars, pump the blood and crack the mirror. Haha..why crack, feels good mah after training and each time I looked in the mirror, it seems like its gonna crack. Buay tahan.... I had a great training today alone and together with my Harv Eker book to lead me throughout the process.
Well, finally I did some shopping. I bought my hugo boss belt alas. I have been delaying to buy until my friend told me I should change a belt, the skin is tearing off then I finally took action. Being 'C' in this case, the belt in paragon that I like has scratches on it and its the only one left. He ringed up Taka and DFS to check the avaliability. Taka sold out, DFS left 3 pieces and no gurantee they are unscratch as well as he said the plastic to the buckle is torn off. I decided to proceed to DFS. Long walk and its damn hot, esp I am in shirt and pant and an easily perspire man. Alas, I reached and yes the belts were thr and only one is in the best condition and I knew that was meant for me and worth the walk! I bought it and with great service as well, considering its DFS, the sales person were well trained and interesting they are not local and I realised that the foreign workers are always much more dilligent and patience which I give my hat to. Thank you.
Back to office, chat with my boss, done my work and now writing my blog. Feels really good and lively. I have decided to live every moment of my life like the last 2 days, to the fullest and to the max. Maximising every moment to the fullest potential and not waste any time doing nothing! Wow...really utilising and refreshing. Ok , whats next? Continue my 'live' journey!!! : )
Using the travelling time to read book is the best leverage of time! I finished almost 15 pages of Harv Eker book and its really productive! Happened to read the topic on not 'blaming' 'justifying' and 'complaining' which happened few minutes ago when I forgot my goggles and neithwer of the above falls on me. How nteresting is it! : )
Hopped into the chilling pool and target was to finish 13 laps slowly and effortlessly becos in the noon I will be heading gym again for weights training. Swam thr all 13 laps and feels really refreshing. Off the pool, went to my house area to buy lunch for my family and sorry mum for not getting yours, never thought you are already awake then, so 'early' for you! Had another round of chat with my parents and luncheon together, this time with essence of happiness.
Got changed and set myself in a warrior mode, getting ready to pump the hell out of my muscles today. Reached the gym hit the bars, pump the blood and crack the mirror. Haha..why crack, feels good mah after training and each time I looked in the mirror, it seems like its gonna crack. Buay tahan.... I had a great training today alone and together with my Harv Eker book to lead me throughout the process.
Well, finally I did some shopping. I bought my hugo boss belt alas. I have been delaying to buy until my friend told me I should change a belt, the skin is tearing off then I finally took action. Being 'C' in this case, the belt in paragon that I like has scratches on it and its the only one left. He ringed up Taka and DFS to check the avaliability. Taka sold out, DFS left 3 pieces and no gurantee they are unscratch as well as he said the plastic to the buckle is torn off. I decided to proceed to DFS. Long walk and its damn hot, esp I am in shirt and pant and an easily perspire man. Alas, I reached and yes the belts were thr and only one is in the best condition and I knew that was meant for me and worth the walk! I bought it and with great service as well, considering its DFS, the sales person were well trained and interesting they are not local and I realised that the foreign workers are always much more dilligent and patience which I give my hat to. Thank you.
Back to office, chat with my boss, done my work and now writing my blog. Feels really good and lively. I have decided to live every moment of my life like the last 2 days, to the fullest and to the max. Maximising every moment to the fullest potential and not waste any time doing nothing! Wow...really utilising and refreshing. Ok , whats next? Continue my 'live' journey!!! : )
Great Monday - Part 1
Yesterday slept at 10.30am, prior to my sleep,was doing some emailing and talking to my dad. Woke up at 4 plus and am prepared not to achieve any of the goals I set due to some happenings. Anyway, off to meet up with AY. We had dinner at the foodcourt and the soupy food melts my hunger with really yummy fish and vegies...mouth-watering indeed. After movie, we decided to get some tibits and drinks. We watched Rush Hour 3. Movie is humourous as usual with the two funny comedian who never fails to entertain the crowd- Jackie and Chris Tucker. Somehow I enjoyed the movie as we had real a good laugh : )
After movie, I decided to achieve at least one of my goal and yup I went in to Yamaha Music School! I always wanted to continue my guitar and could not find a proper music book to kick start and finally I got one! Goal - to play at least one full song this year. AY asked when as this year still got a long way to go. I replied by 31st Dec! She laughed and she said give me a chance to sing to her on her birthday! I pengz......however I will still achieve it!
After minutes of walking, guess what, HUNGRY AGAIN! We went for makan but this time I am eating alone. Walked about 10 mins to this particular street name 'Short street' and true enough, after AY and I jalan jalan, the street is really short haha.... She recommended the coffee shop where she used to dine. I had Chay Kway Tiao myself and AY just stood there watching me eat despite numerous offer to her. Very determined ok, dun pray pray. As usual, my perspiration was just like coming out of a hot sauna, could not stand the heat but shows very clearly one thing - I am FIT! We then proceed to 'Banquet' for a drink becos its air-conditioned. Had teh halia and man...worst halia ever drink, no taste! Considering the impressive stance by a 'chinese lady' tarak-ing' the tea so high and long from one mug to another and turn out to be a disappointement. Anw, acknowledge her for her skill lah!!! : )
We had a long chat or I should say I talked and AY listened. Seems like I am pouring out all my feelings and challenges. Although I already know the answer, I just needed someone to LISTEN and there AY was, listening and if you know how Mooshi Maro looks like? She looks just like one, with big cute eyes and attentive ears! : ) Thank you for listening : )
After hour of talking, we went to EAT AGAIN! This time lighter, we had rochor tau hua. I had soya drink with you tiao and AY had tau hua. She complained the Spore you tiao got one smell wor. Wah liew.... never heard this before. Only heard abt pork lah, lamb or beef got smell, never thought you tiao also got different from where you come from. Must go your hometown and try one day!
We contined our journey and decide to go bugis, one of the hotel lobby to sit and chat, however something caught my attention- MAC DONALD! opens 24 Hours!!! Yeah....I was delighted. WhY? Can eat again later when hungry! hahaha...AY almost pengsan... We went in and continued our sharings. We had a great fun time chatting all night and in between the hours there is this particular old lady in her 60s who caught our attention. She is very kind as I can see her preparing cans and cans of cat food for the stray cats outside the mac. She was opening up the cans inside the mac and ya, it fills the quater of the restaurant with cat food smell, not very pleasant indeed. Anw, after she was done with her work, she sat at her table and read her chinese paper. I was sitting facing her and AY back faced her. Suddenly, pooo....... I was like wat the heck! This old lady let out a loud FART!!! I was like am I hearing something. So I look at AY and asked her whether she heard it. She said Yes wor. We got shocked. I said she is courageous and AY she is disrespectful. Whoosh....
Finally the 'night' has come to an end and we decided to go home when suddenly a phone call came! I was like hmm...whats up this hour man. We chat and suddenly on AY phone another call! I was like ok, its planned. We four talked on speaker phone. So loud in the mac with our laughter and talkings. Never done this before and its really fun tho. Thanks ladies!!!
Reached home just before 3am and managed to send out a few emails. Getting ready to sleep and yup could not sleep! I was only awake for 11 hours plus cum I am still quite filling over the food I ate. Somehow I slept and it was not a good sleep, haha....
A great Monday thru to Tuesday morn.....Very grateful and happy!!!
After movie, I decided to achieve at least one of my goal and yup I went in to Yamaha Music School! I always wanted to continue my guitar and could not find a proper music book to kick start and finally I got one! Goal - to play at least one full song this year. AY asked when as this year still got a long way to go. I replied by 31st Dec! She laughed and she said give me a chance to sing to her on her birthday! I pengz......however I will still achieve it!
After minutes of walking, guess what, HUNGRY AGAIN! We went for makan but this time I am eating alone. Walked about 10 mins to this particular street name 'Short street' and true enough, after AY and I jalan jalan, the street is really short haha.... She recommended the coffee shop where she used to dine. I had Chay Kway Tiao myself and AY just stood there watching me eat despite numerous offer to her. Very determined ok, dun pray pray. As usual, my perspiration was just like coming out of a hot sauna, could not stand the heat but shows very clearly one thing - I am FIT! We then proceed to 'Banquet' for a drink becos its air-conditioned. Had teh halia and man...worst halia ever drink, no taste! Considering the impressive stance by a 'chinese lady' tarak-ing' the tea so high and long from one mug to another and turn out to be a disappointement. Anw, acknowledge her for her skill lah!!! : )
We had a long chat or I should say I talked and AY listened. Seems like I am pouring out all my feelings and challenges. Although I already know the answer, I just needed someone to LISTEN and there AY was, listening and if you know how Mooshi Maro looks like? She looks just like one, with big cute eyes and attentive ears! : ) Thank you for listening : )
After hour of talking, we went to EAT AGAIN! This time lighter, we had rochor tau hua. I had soya drink with you tiao and AY had tau hua. She complained the Spore you tiao got one smell wor. Wah liew.... never heard this before. Only heard abt pork lah, lamb or beef got smell, never thought you tiao also got different from where you come from. Must go your hometown and try one day!
We contined our journey and decide to go bugis, one of the hotel lobby to sit and chat, however something caught my attention- MAC DONALD! opens 24 Hours!!! Yeah....I was delighted. WhY? Can eat again later when hungry! hahaha...AY almost pengsan... We went in and continued our sharings. We had a great fun time chatting all night and in between the hours there is this particular old lady in her 60s who caught our attention. She is very kind as I can see her preparing cans and cans of cat food for the stray cats outside the mac. She was opening up the cans inside the mac and ya, it fills the quater of the restaurant with cat food smell, not very pleasant indeed. Anw, after she was done with her work, she sat at her table and read her chinese paper. I was sitting facing her and AY back faced her. Suddenly, pooo....... I was like wat the heck! This old lady let out a loud FART!!! I was like am I hearing something. So I look at AY and asked her whether she heard it. She said Yes wor. We got shocked. I said she is courageous and AY she is disrespectful. Whoosh....
Finally the 'night' has come to an end and we decided to go home when suddenly a phone call came! I was like hmm...whats up this hour man. We chat and suddenly on AY phone another call! I was like ok, its planned. We four talked on speaker phone. So loud in the mac with our laughter and talkings. Never done this before and its really fun tho. Thanks ladies!!!
Reached home just before 3am and managed to send out a few emails. Getting ready to sleep and yup could not sleep! I was only awake for 11 hours plus cum I am still quite filling over the food I ate. Somehow I slept and it was not a good sleep, haha....
A great Monday thru to Tuesday morn.....Very grateful and happy!!!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
My Sister - Lynn
Dear Lynn,
One of the greatest gift I have in my entire life is to have you as my dearest sister. I wonder why the creator has put me and you together as one family and the answer is simple - NO ANSWER. We are meant to be together for this life, next life or whereever creator brings us to, we will never ever be apart life after life. I dun mind being Ah Lynn and you Nenni, that will be fun tho. You have grow so much, your feelings, your maturity, your ways of handling emotions and YOURSELF bottomline. I seen you through thick and thin from someone who is 'lonely' to someone who so many people out there love and care for. You have found friends and Yourself more importantly. Its you who makes a difference to so many people that you did not realized it because its unconditional love and support you give. Irespect you for your courage and your loving heart of being you and so dear to me, dad, mum and friends. I am very blessed to have you in my life and I treasure you alot. I want you to know that I am very very proud of you and your existence is a victory to dad, mum and my life. Continue with what you are doing and one day you will find directions to your life purpose. You will soar and fly high like an eagle. I Love You Lynn @>--
Always here for you,
Your Brother
One of the greatest gift I have in my entire life is to have you as my dearest sister. I wonder why the creator has put me and you together as one family and the answer is simple - NO ANSWER. We are meant to be together for this life, next life or whereever creator brings us to, we will never ever be apart life after life. I dun mind being Ah Lynn and you Nenni, that will be fun tho. You have grow so much, your feelings, your maturity, your ways of handling emotions and YOURSELF bottomline. I seen you through thick and thin from someone who is 'lonely' to someone who so many people out there love and care for. You have found friends and Yourself more importantly. Its you who makes a difference to so many people that you did not realized it because its unconditional love and support you give. Irespect you for your courage and your loving heart of being you and so dear to me, dad, mum and friends. I am very blessed to have you in my life and I treasure you alot. I want you to know that I am very very proud of you and your existence is a victory to dad, mum and my life. Continue with what you are doing and one day you will find directions to your life purpose. You will soar and fly high like an eagle. I Love You Lynn @>--
Always here for you,
Your Brother
My buddy....
I met you since Monday night after work and this week we met 4 times!!! Record leh and each time we met, we get closer and closer and closer....shared so much of our experiences, disappoinment, happiness, anger, etc.... Each time we met we cannot stop communicating and when there are time of silence, we laterally enjoyed it and pondered over our thoughts at that point of time. There are times when music 'flow' out and we immersed into it with strong essence. Tears answer to our heart feelings. I am so glad to have you by my side and shared these magical moments. You are one friend I can play full out with and at a higher level despite the steep of the gradient, we know we can go through it even the brick wall!!, not with body but at least our sygnery !
I know that you are facing major challenges now, wondering should you do this or do that, whether is it right or wrong, whether should you let go or stay on. All these I can say is a test to you. I believe strongly in you that you will overcome it, not better but to the core of it. Your existence is already a winning and trust yourself that you already know the answer. You just need 'something' to get you out and soar which I reckon in two months time when you are back, you will TRANSFORM! I look forward to the day where you can smile from your heart again.
I give you my love and blessings and 100% support always. YOU CAN DO MAGIC!!!
Sincere Yours
Love and Hugs....
I know that you are facing major challenges now, wondering should you do this or do that, whether is it right or wrong, whether should you let go or stay on. All these I can say is a test to you. I believe strongly in you that you will overcome it, not better but to the core of it. Your existence is already a winning and trust yourself that you already know the answer. You just need 'something' to get you out and soar which I reckon in two months time when you are back, you will TRANSFORM! I look forward to the day where you can smile from your heart again.
I give you my love and blessings and 100% support always. YOU CAN DO MAGIC!!!
Sincere Yours
Love and Hugs....
Another weekend...
Wow...its another fast and furious passing week. WLFLS is this week has been a really fruitful week. I have done so much thing over 6 days. Had a real perturbation earlier this week from Mon thru Wed. Met a few key person over my decision I have made and how I can work with them closely.
1st it was Wendy. I had a round of 'WIFLS' to her and this is the first time I speak to her in this manner and I am very comfortable and safe to share with her my challenges and by just one sentence from her laterally brought a immediate decision from there and I will follow thru till the end. I felt really great then and could feel the instant connection. She is a great mentor to me and most importantly a great friend that I have found. I would give 190% and I am committed! Thank you Wendy!!!
2nd person - Clive! Never thought that he held high regards of me despite we had only few conversations. This gentlemen I must say is a real kind soul. He is honest, sincere, a real heart-feel person and most importantly loving. I know that we will do something great together and make this world a better place! Wow...sounds BIG and its true, we will make a difference! Thanks buddy!
3rd person - Mike Soh. This man is really determine and persistant. He is so spot on in his values and passion. I held high respect for what he is doing. So much passion and really feels good to be in this friendship with him. Thank you for your great help brother! You are simply awesome!
4th person - Ken! What can I say about this brother of mine. Today for the first time after sooooo looooong, we finally went gym together and workout! This gentleman is a great leader by nature. I model his perseverance and compassion very much. He is so him regardless he is on or off the stage. We caught a movie together and finally after a long time, we have a 'Boyz' outing! Brother, I know we can achieve our dreams and lets battle together. Thank you for your sharings.
Lastly - SCGssssss...wau kau....brothers and sisters....when was the last time we hang out as a WHOLE??? My birthday I guess or wait its Andi's birthday. August 9th, our Singapore national day, we celebrated independence day and on the note, we celebrated our Re-Union day and we had a great time dun we? Altivo was outstanding....not so much of the food but the ambience and of cos the company. We had so much fun and sharings. Vasu...steady brother! Your 'sway' song switched the crowd 'on' and the ladies were very sporting as well. Singing and clapping to accomodate the music. Thanks for the participation! FUN FUN FUN!!!
Well, to the SCGs....you gals and guys rock! I never thought we could still go an extra mile despite so much happenings between us and we still hold the group tight and even stronger. You all are so dear to me and I will always treasure this friendship forever and ever! Like I said, I am wiling to be there 100% and support every single one of you and THANK YOU ALL for this wonderful friendships....we rock!!!
Ok, as for me, I am going through lotsa of fun challenges and I welcome more because I love it! I am grateful for all that the Universe has bestow me and Great Spirit makes no mistake in putting me through all this. I face it, conquor it and celebrate my victory over it! I am in control of my Destiny and my Life. Thank you!!! Thats WIFLS...
1st it was Wendy. I had a round of 'WIFLS' to her and this is the first time I speak to her in this manner and I am very comfortable and safe to share with her my challenges and by just one sentence from her laterally brought a immediate decision from there and I will follow thru till the end. I felt really great then and could feel the instant connection. She is a great mentor to me and most importantly a great friend that I have found. I would give 190% and I am committed! Thank you Wendy!!!
2nd person - Clive! Never thought that he held high regards of me despite we had only few conversations. This gentlemen I must say is a real kind soul. He is honest, sincere, a real heart-feel person and most importantly loving. I know that we will do something great together and make this world a better place! Wow...sounds BIG and its true, we will make a difference! Thanks buddy!
3rd person - Mike Soh. This man is really determine and persistant. He is so spot on in his values and passion. I held high respect for what he is doing. So much passion and really feels good to be in this friendship with him. Thank you for your great help brother! You are simply awesome!
4th person - Ken! What can I say about this brother of mine. Today for the first time after sooooo looooong, we finally went gym together and workout! This gentleman is a great leader by nature. I model his perseverance and compassion very much. He is so him regardless he is on or off the stage. We caught a movie together and finally after a long time, we have a 'Boyz' outing! Brother, I know we can achieve our dreams and lets battle together. Thank you for your sharings.
Lastly - SCGssssss...wau kau....brothers and sisters....when was the last time we hang out as a WHOLE??? My birthday I guess or wait its Andi's birthday. August 9th, our Singapore national day, we celebrated independence day and on the note, we celebrated our Re-Union day and we had a great time dun we? Altivo was outstanding....not so much of the food but the ambience and of cos the company. We had so much fun and sharings. Vasu...steady brother! Your 'sway' song switched the crowd 'on' and the ladies were very sporting as well. Singing and clapping to accomodate the music. Thanks for the participation! FUN FUN FUN!!!
Well, to the SCGs....you gals and guys rock! I never thought we could still go an extra mile despite so much happenings between us and we still hold the group tight and even stronger. You all are so dear to me and I will always treasure this friendship forever and ever! Like I said, I am wiling to be there 100% and support every single one of you and THANK YOU ALL for this wonderful friendships....we rock!!!
Ok, as for me, I am going through lotsa of fun challenges and I welcome more because I love it! I am grateful for all that the Universe has bestow me and Great Spirit makes no mistake in putting me through all this. I face it, conquor it and celebrate my victory over it! I am in control of my Destiny and my Life. Thank you!!! Thats WIFLS...
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Drama Rama...
Interestingly how two person can get attract together and each having issue with me on different matter and yet they are both together now! Wow...power man. These two are mean to be as they are playing the same game in different form! The more I must go ahead and play along so that I can evolve more and once I cross this hurdle, I will GROW! Sis, help me ar as we agreeded to play full out and grow together! Steady! I know that I will not be alone beccause I have you to guide and support me through out. I am willing to combine with you and leveraging each other tools and sharings to execute this stage and all out!!! This is my first time doing this great so call good problems and I never thought it will be this fun and this positive to look at it. Hey sis thanks ar for affirmating this support and the gradient we going to play is gonna blast them away...so so far...!!! I am all ready from this moment on and also want to thank them appearing in my live too to learn and grow.
On th final note, I bless them with all my love and loving thoughts and really wish them succeed. Till we meet again.....Take care!!!
On th final note, I bless them with all my love and loving thoughts and really wish them succeed. Till we meet again.....Take care!!!
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Lay Man Life sometimes is better....
Why I made this statement? Its true and because I held the M&Y context and learning so tight that sometimes I feel really CHOAKED! WTF should I be compassionate or take responsible when sometimes others don't. Why should I not lay blame and why can't I justify when others are demonstrating right to my face somemore? WHY WHY WHY??? Why is intergrity the soo soo true essence and yet some betray this beliefs despite follow full tilt (tilt my ass ar)! Change, change what? In this part of the world, some not only change but worst still, turn bloody sour into a spolit stale fish! Why fish, I dun know! Just thought of that! Damn sianz sometimes and really wish to box the hell out of a sandbag or human bag even better,till it pin straight down flat on the floor and so flat that aligns with the earth! Haiz...wau kau this feeling is shity man and really feels good leh to talk this way. Like ah beng or seng with all the #*//@@ language and attitude, shiok! Sometimes just dress down, be a flop, let all out and be another side of myself with out the need to care how ppl think of me. Talk, eat, walk,feel anything I want, SONGZ!!! Broken mother english, mandrain cum hokkien mixing all together and form a sentence to give it all to anyone who wishes to hear. Aiya, see what I mean..dun know WTF am I talking too!!!
Anw, thanks for this blog and safe space. Its a good release....at least for once after sooooooooooo long, I blame, justify, irresponsible, angry(in blog) and many other mixture of emotions.
On the final note I now take responsibility of my life and I will live my life PROFOUNDLY(Lynn, hwee hwee.... this sim word, haha...) OK! Thank you Universe!!!
Anw, thanks for this blog and safe space. Its a good release....at least for once after sooooooooooo long, I blame, justify, irresponsible, angry(in blog) and many other mixture of emotions.
On the final note I now take responsibility of my life and I will live my life PROFOUNDLY(Lynn, hwee hwee.... this sim word, haha...) OK! Thank you Universe!!!
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
August 2007
Another month arrived and there goes last month. This month we celebrate our independent day August 9th and thats the day where EVERYTHING in Singapore started. I am so proud to be a Singaporean tho. Anw, thats not the main thing I am getting across. Its 5 months away to end of 2007 and the next 5 months, I will use it for intense education and fitness before my work get started in 2 months. I am mentally and physically preparing myself for the projects that are going to take place and I know I will need lotsa of discipline and time management to follow through. Today, this morning was another 'yada yada' moment. I was affected but not for long and feels great because I am so clear. Wendy called me today and share her view with me about ME. I am uplifted by her spirits and encouragement and I know my intention is right spot on, aligning my beliefs and values. She is a great lady I must say, thanks Wendy : ) !
Well, each day is going to be a great learning experience and educational day for me. I will choose to take it positive and always at all time ready to conquer! Never be afraid to ASK and ASK-ing is so powerful that I am amazed whenever I asked and I received. Thank you Creator in helping me to build my Destiny in this Universe!
Well, each day is going to be a great learning experience and educational day for me. I will choose to take it positive and always at all time ready to conquer! Never be afraid to ASK and ASK-ing is so powerful that I am amazed whenever I asked and I received. Thank you Creator in helping me to build my Destiny in this Universe!
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