Thursday, October 11, 2007

BSE Transformed Me.

A month since I lasted blog, where was I? What has been happeing?

WIFLS is I just woke up from my sleep in the office. Has been working the past 5 mid-night shift and never slept so well and smooth for the past 5 nights, guess this 5 nights I do not sleep with pressure but with a peace of mind in the office.

Just came back 3 weeks ago from this boot-camp name 'Business School for Entrepreneurs.' This course has changed my life tremendously! Words were beyond my ability to mark the changes I have made except actions were seen day after day into a transformational self where I m' loving it! Never felt so intense, so fulfill, so charge up, so awakening after going through the gurelling 8 days boot-camp with 59 other participants and a bunch of instructor. Never thought that I would be so'useful' and efficient until I participated a 1000% full full tilt in the class. Dom grilled me with question after question that sets me deep deep thinking of myself. I rememebered there was a session where he challenged me about my winning confidence with quality question that I was stunned for that couple of minutes before he revealed the answer- I was awaken. Now thinkng back those days laterally put me in a 'hype' mode now and I am so ready to take charge of my destiny with passion and fun.

If you ask me to name one thing that I bring home from BSE out of so many other distinctions, I would say LEADERSHIP. This particular topic was mind-blowing and not only the theory part, the day to day, moment to moment action involves this quality. I was an ACHIEVER and not a TEAM PLAYER. Always want to go upfront and achieve alone. I realised that this is not a team player mode. I tend to forget people behind me, achiving the victory alone and ends up pretty lonely. Always learn to 'look left and right' tapping on partners' shoulder and perform together. Be a team leader and not just a leader! Be sure to 'pull' them into the winning attitude and not 'pushing' factor because I learned 'pulling' factor will attract better quality of teammates.

After BSE, Clive, Joe and myself was stormed with a business opportunity. We were already on targeted on day 5 even before the boot-camp ends. The presentation lasted only 15 mins and YES was the answer, we are in as a team! This campaign is gonna launched tomorrow and I am very very excited about it. Stay tune for my success story because this is my first business project which I am very passionate about because it involve people, movement and sales and I could see the brightness of the future in it. Thank you team for electing me as the team leader and I will not disappoint you two. I look forward to tomorrow where we will kick tons of sales and sell sell sell!!! Thanks brothers!

This project is just the 1st and subsequently I was swamped with opportunities, so much that I have to oversee it and put it on hold because I do not have many 'split' -Dennis to handle. Some projects I will leverage on others' talent to work on it. Man, I can't wait to see the money flowing in easliy and effortlessly in to my account. I believe within a year I could meet my 6-figure sum target goal and achieved it legally, morally and ethically! Well...Will See...

Wow...with all the ra-ra stuffs, how could I forget the challenges that I am facing now? I am in the midst of losing my best buddy or I should say I have already lost him. He is still alive of cos and we may no longer be friends anymore. I was very disappointed by his wife action because of EGO issue. He could not control his wife and allow his wife to control him and the matter. Being so ignornace and heartless, I see no reason why I must take her nosense and swallow down, therefore I decided to take action! This action of mine is like a knife that cuts the ties of this friendship which I felt its necessary because I do not want to be 'X' anymore by anyone! I learned also that I had 'X' people unconsciously without even knowing it, this distinction happened when I was in BSE, its so unbelievable. Anwhow I must thanks R in BSE for highlighting this and I am very grateful to you my dear friend. So back to the earlier story, I learned to SPEAK UP and be firm in my word and decision. Learn not to go into reaction and stay composed when being challenge. Learn not to 'X' and allow others to 'X' and getting out of this cycle mode. To avoid drama and faced the brutal truth with compassion. This past 3 weeks my life was never the same again. Nevertheless I wish him and his wife a blissful endings.

Back to my family, my dad could see the changes in me and I must say I had speak up to him about my feeling. Life is never the same again with him. We communicated so much every other day with happy and exciting conversation. I constanly speak to him about businesses and opportunities. His advises are priceless as he bee through before many experiences too. I am so happy with the changes now between us. I am so grateful and blessed! I LOVE YOU DAD : )

Lynn, my most beloved sister is going through challenges and we are here to conquor together. I know I could only listen to you and the rest, I believe you will handle it well. Sometimes its better for me to stay out and you will find clarity and distinction outside. I have faith in you and will be behind you dearly. Jia you....

Mother, I will make sure you play manjong everyday without worry and have lotsa of fun in it. Just remember to cook good food for us can already, no need much effort. Oh ya, one more thing, keep yourself available when counting tons of money, I need your expertise to count. I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

To my so call 'SCG' friends out there, I miss each and everyone of you and I hope we will be able to catch up soon.

Alrightly, got to go now and I look forward to my first launch of my SUCCESS!!!

To the community and the world, God Bless!

1 comment:

Lynn said...

Gam xia.

I have faith in you too. You're living your life, take care and be happys always.

xoxo